i don't believe that you heal in time
why not confront it now n make it truly die
before it bottles up and effects your life
but all i can say is
send memes
the sorcerer lost his stone in the rough
and the petals that cover it aren't filled with luck
and my lungs are collapsing
my head's filled with gunk
and i fucking accept it
it's beautiful stuff

it's fine cause i build back come the seasons
it's quite alright a cycle for a heathen

i don't believe that you heal in time
why not confront it now n make it truly die
before it bottles up and effects your life
but all i can say is
send memes
the sorcerer lost his stone in the rough
and the petals that cover it aren't filled with luck
and my lungs are collapsing
my head's filled with gunk
and i fucking accept it
it's beautiful stuff

[evergxrden]

oh its beautiful stuff
i can't get enough
as i grow when the wind isn't rough
have i suffered enough
and i don't think it's much
as like everything burdens my mind
she don't wanna hear what she's done to me
her words crawl in my skin right underneath
i fall onto my knees as she butchers me
her face always peels when she's hungry

aye what did you say
i keep on burning
im under the way
lighting the bridge
as i cover my face
grab all my bags and 
im leaving her place
she wanna cry
she wanna lie
but i send memes
tell me to die
she grab the blade and cut out my tongue
this is her way of saying i'm not enough

[hero]

i don't believe that you heal in time
why not confront it now n make it truly die
before it bottles up and effects your life
but all i can say is
sen̤̣͇͗́d memes
send meme̺̤͙̺̽̾̈͡s
sͪ͐̒͏̻͖̺ë́͗͏̮̖͇̲͇̬nd mĕ͖̤̓̈͒͟mes
ś͑eͥnd̺̬̪͓̕ ͪ͊͏̼̙̬̳̩̬͍͚m̲͈͖̜̭̆̽̍͡eme ̨̳̫̲̳̗̹͍̆s̢̹̗̰̐ͦ
senḓ̶̪͚̻̲̪̖̒͌̚ ̨͇͍̲̞ͨmͪ̂̇̃͏̫͖̟ė̼̯͉̳̮͎̙̤ͤͮ͡
en̸͉͉̭͙ͥd̢͉̫̭͕͖̳̋̊̅̿ͅͅ ͖̤̦̲̀̀̚m̘͇ͭ͡e̴͇̱̭͇̫̤̺ͥ̎̊mͭͬ͐́͏̲̙̜̠̰͓ę͎̹͖̘͚̭͚ͣ͐s̨̝͚͕͗̿̃
e̡̟̙͉̤̖̟̫̊̇̊̏ͅn̮͉̜̥͇͇͗͞d̝̖̓̓͘ ̵̥̟̝͖̰͈̻ͩ͑ͣͨm͈̘̻͉̼ͪ̔̇͢ȩ͉̱ͦ
e̖̤̘͍͙̯ͤ̆͌͡n͕̖͓̼̹̗̗̹̊̆͝d̴̗̜ͦͯ͑ ̜̦̯̼͍̈́ͤ̓́͘m̴͖̙̘̀̄͊ͅe̢̜̝ͬ̊
Ɇ̴̛̬͚̱̔͋̄₦̷̯̥͖̟̦̈́̐̾Đ̸̨̘̳͖͎̹̳̞͎̅͠ ̴̡̫̖̼͉̲̪̖̗͍͋̽͌̓́̂͆̌̚͘₥̵̜̙͉̩͙͛͌́̑̎̆͊͆Ɇ̴͔͇͉̺̹̯̌̆̃͛͜ͅ
-

end me

sɆ̴̛̬͚̱̔͋̄₦̷̯̥͖̟̦̈́̐̾Đ̸̘̅͠ ̴̫͋̽͌̓́̂͆̌̚͘me₥̵̜̙͉̩͙͛͌́̑̎̆͊͆Ɇ̴͔͇͉̺̹̯̌̆̃͛͜ͅs (ft. evergxrden) (emptychest)

skele’s cover of soft by YoungJZA, slowed and reverbed

skele - soft (slowed + reverb)

sewerperson - we live underwater (cover)

the first single off my new ep 'learning to lose'
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @wisssery & @pekarot_161
mixed and mastered by me
i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

[oni boy]
everything’s is gone and now it’s missing
i swear at first you went and only got distant 
those fake smiles hiding behind some dead eyes
the smell of rotting flesh and decaying insides
so where’s the insight
so where’s clairvoyance
soothsaying futures
prepared avoidance
where’s my allowance?
the things that i’m owed?
you took it all and left my heart broken and froze
so baby what can i get back?
the living undead crawled out of the ground for attack
i swear emotions resurrected, getting zombified 
we stay evicted and vacated from those distant nights

i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

learning to lose

stop looking, nothing's there. (ft. oni boy) [wisssery x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

it takes time to trust
red line from love
why did i let you slip out of my hands?
i act surprised that you went and made new friends

i've been feeling numb

i   s w e a r   i ' l l   m a k e   i t   u p   t o   y o u   o n e   d a y  :(
produced by cxrter & flesh
mixed by yunny goldz & VITO

lyrics:
(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

kill myself every night
when you’re away, when you’re away
i-i fell in love
i fell in love with the memory
everyone wants something from me
from me
and i
don’t know if i can be the one i need to be
i don’t know if i can give them everything

(VITO)
miss you the most, can’t let it go (ohhh)
i just wanna know, you feel like you’re home? (ohhh)
would you still miss me when you’re staring back at the crossroads
i know you’re still listening when i’m yelling out, “is it all gone?”
i can’t lie to myself, not anymore
feels like i’ve been here before
doors been closed, outside it’s a storm
i’m still here when you need my support
drag myself through the mud like a corpse
you couldn’t look at the pain i endured
just let the rain wash away all the gore
i’ll still remain while you wait at the door

(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

one day (feat. VITO) (cxrter x flesh)

lyrics ⬇️

Temple in my body really breaking down
 
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

this is something i should stop
new stuff right out the box
i know that there’s consequences to my actions 
but somehow i would never gove up

using your words as a weapon
how could i think you a blessin
Im tryna make it to heaven
you wont be there im guessin :(

if im guessin wrong then ill be grateful 
when heavin calls youll see an angel
restart my life over again
gotta push back
no im not no recycling bin way past that

but i still need some oxygen to keep movin on in this life
if i cant feel the air thats in my lungs then its not right
gotta keep going cuz nothings ever really perfect
and if it is then honestly you really did not deserve it

this is honestly just a statement but i dont
but i dont wanna pave it
i been turning the pages to make it feel like im staying
but i
think i lost me a dime
shoulda never even tried

Temple in my body really breaking down
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

anxiety riddles me everyday 
Do you wanna hear what i really think
i feel the purpose of life is pushing ur self to yhe limit with everything 
if ya heard this know what im sayin
no purchase
no more complainin its worthless might aswell burn all the bridges

gotta get life figured out somehow 
no i dont gotta go down that route
maybe i dont like the large crowds
so ill be locked in my house 

these forest walls only uncover options
when my liscense old
I think youll find me out there hostage
ill watvh the river flow
think ill finally find calmness
and when you ask who helped me
ill say god did.

temple garden (cxrter x ryini)

pure of heart i know 
god it hurts my soul
when i see photos
i’m reminded, i’m reminded of home
so what 
i’m spilling out my guts
so what
i’m spilling out my guts 

i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no ones in sight



i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no one is in sight

so what 
so what
so what 
so what 
so what 

i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no ones in sight

so what (feat. Zoe Beaufay) (VELVET)

IMA LIL BIT FvCKED UP BUT SO R U

A new interpretation of an old gem created in collaboration with my music class students

Mr. Lonely (BRODIE & JORDAN EDIT)

Chicagoland Producer 💜🖤🩶🤍 | 20 | 🧠♾️
(prod.) credits: @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell @autumndropsdead

one day (feat. VITO) (cxrter x flesh)

🥀 cxrter 🖤

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