I'll waste my time if it's wasted on you
I don't wanna sink alone
And your not mine but you're so damn fine
Why does it feel right when it's so wrong
I'm stuck inside my head again
Think I need my medicine
Ashing on your windowsill
I'm hardly making any sense
Saying things I never meant
And you're so filled up with regret
Tell me what the fuck is next
Cause your someone I can't forget

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I can't handle new scars
So I'm always running far

I'm always running from
Those things you say you want
Picking up again
I got a brand new scar
Got a brand new heart
Come and take it all
Leave me hurt again its probably all my fault
It's always all my fault
I fucking hate those songs
I'm losing everything i'm breaking
I don't want you gone
Tell me anything that I can do to make it stop
I been waiting here alone for fucking way too long
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I cant handle new scars
So i'm always running far
Don't know what I need but I know what I want yeah yeah
Still feel empty nothings enough gotta get it all I know

ALWAYS MY FAULT

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ALWAYS MY FAULT w/ ghoul_001 [lilbiscuit]

i know you're bad for me

In my head and in my heart
I'm burnin' up just like a star
In the sky and in the night
I wanna find out where you are
In my dreams and in my sleep
You're the only one I see
You can take it all away
Take this fuckin' pain from me

I'm so sick of the same old routine
Woke up in the same bad dream
Can't tell what the fuck you mean
When you don't say anything

Take my heart, hold it close
Breathe me in just like the smoke
On your love I'll overdose
Drop dead and turn to a ghost
Take my heart, hold it close
Breathe me in just like the smoke
On your love I'll overdose
Drop dead and turn to a ghost

Turning into nothing at all
It's like you expect me to fall
But I can't look back, can't let go
I won't switch, no I can't fold
Watching all the time fly away
I saw our memories fade
Old problems on a new day
Feels like I'll never escape

In my head and in my heart
I'm burnin' up just like a star
In the sky and in the night
I wanna find out where you are
In my dreams and in my sleep
You're the only one I see
You can take it all away
Take this fuckin' pain from me

take it all away (prod. silver + methboiswag)

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

Yeah it's not a lie
Every time we lock eyes
I feel alive
I was watching stars die
By your side
Swear you got me tongue tied
You don't even try
You don't even try
You don't even try
I don't gotta lie
Looking in your eyes
Like stars in the night
I can help you heal
All scars that you hide
Can you be my light
When it's dark outside
Will you be my guide
Cause I'm lost
Without you
Everything so fake
So brand new
I don't really know where to go
It feels like nowhere's my home

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

to the grave! (prod. jolst + sor)

Round n' around
And around we go
Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close

@d1vwv
You and me both
Live like it's the last night
Smoking weed
Counting cash
How I pass time
If I could baby
You know I would rewind
Margiela's wet
What I spilled
Is more expensive
Than that though
19 when I played my first show
When we speak baby
Feel like imma choke
Bad taste
Coke coming down my nose
It's been better
But I'm never gonna fold

Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close
Stacking money up
No days off
I been working round the clock
But I got no job
He was talking out his neck
Now he got no jaw
On the freeway cutting up
Just like a chainsaw
Tell em good luck
If you wanna chase me
Say you wanna see me dead
It don't phase me
Got a bad bitch sitting in the front seat
Smoking good weed
Yeah, it put her right to sleep

one eye closed ft. d1v (prod. silver + grxgvr)

oh u fallin in wen im fallin out
dont u trust me bb
oh u fucked me lately
u think im full of it all
told u ur the only one i call
know i hate the drama
dont get involved
im jus like my momma
know i wanna ball
tryna knock tht pussy outta tht frame 
nigga ima hit it wall2wall
and ik damn well im nvr gon change
nigga even if im on n off
oh yea u can call it what u want
im not rlly feelin wat u on

i watch u change up for sum clout
see me tht aint rlly what im bout
tryn see if my dick cud fit in her mouth
i might b the realest nigga out
but i cant find a purpose in what im doin
o they say im goin stupid
i wont lie i feel useless i wont lie i feel

oh u fallin in wen im fallin out
dont u trust me bb
oh u fucked me lately
u think im full of it all
told u ur the only one i call
know i hate the drama
dont get involved
im jus like my momma
know i wanna ball
tryna knock tht pussy outta tht frame 
nigga ima hit it wall2wall
and ik damn well im nvr gon change
nigga even if im on n off
oh yea u can call it what u want
im not rlly feelin wat u on

not really feelin what u on [p. iroha]

Produced by @prodkroam
Recorded by RMZ
Mixed and Mastered by @prodkroam
Cover art by Alina T

losingsleep w/ kennedyxoxo (p. xmichaelwarren)

noah thomas