Payload (snippet)

Problem Solver (Feat. kennedyxoxo) [Prod. Cullensogroovy]

MELATONIN (PROD NOAHMADETHISS)

missing the laugh at the beginning idk why

"i hate shinigami" [beat tag]

prod: caves x irby
mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
music.anxietyattacksmusic.com/suddenly

LYRICS:
I just wanna freeze my brain
I need some time alone
The stars fade into the sunrise

I wake up and then suddenly
I feel the weight on every part of me
Hey dad I hope you're proud of me
For tryna be what I was meant to be
The kid is alright
You know I made a few friends and now I hold tight
I had to learn it for myself how to move on
Once they're gone

Just wanna feel something like I did last night
I never doubt myself till I see the sun rise
I shouldn't think too much, but I do it sometimes
But I just play it off like it's nothing
Running in circles every night, I just wanna find my way

I wake up and then suddenly
I feel the weight on every part of me
Hey dad I hope you're proud of me
For tryna be what I was meant to be
The kid is alright
You know I made a few friends and now I hold tight
I had to learn it for myself how to move on
Once they're gone

Other Streaming <3

Suddenly [prod. caves x irby]

(prod. wisssery)

can we see each other one more time
your face in my mind
my heart racing fast as you sit by my side
oh i miss this
i wish time sticks to this

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x2

its the way your flip your round me
little things like staring at me 
i didnt wanna fall inlove
but i guess thats how i see things
need to steady my breathing
i wanted this to be the last time
i cant help my feelings

so what do i do
where do we go from here
i dont wanna end this in tears
i see everything clear - now

love is a drug to me
addictive its not a want  a need
with you its different 
i give submission to ya

im falling to the ground
im falling down hard
if i see u with someone else
it'll hurt like hell
am i hard to understand
just look at my hands love
im shaking
aint no going back now

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x4

i've been feeling numb

i   s w e a r   i ' l l   m a k e   i t   u p   t o   y o u   o n e   d a y  :(
produced by cxrter & flesh
mixed by yunny goldz & VITO

lyrics:
(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

kill myself every night
when you’re away, when you’re away
i-i fell in love
i fell in love with the memory
everyone wants something from me
from me
and i
don’t know if i can be the one i need to be
i don’t know if i can give them everything

(VITO)
miss you the most, can’t let it go (ohhh)
i just wanna know, you feel like you’re home? (ohhh)
would you still miss me when you’re staring back at the crossroads
i know you’re still listening when i’m yelling out, “is it all gone?”
i can’t lie to myself, not anymore
feels like i’ve been here before
doors been closed, outside it’s a storm
i’m still here when you need my support
drag myself through the mud like a corpse
you couldn’t look at the pain i endured
just let the rain wash away all the gore
i’ll still remain while you wait at the door

(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

one day (feat. VITO) (cxrter x flesh)

sit back relax
let it all go to waste
you try your best
some things dont ever change
i cant believe i let it slip from in front of me
sometimes the better things in life r sitting in ya face

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

but im goin insane like kurt i might blow my brain
too bad i got more to say ima talk my pain
oh i hate the look on ur face
ima do this at my own pace
i gave u ever part u cud take
now theres not much u cud break

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

U N I [p. sowhat]

lyrics

hold on, hold on by a thread
with the faintest of whispers you’ll learn to forget
love me, love me again
the world crumbles slowly but you soften the fret

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

/

lately i’ve had less lately
more formed to one with the moments more date free
less on the fence i used breathing to save me
i found all of our gifts and the exploits, you might hate me

/

i want peace for us all
i feel when quite and calm
i close eyes and sense the close call
i could lose my breath in your arms

/

help me my dear i am falling to pieces
mend my body i’m ok with creases
i now know the future, just stay for the night
a day can last forever if done just right

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

last line of defence

last line of defence (empty roads)

(RECORDED AUGUST 1st, 2025)

[intro]
I been trying to find my way 
Out of this place 
Everywhere I go, I see your face 
Can’t lie, but I love it this way 
She been trying to find her way 
She been working all day, 
She just wanna pave her way 
But she keep running my way 

[Chorus]
If love is what you fear 
Grab my hand 
I’ll take it from here 
Yeah, I’ll hold you near 
Yeah, there’s nothing to fear

[Verse]
So many days, on my own 
So many days, she’s all alone 
Yeah if love is what you fear, I’ll take it from here 
This won’t break us apart
Yeah, we God written 
All from the start 
And I’m not kidding 
Let me take your heart, I promise it won’t fall apart 

[Bridge]
I just keep falling 
I just keep, falling for you 
I know you’re scared but love takes two 
I know the risk, but it’s worth it for you

[Chorus]
If love is what you fear 
Grab my hand 
I’ll take it from here 
Yeah, I’ll hold you near 
Yeah, girl there’s nothing to fear

Fear of Luv (Prod. Peril)

it actually rained today

shoutout my mans @scummusic 
sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lk0gm_Z81bE

[demxntia]

im waiting for the rain to fall down 
from the sky i wonder why i'm so
anxious every time i hear ur voice
inside my mind i cannot find the source 
of why i feel the same way as before
our eyes met there must be something more
to this empty life i've tried it all i can't
seem to find a way to erase ur face 

and i'm fine without feeling anything
or maybe i'm just sick of hurting everyone around me
i wanna hold u close but i know you'll end up worse 
than if i try to turn a blind eye (i don't even know why)
i still don't wanna give up
maybe u got me fallin in love 
every little thing that i'm thinkin of 
is takin up my time idk wassup 
with my head every night
i just lie and say i'm fine 
still ignoring all the signs 
that i'm given 

so im just waiting for the rain to fall down 
from the sky i wonder why i'm so
anxious every time i hear ur voice
inside my mind i cannot find the source 
of why i feel the same way as before
our eyes met there must be something more
to this empty life i've tried it all i can't
seem to find a way to erase ur face 

[scum]

ebony and ivory
maybe we are meant to be 
i been killin all my time
just because i can't believe
wear my heart on my sleeve
if you promise you won't leave
i just lost my head
it's not where it's supposed to be

baby i been hurt
always feel like dirt 
i just wanna glow yeah
i been feeling numb
i been feeling dumb
lines in my nose damn
i just wanna know 
if you would give me your time 
i just wanna know 
if i'm wasting my time

MELATONIN (PROD NOAHMADETHISS)

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