Produced by Johnnyfriend
Mastered by me
Cover art by Melmige

Hope you enjoy this track I made with my friendz, PS. THIS TOOK FOREVER SO RUN IT UP :)))))

Performed by:
sunder. 
blospar
acid.
lizzie calisto
dzo digital
clovis wraith
vails
notcursed
boy2a
epitomeoffailure

In My Head (Cypher)

lyr


im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable 

i dug a hole for the two of us
i got some time 
would u shut me up
clouds looking angry 
we’re out of luck
you couldve saved me 
but u backed off
ur in the way can u please back up
id love to stay but i gotta run
inside my brain theres a flock of doves
dripped out my face is a bit of blood

my brain liquifies and it pours out my mouth
i asked for some time but u shut me down
ive grown impatient paced round my house
please take a breath and calm urself down

shifting of tides pushed me out to the side 
gave it a week and im out of your sight
im in the back while i try not to die
im in ur arms while i try not to cry

im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable

storm_chaser (hollowprpl)

LYRICS:

baby im a ghost
no u dont know me
got a bloody nose so no i cant sleep
and when i do
i have some weird dreams
yeah i miss my dudes
R.I.P HeyLee

Didnt show i care now i feel guilt
im not the cause but i feel like the blame still
got a lot on my mind
in my head all the time
i still thank god for showing me all these signs

baby im crying in silence
i dont wanna be blown off like some nonsense
i feel happier everytime we talkin
i just pray that u feel the same

i been smoking everyday and i know u hate
i know that ur worried imma end up as a patient
im a liability dont know why u stayin
when u say i love u too it feels ur forced to say it

i aint tryna drag u down like the last guy
and i aint tryna break ur heart like the last time
u can run away if u see bad signs
id rather be hurt than to force u to be mine

gotta lotta pain built up baby i know u dont see it
i got all these drugs taken my life
u say i dont need it
i wanna believe u so badly
but when i sober up shit gets deadly

the high taking over my life
u say u wont leave my side
tryna do better tryna do things right
but everytime i try i realize

im just a ghost
no u dont know me
got a bloody nose so no i cant sleep
and when i do
i have some weird dreams
yeah i miss my dudes
R.I.P HeyLee

Didnt show i care now i feel guilt
im not the cause but i feel like the blame still
got a lot on my mind
in my head all the time
i still thank god for showing me all these signs
baby im crying in silence
i dont wanna be blown off like some nonsense

fadeout (p. wayside)

LYRICS:

i forgot what your voice sounds like
but it still plays in my head at night
we said forever on a tuesday call
now u dont ever text me back at all
i threw ur hoodie in the back of my car
now it smells like the way things just are
i feel way to high to even cry
but i still think about you like all the time

u dont miss me i can tell
didnt see u leading me on
but im to far gone to feel pain
baby im going insane but i dont blame u
i was delusional to see the truth
u say that u love me i believed in u
fuckin hate myself for falling for you

lost sight of whats real
u say “me” i dont buy it
fooled me once, u wont get me twice
ur a demon in disguise

i dont really care about being alone
cause it feels im forgetting about us

i forgot what your voice sounds like
but it still plays in my head at night
we said forever on a tuesday call
now u dont ever text me back at all
i threw ur hoodie in the back of my car
now it smells like the way things just are
i feel way to high to even cry
but i still think about you like all the time

the restart (p. the sound clown)

yeah we never did it right
try to switch sides but its too late
take the rib out my side
every waking thought feels insane 
but i know thay im alive
been tryna find comfort in this pain
but boy its been a ride
saw that look up on ur face ur gone tonight

when a star collides
or an angel gets its wings
when the night sky’s
reflecting on to me
it’s like i couldn’t help it
you smile while you say im selfish
my bad that you couldn’t tell
when i tried to yell
i was busy breathless

we can waste time
thinking bout the past 
but im offline
since you made my heart black
and i gave my phone a crack

in the front seat of a new car
felt u cut me, got a new scar
aint it lovely when you’re so far?
family found me in the front yard 

been ashamed of the man that i was 
been off of the gram, cuz its only fake love
i came to conclusion im stuck in a rut
but im stronger than this so im not giving up

when a star collides
or an angel gets its wings
when the night sky’s
reflecting on to me
like i couodnt help it
you smile while you say im selfish
my bad that u couldn’t tell
when i tried to yell
i was busy breathless

breathless [under the maple tree]

i’m glad your cheeks are red, my eyes have turned grey
and i look like a million but i feel like loose change
someone told me ill always get in my way
well if there’s two of me, ill make sure i include him everytime i pray

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

let’s get it started then, while im here i might as well turn up
i’m drinking right off the block at this block party im bouta fuck it up
i’m gliding through this shit i really might just blow up like “Just Cause”
i know i “pour for four” but bae i really think that you’re the one
and i’ll slide
but im scared that it’s the last time
but you stay by my side
and i don’t know why you do that
but i’m glad you’re here tonight

and given the circumstance i hope that we can stick together
cause these dreams hurt so much, i miss you so much
and i guess that’s my bad for thinking that we would be better after the mountain trip
girl i miss us so much
hate being on my phone
i love the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live baby
my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

i used to think that people like this were so reckless
now when my friends call me doing drugs i get jealous
my armors chinked with arrows sent here by the marksmen
they blocked out the sun and used my back like its a target
stop it
i been dodging shit like i did back when i fought margit
stars lit
baby come outside and we can stargaze
im out smoking on the balcony come and join me
i wont jump fr

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

loose change (p. under the maple tree)

prod dash 

sample from whiplash
lyrics ⬇️
theres not a future thought in my head oh well
well i could tell you what i want next 
but you would yell
yell at me for my best
for secrets that i had kept
then wonder why i aint slept
oh well
think this is something i cant repeat
keep stoopin low
you gonna find me out in a ditch
i dont want you to know
i dont think i dont think i can be seen like this
id rather you go tell everyone im just in an abyss
stuck out in the snow
way too cold so i couldnt flinch oo

think my lil brodie jus hit em a clip
360 y y hit on yo miss
and he doin damage so that you cant stitch
all of the stuff that you wish he aint did
act like my wifi aint runnin so i could just possibly find me some rest
act like this wachu been wantin
honestly please come be my guest

white paint on my whip
all of my vices green
i dont want you to trip
but i dont wanna you to cling
like what do u mean

well its pretty easy if you would just listen just for a minute 
i could tell u how i really have been 
like walkin to finland
thats how the distance feels between us when you get tempted
if i had wishlist you wont get it
ill throw that lil promise over the hedge

hits like a comet covered in ship
if we woulda saw it it would be sick
hints like a comment you wont forget
but we had a problem thats what we missed
covered in star dust under the mist
woulda been harder not to be hit

barley had started when you had dipped
hate you departed think we had skipped
my head been clouded hate to admit
i hope these feelings diminish they cant replenish
you act like a skit but this now a show
like where did u go
if i had a blick then i woulda blown
like you didnt know

and i cant explain how im feelin alone
every night i feel like theres not a phone
no where to reach
nowhere to be
part of me feel like im left out to bleed

finland (dash)

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Realtree shirt with a pair of truey jeans
Red as a tomato guess I forgot the Sun screen
Reel back my actions like fishing in the stream
Record a lot of music yeah I got big dreams
Fall back move forward
Life's up n down we all fight our own wars
The overarching hand tips the scale
Out of our control but we’ll still prevail

Life moves fast, hop on the freeway
Bumping in my srt listening to greenday
Im a basketcase, come N get a taste
And With how we life theres no time to waste

Hard Times harbour greater fears
Baby come close n stay right here
Halifax boardwalk on the pier 
Time will pass so shed those tears
We move fast but so does life
Consequences sacrifice
Only live once so dont think twice
we’ll find out what's wrong from right

Keep by my side you could be my piece of comfort
Likewise if ur confidence is ever under
If they dissing u ima clap back like the thunder
This the type life id dream of when i was younger

Slowly saving money not living pay to pay
School is almost over and im counting down the days
4 years down 2 more go, sounds like a lot but time aint slow
Soon today will be a long time ago


fadeout (p. wayside)

Bobby

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