vyvanse w/ skele x sendflowrs (jolst)

bruise ft. sendflowrs

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

drops on all platforms - friday 13th june 💫

produced by: @prodjolst
featuring: @ripskele

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it 

[skele]
i pray that someone take me home 
im not seeing right 
im mixing pills into my drink
so i can sleep tonight 
god i know u make me sore 
i don’t need reminded 
fucking kicking down that door
didn’t try to hide it
pouring up this drank 
into my cup gon make it worse 
i can’t even speak 
fuck up this check 
so it don’t hurt
put this metal to my brain 
go afk 
i’m making sure
hope i forget about ur face 
i pop this k 
like its a cure

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it

tired w/ skele (jolst)

been a while since something like this
thank you for being here
prod by forzen (@whyeldershock on ig)

heavenly, at the sight of her angel wings;
been alone since seventeen
ain't expecting them to feel for me, that'll never be
let eden breathe, pick and twist from the apple tree, 
felt confliction at the bite and sting
left uncertain of it's purity, of what's underneath

cup so cold it's frozen, you already know
dialtone revoking all we had engrossed
mentality awoken from over the phone
i'm never that open, you had me from the go

couldn't catch her on the way out
she ain't here for what i'm saying now
it's even worse that i'm seeing how
you let me, you let me
why'd you let me down

let me, let me, let me, let me down
let me, let me, why'd you let me down
l-let me, let me, but you let me down
h-how'd you let me down
how'd you let me down

heavenly, at the sight of her angel wings;
been alone since seventeen
ain't expecting them to feel for me, that'll never be
let eden breathe, pick and twist from the apple tree, 
felt confliction at the bite and sting
left uncertain of it's purity, of what's underneath

eve (forzen)

pekarot
@sleepywater

she lacking empathy she gone tomorrow
see what is left of me, me and my sorrows
cause you might be dead to me, you left me a bottle
and a blue pill that I don't wanna swallow

body's got a fleeting feeling and I got all my sorrows
how do I stop this feeling of feeling real hollow
know you love me but you tell me that I'm acting hostile
i might crash this car cause I'm going full throttle

stop drinking your life away your grasping at a bottle
i think I might hide away and talk to you tomorrow
i know its not healthy but I'm full of sorrows
i bet you wouldn't help me if I left tomorrow

oahhh
oahhh
oahhh
oahhh

paint me a picture that's hard not to swallow
when your with him I feel like being hostile
i like the idea of moving to a castle
let's build some high walls, fuck I'm an asshole

your growing in mold, the more that you hassle
do what your told, before that I let go

oahhh
oahhh
oahhh
oahhh

she lacking empathy she gone tommorow
see what is left of me, me and my sorrows
cause you might be dead to me, you left me a bottle
and a blue pill that I don't wanna swallow

body's got a fleeting feeling and I got all my sorrows
how do I stop this feeling of feeling real hollow
know you love me but you tell me that I'm acting hostile
i might crash this car cause I'm going full throttle

tomorrow - sleepwater (cover)

sewerxsorrow // the album , soon . <3

lyrics:



How the fuck did I make it to this suit and tie
I dont know
I am on drugs right now

I am on drugs right now x8

I just made this the intro cause im on drugs right now
Im fucking dying
Open that ear for damage u getting fucked right now
I cannot eat right now
But Im throwing up some how
Stepping in bile and piss right now
Im so alive right now

Baby just look at me like really look
Cause Im trying to hide deep down
Im so afraid of myself
Fuck
Baby I see the seems of ur book
And the pages are running out
But u sick of slowing down
I just tumped this blunt the ash just hit my ferri belt
I just came thru this door and now they tryna throw me out
I just seen this tab on top my pinky now its in my mouth
U know that Life could be so normal but she’s sick of slowing down
You know that every time I miss u I think of why u not around 
Oh U just dropped a bomb my shadows painted on the ground
u know if u died tomorrow where would u want to be found
Cause Time is running out for me and thats where im going now

I am on drugs right now x8

I just made this the intro cause im on drugs right now
Im fucking dying
Open that ear for damage u getting fucked right now
I cannot eat right now
But Im throwing up some how
Stepping in bile and piss right now
Im so alive right now

on drugs rn (sorrowbringer x soprettyanxiety)

PROD: JOLST + SECRE
MASTER & MIX: KAIS & DIAMOON
PROJECT MANAGEMENT: BITEKI
COVER ART: BITEKI