Topshotta

Toska

there's better ways to go about the pain you feel today
everybody knows that I would put you in your place
scarfing down that alcohol a smile on your face
it breaks my heart to see you like this I don't think I can stay

anyway 
anymore
your falling out the door
you're screaming at me telling me that its my fault you're a whore
don't give you what you need just always searching for some more
the truth is, you couldn't settle, its all your fault you know

breaking my heart
its always me to blame
doing some coke
on the weekend at your place
with your friends
or so called friends I feel ashamed
I don't know the truth no more its hard to stay awake

there's better ways to go about the pain you feel today
everybody knows that I would put you in your place
scarfing down that alcohol a smile on your face
it breaks my heart to see you like this I don't think I can stay

anyway 
anymore
your falling out the door
you're screaming at me telling me that its my fault you're a whore
don't give you what you need just always searching for some more
the truth is, you couldn't settle, its all your fault you know

break it out
and break it in
run away
from your sins
you're stuck in your ways
you're family is to blame
they raised you like in idiot, I hope you'll be okay

i dont think i can stay (prod. fantasy camp)

Loyalty (prod. Keta x Jkei)

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

always itching
waiting for 
ur text to come thru

i cannot believe
that there's no pain
in this world

set back 
relax
i can't 

too much
inside
again

gotta
leave
my skin

cuts
relieve
the achin

i thought 
i had a future
but

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

but u never kno (lostcage)

[he4vy] 
i dont think its fair
and im sure youve got your reasons 
but your words made it so clear 
that im not much more than he is
im sick of being fair
and im tired of having doubted
that out of everything ive feared
youd let your actions speak the loudest

wasting all of the time i get 
instead of 
fighting what comes next i swear 
i always
give up when things get rough
ive got a pit inside my chest and still it wasnt enough
ive got a long road to walk and wind
theres still just 
too much shit on my mind
ive gotta 
calm down and think things twice 
ive had a long hard and lonely life 

[scorpio] 
when did one turn into two,
and three into four?
because im missing you,
now more than before
crazy how we're strangers,
we used to be so much more
promising forever,
now im not so sure

im the problem
it happens often
wish i could turn off my emotions
pulse is racing
my heart is breaking
i know im so dramatic
and you hate it

i dont blame you
after everything we've been through
if i were you
i really would have left too
i dont blame you

do you think im a burden?
is that why you dont reply
am i worth nothing,
to you in your eyes?
is everyone just better?
is that why im left behind?
i dont have to be clever
to know im not worth a try

pit inside my chest ft. scorpio (king theta)

Out now: https://SkreamAndBenga.lnk.to/GTCTTWW

"Good things come to those who wait..."

Skream & Benga - Good Things Come To Those Who Wait

ctrl (prod me)

MARVIN BAGLEY

hop out the whip in the negative 4
she played me like riff, like guitar
girl really don't treat yourself like a star
i don't even know who u are
since way back then
it was "if he's so heat get a maybach then"
bitch shut the fuck up
i lit up a blunt, then hit up the stu n go hard
puffin big touchin on mars
i might just cop me a car
then treat it like all of my bars
rev up the engine, it's gas from the start
fuck message reacting a heart
just act like a prick, i'm leaving a mark
isolated like skin on my wrist
so fuck it i'm leaving it scarred

if i knew w/ shizukesa. (pilotkid)

this time i won't try to stay 
once tied to mine, but you'd leave me
you'd leave me
remember the kid?
gave a fuck 'bout a news flash
rays hit his skin, now he's screaming to get back
that night you were there, all i could do was stare
at that hue of her eyes and that blonde in her hair

it's not that bad, could you believe me-
believe me anymore?
it's not that bad, could you believe me-
believe me anymore?


better than yesterday, worse than whenever [prod. never, forever]

Lyrics⬇️

its not a coincidence that i ruin everything in life
maybe if i just applied myself then they would think I tried 

i cant get myself to try if i dont think i have anything i should live for
why dont i just do more
cuz i spent way too many cold nights on the floorboards
i wish i could restore
i wish i could feel more

but i been stuck like this for longer than you know 
i dont feel like anybody even thinks that i could grow
cuz its been like this forever i dont see a place to go
i dont think that its been better but i swear that i can hope
i wish that you saw my life through my eyes and then you’d know 
that every single night since you been gone i felt broke
& i dont even tell you why i love myself, i dont
cuz i dont even tell you that i trust myself, i dont

i check my phone
its jus like a 100 messages to come home
i dont wanna do that anytime id rather be alone
 i been chillin on my own
im still happy what i chose

back then i swear i would do the most
and nowdays im not even close but you still think ill overdose

and it dont matter what i say if you dont think ill ever know
just how you really feel every time i touch the stove

all my cells have been straight burned from all the stuff inside my body
clearly i been stuck on every oerson who ever turned on me

please dont stab my back
i would rather do anything just to hear ur laugh
again 
i would do everything i never did up inside my head
i was stuck up in my bed everytime you time you said im next up
i dont wanna hear u tell me that im just the best of 3
bet those 2 other people had everything over me

better than yesterday, worse than whenever [prod. never, forever]

autie