funny guy (xmichaelwarren)

ny2la w/ kennedyxoxo (jolst x remghost)

all dogs go 2 heaven w/ jstnprks (p. noahmadethiss x genshi)

All these drugs help the pain
But it comes back worse
Leave right now
Or Imma leave you hurt
I can't rest till I'm food for the worms
We all die one day
I'm just waiting my turn

Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When you break my trust
Tore it right in half
I don't even know what's real
When you always tell me
This and that
Smile to my face
And go behind my back
You never really cared
But now I know that
I gotta cut you out
It's really for the best
Can you hold still
It'll only take a sec

Feel like this every night
Frozen cold dead inside
Blowing smoke getting high
Like the stars in the sky
I wanted love not a fight
You cut me deep like a knife
Made me hate my own life
You drive me crazy no lie

You drive me crazy no lie
I've been losing my mind
It's getting harder to find
Any peace
I've been falling into pieces
Out of place
Yeah i'm always fucking anxious

Lines on lines
Until my nose bleeds
Staying up till the suns out
I don't sleep
Undercover on my fucking
Jeans and my sleeves
I can't be your lover
Everyone I love leaves

Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When you break my trust
Tore it right in half
I don't even know what's real
When you always tell me
This and that
Smile to my face
And go behind my back
You never really cared
But now I know that
I gotta cut you out
It's really for the best
Can you hold still
It'll only take a sec
(Only take a sec)

spotify

this & that (prod. lil biscuit)

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn grey
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

That's why I'm on prescriptions, I'm broken
When it all ends
I don't know where I'm going
When I can't sleep
I just stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I'm sinking
'til the morning
Got a feeling in my chest, I can't fight it
Got a voice in my head, it's not quiet
Feeling sick off the meds, like I'm a patient
And I'm sick in my brain, like I'm infected

Think about her all the time
I can't stop it
Memories in my mind
I can't forget
That's why I'm staying high
To ignore the bullshit
Don't you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn gray
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

another grave (prod. frevel + thislandis)

If Heaven Won’t Take Us

Lyrics_

Your voice echoes soft 
Everything comes with a cost
This life i made is tearing me apart

The years are burning away
But, i still feel the same
My bones will wither away
But my ghost will remain

I built a house of cards
Only to watch it fall
A haunting dissonance
Melodies that never resolve

The doctor gave me pills
Prescription chemicals
As i walk through the gate
I ran into a wall

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Misery chose me
But baby you’re the only one who really knows me
I flew so high when i came down
I had a nosebleed 

I suffocate on the words
I can’t say
I’m choking
Memories corroding 

Its been so long since i felt like myself
Desperate for help
Are you there?
Can you hear me?

Im sick of saying the same shit in all of these songs
Ive been hanging by a thread for way too long

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

don’t go

Social Suicide

AxAxC’s "Intravenous"
11 core wounds + collaborations and echoes of past hits. Addiction, lust, confession, and the final drop. 

Play in order:

- Needlepoint — The first puncture: letting the poison in and calling it love.
- Intravenous — Love/hate fused into a bloodstream thesis; addiction as oxygen.
- BLACK VEINS — Depression rot; mirrors stop answering back.
- Serotonin Crash (feat. Allesxndrx, Succubix) — Full chemical collapse; filthy delayed drop.
- BLOODSTREAM (feat. Allesxndrx, Succubix) — Infection anthem: wired habits you can’t cut out.
- Venom’s Kiss (feat. Succubix, Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx) — Groovy screamo confession; lust as prison and escape.
- Poisoned Love — Gothic piano ballad; beautiful crime you both committed.
- Adrenaline (feat. Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx, Succubix) — War-chant defib; kickstart the soul.
- Septic Dreams — Slow doom hellscape; rot smiles while it learns your prayers.
- Dripfeed Messiah — Industrial revolt against counterfeit salvation.
- Eternal IV — Final drip; machines breathe while the heart bargains.
- INTERLUDE: Between Drips — We mapped a bloodstream; every track a vein.
- Vienna Skies and Heavenly Cries (feat. KAT — Angels Choir) — Celestial reprise; grief meets grace.
- Marry Her? (Remastered) — The fragile proposal under stormlight.
- Irreplaceable — “Billionaire” reborn: worth beyond currency.
- INTERLUDE: This Is Thank You — Old veins, new blood; family enters the ward.
- Serotonin Crash (feat. Until Darkness Falls) — Collab cut; alternate detonation.
- BLOODSTREAM (feat. Succubix, Until Darkness Falls) — Infection, version II: new scars, same vein.
- Poisoned Love (feat. Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx) — Ballad redux with fresh knives.
- Serotonin Crash (feat. Pure Addiction) — Pure filth variant; chaos worship.
- Poisoned Love (feat. Succubix, Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx) — Choir of confession; love’s autopsy.
- Eternal IV (feat. Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx, Succubix) — Curtain fall with witnesses.


For those who like:
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Guest performances: Allesxndrx, Succubix, Until Darkness Falls, KAT, Pure Addiction.

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If Heaven Won’t Take Us

noah thomas