help
https://www.gate.fm/tsGGhX
(chorus 2x)
mama said be honest boy and tell em how you feel 
i fucking lost my best friend and my house thats how i feel 
i feel like the main character and this shit isnt real
feels like im in a movie and im glitching on the reel 
(verse)
i been sailing for a minute boy they better listen up 
ill take my life in a instant just to see my boys go up 
feels like my mind is imprisoned and these bars are welded shut
im the outcome of some tough love no excuse i toughened up
i think my father hates my guts and my mother still on drugs
she fucking left me and my sister for her new man who's a thug 
promised god i wont give up feels like im the chosen one 
promised god i wont give up feels like im the chosen one

ALL PLATFORMS

main character (dercept) (all platforms) (music video out now)

https://open.spotify.com/track/47m9QOCl9GBaznSaAELQIJ?si=bb470e6ea22a4041

mix master n all that by me
cover art sketch drawn by @punimonnn 
tysm 4 listening, hope u enjoy 
this song means a lot to me
show some love to the goat  @012207 who popped tf off on the prod <3

(2x)
i said i gotchu, don't you worry
shit ain't ever gonna happen
till my heart; it filled with fury
now i'm losing all attraction
don't wanna live inside the past-tense (past tense)
but i'm way too weak for taking action

everyone wanna party
while i can barely stand; fucking hardly
pack up my shit and just move on
treating myself like a nuisance
counting the days i've been awake
even in my dreams, i can't catch a break
"how many followers does it?!"
never enough, you fuckers are fake

i'm on ice, catchin' colds
in the night, crackin' codes
hold me tight; never leave
but it's nice being lone
laying low every week
in a hope that i peak
how your soul stayin' content
when the feelings never leave?

ion go outside
i'll just get another migraine
head and heart collide;
i guess that i'm a lightweight
blame it on bad timing
chakras ain't aligning
every step; i love me less
how long have i been crying?

four years; still despise me
took a lot to come out of hiding
took a lot right outta my psyche
but i'm putting all that shit behind me
this story's mine for the taking
i woke up, hands shaking
doing my best to face this
why can't i just erase it?

i said i gotchu, don't you worry
shit ain't ever gonna happen
till my heart; it filled with fury
now i'm losing all attraction
don't wanna live inside the past-tense (past tense)
but i'm way too weak for taking action

evil dances on my spine
twists of fate prove i'll be fine
i miss my sanctuary
find my sky like aviaries

(2x)
i'll re-find just another sunken hole in the ground
maybe then i'd rewrite
the pages that are scattered all around me

i said i gotchu, don't you worry
shit ain't ever gonna happen
till my heart; it filled with fury
now i'm losing all attraction
don't wanna live inside the past-tense (past tense)
but i'm way too weak for taking action

i-i-i
miss my- miss
w-weary
my sky like aviaries

attraction [prod. baz]

produced, engineered, mixed and mastered by noah thomas

did i do it to myself again

the show goes on (drmabeats+mcx)

feat @kennedysucks lyrics below<3

Oh yeah
I can be alone if i want
It'll only take a second i can tell you when i'm done
Shawty too conceited oh hell yeah i mean it
Can i get my heart back really i don't need it
Swear she drive me crazy til my tank on E 
Take what you want from me
Fuck it
Focused on the bigger picture large amounts
Soon as i get that bitch i swear to god i'm cashing out
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
I race to the money and i break down every obstacle
Bitch ill make you next to go
Don't play with me go play with bro
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 
Tight rope tight rope
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 
Yeah yeah oh
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 

She can cross the line i swear to god there aint no happy ending
Does she love me does she love me not you really had me guessing
Was it worth it
That shit hurt a lot before i learned my lesson
No ones perfect but i'm working hard to not lose your attention
What is love
I'm just sick of always feeling broken hearted
I need to toughen up
She asked me whats wrong don't even get me started 
Suck it up
One day ill have everything i ever wanted
Run it up
For every single time i was disregarded
Cause honestly if i was superman you'd be my Lois lane
I'm constantly writing love letters to you this is so insane
A sign of Kennedy hugs and kisses
Swear one day they gonna know his name
I'll make it better we'll be together
I don't want you to go away

I can be alone if i want
It'll only take a second i can tell you when i'm done
Shawty too conceited oh hell yeah i mean it
Can i get my heart back really i don't need it
Swear she drive me crazy til my tank on E 
Take what you want from me
Fuck it
Focused on the bigger picture large amount
Soon as i get that bitch i swear to god i'm cashing out
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Bitch i'm bitch i'm bitch i'm sick as fuck I feel like oh oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Oh oh oh
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
I race to the money and i break down every obstacle

KIM POSSIBLE (feat. kennedyxoxo) [p. ayeitsnate]

Playing Dead

If Heaven Won’t Take Us

w1th0ut 4 tr4c3
f4b13
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@jolst & @punkworldthreat
art: @ejcarrmusic
ep soon...
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lyrics:

aint shit hard for me at all
i be down so much i forget i know how to ball
i can’t get enough when im wit u i want it all
i been up i cannot fall
hit the pen then dip im writin fables on the wall
hear my story loud im quiet im not standing tall
i cant rly stand up for myself much anyway
feel the consequences while im withering away

back n im takin the backseat
baby i need to relax we
takin it quicker than maxi
yeah, uh
thick skull like a pachy (dinosaur reference)
order up for the pack meet
re up at the acme
i been on go so long i forget how to sit down
i smoke double duffel bag i cannot sit down
i know shit always come up so i dont go out
this the hardest part of livin on my own now
no one ever ask me why im on my own now
shit like this why im always in a break down
this november so much colder than the last one
maybe thats a sign i gotta move it past ya

aint shit hard for me at all
i be down so much i forget i know how to ball
i can’t get enough when im wit u i want it all
i been up i cannot fall
hit the pen then dip im writin fables on the wall
hear my story loud im quiet im not standing tall
i cant rly stand up for myself much anyway
feel the consequences while im withering away

its silence that haunts me
i cant focus im watching
where u go when im talking
u once told me u want me
whats the point in such conflict
life is futile and short lived
i cant spend it in jersey
losing friends before thirty, fuck

i been wasting so much time
next thing i know 20s gonna pass me right on by
gotta get it goin fore im running out of time
always running out of time

without a trace

fable [jolst x punk]

spotify & apple

𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓸 𝓶𝓾𝓬𝓱 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓲'𝓶 𝓷𝓾𝓶𝓫

@caspywaspy this turned out fckin incredible ilysm bro

- lyrics -
tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

i got so much to say
but there's no point to mention it
i love to just decay
a void marks where my presence is
am i even around?
am i making a sound?
i smoke
and then i choke
and then i fold
im going deep into the ground

tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

tape my fucking mouth and blow it shut
mixing different drinks with teeth and blood
nothing can erase the shit ive done

isolating myself in a wooden hut
listening to birds singing when im up
forget about the things that got me fucked

i can't keep people close
cuz of the wounds i hold
some new and some old
but none of them close
why do i keep drowning feelings
and not search healing in all of the people i know

tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb
tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

If Heaven Won’t Take Us

noah thomas

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