healer. w/ brecken & lil booj (king theta)

prod Michael Harrison :)

i promise, i had on the tip of my tongue
these things never really work, thats just my luck
why are all my friendships just falling apart 
cant ignore i know the reason, its just not what i want

im so frustrated 
lost all my patience 
we dont talk alot im sorry 
know that i dont say this enough
just know ur in my thoughts
promise to keep in touch
maybe i
maybe i think too much

in touch

song by evergarden
for a while - evergarden <333
@evergardens

for a while (evergarden cover)

Produced by Johnnyfriend
Mastered by me
Cover art by Melmige

Hope you enjoy this track I made with my friendz, PS. THIS TOOK FOREVER SO RUN IT UP :)))))

Performed by:
sunder. 
blospar
acid.
lizzie calisto
dzo digital
clovis wraith
vails
notcursed
boy2a
epitomeoffailure

In My Head (Cypher)

lyr


im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable 

i dug a hole for the two of us
i got some time 
would u shut me up
clouds looking angry 
we’re out of luck
you couldve saved me 
but u backed off
ur in the way can u please back up
id love to stay but i gotta run
inside my brain theres a flock of doves
dripped out my face is a bit of blood

my brain liquifies and it pours out my mouth
i asked for some time but u shut me down
ive grown impatient paced round my house
please take a breath and calm urself down

shifting of tides pushed me out to the side 
gave it a week and im out of your sight
im in the back while i try not to die
im in ur arms while i try not to cry

im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable

storm_chaser (hollowprpl)

LYRICS:

baby im a ghost
no u dont know me
got a bloody nose so no i cant sleep
and when i do
i have some weird dreams
yeah i miss my dudes
R.I.P HeyLee

Didnt show i care now i feel guilt
im not the cause but i feel like the blame still
got a lot on my mind
in my head all the time
i still thank god for showing me all these signs

baby im crying in silence
i dont wanna be blown off like some nonsense
i feel happier everytime we talkin
i just pray that u feel the same

i been smoking everyday and i know u hate
i know that ur worried imma end up as a patient
im a liability dont know why u stayin
when u say i love u too it feels ur forced to say it

i aint tryna drag u down like the last guy
and i aint tryna break ur heart like the last time
u can run away if u see bad signs
id rather be hurt than to force u to be mine

gotta lotta pain built up baby i know u dont see it
i got all these drugs taken my life
u say i dont need it
i wanna believe u so badly
but when i sober up shit gets deadly

the high taking over my life
u say u wont leave my side
tryna do better tryna do things right
but everytime i try i realize

im just a ghost
no u dont know me
got a bloody nose so no i cant sleep
and when i do
i have some weird dreams
yeah i miss my dudes
R.I.P HeyLee

Didnt show i care now i feel guilt
im not the cause but i feel like the blame still
got a lot on my mind
in my head all the time
i still thank god for showing me all these signs
baby im crying in silence
i dont wanna be blown off like some nonsense

fadeout (p. wayside)

this time i won't try to stay 
once tied to mine, but you'd leave me
you'd leave me
remember the kid?
gave a fuck 'bout a news flash
rays hit his skin, now he's screaming to get back
that night you were there, all i could do was stare
at that hue of her eyes and that blonde in her hair

it's not that bad, could you believe me-
believe me anymore?
it's not that bad, could you believe me-
believe me anymore?


better than yesterday, worse than whenever [prod. never, forever]

i’m glad your cheeks are red, my eyes have turned grey
and i look like a million but i feel like loose change
someone told me ill always get in my way
well if there’s two of me, ill make sure i include him everytime i pray

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

let’s get it started then, while im here i might as well turn up
i’m drinking right off the block at this block party im bouta fuck it up
i’m gliding through this shit i really might just blow up like “Just Cause”
i know i “pour for four” but bae i really think that you’re the one
and i’ll slide
but im scared that it’s the last time
but you stay by my side
and i don’t know why you do that
but i’m glad you’re here tonight

and given the circumstance i hope that we can stick together
cause these dreams hurt so much, i miss you so much
and i guess that’s my bad for thinking that we would be better after the mountain trip
girl i miss us so much
hate being on my phone
i love the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live baby
my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

i used to think that people like this were so reckless
now when my friends call me doing drugs i get jealous
my armors chinked with arrows sent here by the marksmen
they blocked out the sun and used my back like its a target
stop it
i been dodging shit like i did back when i fought margit
stars lit
baby come outside and we can stargaze
im out smoking on the balcony come and join me
i wont jump fr

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

better than yesterday, worse than whenever [prod. never, forever]

autie