Payload (snippet)

i don't believe that you heal in time
why not confront it now n make it truly die
before it bottles up and effects your life
but all i can say is
send memes
the sorcerer lost his stone in the rough
and the petals that cover it aren't filled with luck
and my lungs are collapsing
my head's filled with gunk
and i fucking accept it
it's beautiful stuff

it's fine cause i build back come the seasons
it's quite alright a cycle for a heathen

i don't believe that you heal in time
why not confront it now n make it truly die
before it bottles up and effects your life
but all i can say is
send memes
the sorcerer lost his stone in the rough
and the petals that cover it aren't filled with luck
and my lungs are collapsing
my head's filled with gunk
and i fucking accept it
it's beautiful stuff

[evergxrden]

oh its beautiful stuff
i can't get enough
as i grow when the wind isn't rough
have i suffered enough
and i don't think it's much
as like everything burdens my mind
she don't wanna hear what she's done to me
her words crawl in my skin right underneath
i fall onto my knees as she butchers me
her face always peels when she's hungry

aye what did you say
i keep on burning
im under the way
lighting the bridge
as i cover my face
grab all my bags and 
im leaving her place
she wanna cry
she wanna lie
but i send memes
tell me to die
she grab the blade and cut out my tongue
this is her way of saying i'm not enough

[hero]

i don't believe that you heal in time
why not confront it now n make it truly die
before it bottles up and effects your life
but all i can say is
sen̤̣͇͗́d memes
send meme̺̤͙̺̽̾̈͡s
sͪ͐̒͏̻͖̺ë́͗͏̮̖͇̲͇̬nd mĕ͖̤̓̈͒͟mes
ś͑eͥnd̺̬̪͓̕ ͪ͊͏̼̙̬̳̩̬͍͚m̲͈͖̜̭̆̽̍͡eme ̨̳̫̲̳̗̹͍̆s̢̹̗̰̐ͦ
senḓ̶̪͚̻̲̪̖̒͌̚ ̨͇͍̲̞ͨmͪ̂̇̃͏̫͖̟ė̼̯͉̳̮͎̙̤ͤͮ͡
en̸͉͉̭͙ͥd̢͉̫̭͕͖̳̋̊̅̿ͅͅ ͖̤̦̲̀̀̚m̘͇ͭ͡e̴͇̱̭͇̫̤̺ͥ̎̊mͭͬ͐́͏̲̙̜̠̰͓ę͎̹͖̘͚̭͚ͣ͐s̨̝͚͕͗̿̃
e̡̟̙͉̤̖̟̫̊̇̊̏ͅn̮͉̜̥͇͇͗͞d̝̖̓̓͘ ̵̥̟̝͖̰͈̻ͩ͑ͣͨm͈̘̻͉̼ͪ̔̇͢ȩ͉̱ͦ
e̖̤̘͍͙̯ͤ̆͌͡n͕̖͓̼̹̗̗̹̊̆͝d̴̗̜ͦͯ͑ ̜̦̯̼͍̈́ͤ̓́͘m̴͖̙̘̀̄͊ͅe̢̜̝ͬ̊
Ɇ̴̛̬͚̱̔͋̄₦̷̯̥͖̟̦̈́̐̾Đ̸̨̘̳͖͎̹̳̞͎̅͠ ̴̡̫̖̼͉̲̪̖̗͍͋̽͌̓́̂͆̌̚͘₥̵̜̙͉̩͙͛͌́̑̎̆͊͆Ɇ̴͔͇͉̺̹̯̌̆̃͛͜ͅ
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end me

sɆ̴̛̬͚̱̔͋̄₦̷̯̥͖̟̦̈́̐̾Đ̸̘̅͠ ̴̫͋̽͌̓́̂͆̌̚͘me₥̵̜̙͉̩͙͛͌́̑̎̆͊͆Ɇ̴͔͇͉̺̹̯̌̆̃͛͜ͅs (ft. evergxrden) (emptychest)

the first single off my new ep 'learning to lose'
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @wisssery & @pekarot_161
mixed and mastered by me
i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

[oni boy]
everything’s is gone and now it’s missing
i swear at first you went and only got distant 
those fake smiles hiding behind some dead eyes
the smell of rotting flesh and decaying insides
so where’s the insight
so where’s clairvoyance
soothsaying futures
prepared avoidance
where’s my allowance?
the things that i’m owed?
you took it all and left my heart broken and froze
so baby what can i get back?
the living undead crawled out of the ground for attack
i swear emotions resurrected, getting zombified 
we stay evicted and vacated from those distant nights

i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

learning to lose

stop looking, nothing's there. (ft. oni boy) [wisssery x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

(prod. wisssery)

can we see each other one more time
your face in my mind
my heart racing fast as you sit by my side
oh i miss this
i wish time sticks to this

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x2

its the way your flip your round me
little things like staring at me 
i didnt wanna fall inlove
but i guess thats how i see things
need to steady my breathing
i wanted this to be the last time
i cant help my feelings

so what do i do
where do we go from here
i dont wanna end this in tears
i see everything clear - now

love is a drug to me
addictive its not a want  a need
with you its different 
i give submission to ya

im falling to the ground
im falling down hard
if i see u with someone else
it'll hurt like hell
am i hard to understand
just look at my hands love
im shaking
aint no going back now

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x4

i've been feeling numb

i   s w e a r   i ' l l   m a k e   i t   u p   t o   y o u   o n e   d a y  :(
produced by cxrter & flesh
mixed by yunny goldz & VITO

lyrics:
(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

kill myself every night
when you’re away, when you’re away
i-i fell in love
i fell in love with the memory
everyone wants something from me
from me
and i
don’t know if i can be the one i need to be
i don’t know if i can give them everything

(VITO)
miss you the most, can’t let it go (ohhh)
i just wanna know, you feel like you’re home? (ohhh)
would you still miss me when you’re staring back at the crossroads
i know you’re still listening when i’m yelling out, “is it all gone?”
i can’t lie to myself, not anymore
feels like i’ve been here before
doors been closed, outside it’s a storm
i’m still here when you need my support
drag myself through the mud like a corpse
you couldn’t look at the pain i endured
just let the rain wash away all the gore
i’ll still remain while you wait at the door

(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

one day (feat. VITO) (cxrter x flesh)

pure of heart i know 
god it hurts my soul
when i see photos
i’m reminded, i’m reminded of home
so what 
i’m spilling out my guts
so what
i’m spilling out my guts 

i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no ones in sight



i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no one is in sight

so what 
so what
so what 
so what 
so what 

i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no ones in sight

so what (feat. Zoe Beaufay) (VELVET)

like what the hell

sit back relax
let it all go to waste
you try your best
some things dont ever change
i cant believe i let it slip from in front of me
sometimes the better things in life r sitting in ya face

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

but im goin insane like kurt i might blow my brain
too bad i got more to say ima talk my pain
oh i hate the look on ur face
ima do this at my own pace
i gave u ever part u cud take
now theres not much u cud break

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

U N I [p. sowhat]

lyrics

hold on, hold on by a thread
with the faintest of whispers you’ll learn to forget
love me, love me again
the world crumbles slowly but you soften the fret

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

/

lately i’ve had less lately
more formed to one with the moments more date free
less on the fence i used breathing to save me
i found all of our gifts and the exploits, you might hate me

/

i want peace for us all
i feel when quite and calm
i close eyes and sense the close call
i could lose my breath in your arms

/

help me my dear i am falling to pieces
mend my body i’m ok with creases
i now know the future, just stay for the night
a day can last forever if done just right

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

last line of defence

last line of defence (empty roads)

btw rip (prod. wulfgang + flower)

“Somewhere Only We Know (Reminiscence)”– PPG

producer 🎸 | token emo | 🖤🩶🤍💜 | 21 |
💿credits: @sewerperson @itsyungvan @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell