visiting

these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
itching like a crackhead im going through withdrawals
think they finna wipe me out like some poo inside my draws
mixing pills with alcohol but we don’t get along
act like nothings wrong
hit the narcan like a bong

ah ha ha ha
???

these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
itching like a crackhead im going through withdrawals
think they finna wipe me out like some poo inside my drawers
mixing pills with alcohol but we don’t get along
act like nothings wrong
hit the narcan like a bong

kiddamo - Narcann (prod. phxlxp)

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

I feel my bones crawl right out of my skin I am not comfortable 
inside this place which I reside inside this place which I call home
Ive grown so fuckin numb to this but yet I feel so vulnerable
please cut around my neck and make it quick it's not enjoyable

I tried to call a thousand times the line was unavailable 
I'm deep inside these trenches and my death is unavoidable 
I tried to play my part I couldn't sorry I can't play the role
I hope that you'll forgive me love I hope that it is possible
I know

that every day gets harder by the minute love
well if you said you did it and you didn't could you get it done?
I'm sitting in the living room at 3:02 wit my flashlight on
scrape reclaim out collecters holy fuck I need to hit the plug
i know

that everything gets better if you manifest it
I'm so hungry (hungary) for the cheddar fuck around in Budapest
get 80k off YouTube beats I made this on my own you bitch it's
nothing to me honestly it's just another days recessions

and it's just another dazed depression
I don't like to do this shit cuz Everytime get too aggressive 
passin out inside my jeans I'm too fucked up I'm past beheaded
could you get it done because you didn't when you fucking said it

I've been on the run
from myself for a while now
you don't mean a single thing you say it's best to pipe down 
I don't mean a single thing I say in lyrics typed out
at least that's what I say to prevent creatives right now

i prevent myself from writing
typing
I don't wanna talk now
hiding
fighting
suicidal thoughts in my mind 
behind these bright blue eyes
I write things
I see
tantalizing
sights
beyond reach
traumatized
my body
rotting
play my heart out like guitar strings
play my heart out like the ivorys

did you do it to spite me
or do you just despise me
can you be honest for once

I've been better off lately
hope it's driving you crazy
that I'm doing okay but I still don't wanna wake up
and it's fucked what we'll do for a paystub
you can hide your face but I see right through your makeup
you don't have to try anymore I'll walk away love. 


unavoidable (sorrowbringer)

spaceman (nico north)

Vocals recorded through my phone 💀

Lyrics:

Baby won't you find me? It ain't that hard,
you know that I'm buried in your back yard.
Dig me up and heal me with your touch, 
I'll find a way to pay, but I don't have much.
Deracinte me, take me into your arms.
Baby, don't hate me, I wished you no harm.
All of my choices had been stripped away.
All of the voices had me led astray.

Find me (Prod. wraithontheporch)

this time i won't try to stay 
once tied to mine, but you'd leave me
you'd leave me
remember the kid?
gave a fuck 'bout a news flash
rays hit his skin, now he's screaming to get back
that night you were there, all i could do was stare
at that hue of her eyes and that blonde in her hair

it's not that bad, could you believe me-
believe me anymore?
it's not that bad, could you believe me-
believe me anymore?


better than yesterday, worse than whenever [prod. never, forever]

produced by jolst & taylor morgan 

i’m stone cold 
with the pole
like i’m frozone
she split the 80
like a pro
n now im so sold 
she ask me if im cool 
i’m like 
idk bro
i’m feelin like a junkie 
poppin percs
when im solo 

and i hope she didn’t clock it
my girl nearly find like half a 80 in my wallet
i jus poured the whole set now i’m feelin supersonic
i got a g.a.p hoodie on like im no longer in the closet 

and i just spilled my fuckin cup, shit
half a litre deep
rockin that “can’t get in the club” fit 
i’m pourin amber til im kippin in this cockpit
and im pourin santa i got bells up in my cup, kid rock with the glock 
i got weed in my sock, 
kicked the cup 
and for what ? 
poppin pills 
throwin up
poppin pills
i pop a lot
until i choke 
like papa doc 
i hunt rabbits papa doc 
my name ain’t clarence papa doc
pulled the glock said pop a squat
or get a hole straight through your top
catch an AM robbie knox 
paradox like robbin cops
on ur block im robbing shots
im giving testers to ur pops 
bring an army to the block 
n they’ll get slept like shannon ross 

i’m stone cold 
with the pole
like i’m frozone
she split the 80
like a pro
n now im so sold 
she ask me if im cool 
i’m like 
idk bro
i’m feelin like a junkie 
poppin percs
when im solo

better than yesterday, worse than whenever [prod. never, forever]

autie

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