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idontwannafall w/ lovejai (p. noahmadethiss)

MELATONIN (PROD NOAHMADETHISS)

the first single off my new ep 'learning to lose'
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @wisssery & @pekarot_161
mixed and mastered by me
i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

[oni boy]
everything’s is gone and now it’s missing
i swear at first you went and only got distant 
those fake smiles hiding behind some dead eyes
the smell of rotting flesh and decaying insides
so where’s the insight
so where’s clairvoyance
soothsaying futures
prepared avoidance
where’s my allowance?
the things that i’m owed?
you took it all and left my heart broken and froze
so baby what can i get back?
the living undead crawled out of the ground for attack
i swear emotions resurrected, getting zombified 
we stay evicted and vacated from those distant nights

i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

learning to lose

stop looking, nothing's there. (ft. oni boy) [wisssery x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

Lyrics: 

What am I supposed to do if this all ends

I can’t go back

Can’t make amends

In a point between where it all blends

I don’t know much

I can’t pretend


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


You really left your mark on me

I always played a part in it

You turned into a narcissist

When I was in the heart of it

I went out and caught up with your friends

I’ve forgotten how they could be so much just like you

I’m looking for answers

Not looking for manners

Not thinking you think I despise you


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

the Great Pyramids of Niza(ukii & Oh well.)

prod michael harrison

please close your eyes
stop watching me 
eyes fixed to the pavement
not a pretty sight to see 

but why do i care
wind blows through the trees
ghost not even there
am i the only one who sees
clear enough to watch as your lies tear along their seams
try to tell myself 
its not as frightnight as it seems

please close your eyes
stop watching me 
eyes fixed to the pavement
not a pretty sight to see 

but why do i care
wind blows through the trees
ghost not even there
am i the only one who sees

pretty

(prod. wisssery)

can we see each other one more time
your face in my mind
my heart racing fast as you sit by my side
oh i miss this
i wish time sticks to this

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x2

its the way your flip your round me
little things like staring at me 
i didnt wanna fall inlove
but i guess thats how i see things
need to steady my breathing
i wanted this to be the last time
i cant help my feelings

so what do i do
where do we go from here
i dont wanna end this in tears
i see everything clear - now

love is a drug to me
addictive its not a want  a need
with you its different 
i give submission to ya

im falling to the ground
im falling down hard
if i see u with someone else
it'll hurt like hell
am i hard to understand
just look at my hands love
im shaking
aint no going back now

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x4

i've been feeling numb

i   s w e a r   i ' l l   m a k e   i t   u p   t o   y o u   o n e   d a y  :(
produced by cxrter & flesh
mixed by yunny goldz & VITO

lyrics:
(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

kill myself every night
when you’re away, when you’re away
i-i fell in love
i fell in love with the memory
everyone wants something from me
from me
and i
don’t know if i can be the one i need to be
i don’t know if i can give them everything

(VITO)
miss you the most, can’t let it go (ohhh)
i just wanna know, you feel like you’re home? (ohhh)
would you still miss me when you’re staring back at the crossroads
i know you’re still listening when i’m yelling out, “is it all gone?”
i can’t lie to myself, not anymore
feels like i’ve been here before
doors been closed, outside it’s a storm
i’m still here when you need my support
drag myself through the mud like a corpse
you couldn’t look at the pain i endured
just let the rain wash away all the gore
i’ll still remain while you wait at the door

(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

one day (feat. VITO) (cxrter x flesh)

idgad ab the clout or if they rememeber me

IMA LIL BIT FvCKED UP BUT SO R U

lyrics

hold on, hold on by a thread
with the faintest of whispers you’ll learn to forget
love me, love me again
the world crumbles slowly but you soften the fret

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

/

lately i’ve had less lately
more formed to one with the moments more date free
less on the fence i used breathing to save me
i found all of our gifts and the exploits, you might hate me

/

i want peace for us all
i feel when quite and calm
i close eyes and sense the close call
i could lose my breath in your arms

/

help me my dear i am falling to pieces
mend my body i’m ok with creases
i now know the future, just stay for the night
a day can last forever if done just right

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

last line of defence

last line of defence (empty roads)

"Tararearte" es una de esas canciones que escribí en una etapa de mi vida en la que estaba profundamente enamorado. No buscaba impresionar a nadie, solo dejar registro de lo que sentía en ese momento: esa mezcla de calma, ilusión y esa necesidad casi involuntaria de convertir a alguien en melodía. La canción nace desde lo cotidiano, desde tararear sin pensar, pero termina hablando de cómo una persona puede quedarse resonando en ti incluso cuando no está cerca. Es simple, sincera y muy mía: un pedazo de ese amor que viví.

Tararearte

iMma taKe tHis TAb n pUT it oN hER TOungE

CRASH THE CAR >:( (prod. nightclub)

i just wanna feel
something but i hate it
and i want something that is real
i've been feeling so complacent

so tell me what's the deal
locked up in my mind
i don't feel anymore
it was a year or two before

(i don't cry, i haven't been able to-)

and all the things you tell me are about the things you wanted
and it'll take a while for me to get in touch with my emotions
all the things i wanna say but i left things feeling broken, yeah
and i'm dancing by myself while you figure out your motives

(yeah, yeah)

(cause i don't-)

told me what you wanted
still, i could never be it
taking all my time to look you in the eyes
and i'm fading from your mind
but you don't really see it
i think i'm alright, i think i'm gonna be fine

and then i have my regrets that wake me up in the morning
falling asleep to thoughts of being important
and i'm wasting my time talking to you i know it
i saw the hands in the sky pull me up without warning

t.b.h, i'm looking at your pictures
i know that you're going back to him
that's okay with me but i'm not sure

i don't know what to feel since you're always not around
you're a few miles from my town
since your moving, kiss me now
and i'm always looking down

and now you're asking for a favor
but i can't even ask myself, yeah
i'm not gonna miss you
i'm not gonna lie to myself
i don't want you

i don't want you

(i don't, i don't, i don't)

i just hate you

tell me what you wanted
so i could never be it
taking all my time to look you in the eyes
and i'm fading from your mind
but you don't really see it
i think i'm alright, i think i'm gonna be fine

staring at the sun while i gaze in the rear view
holding on my hand whenever i was near you
i don't understand what our bodies will turn in to
how different can i be in a soul that you can see through?

hurting all the time and my bones are still aching
i can't comprehend if i know that we'll make it
turning off the lights so she can't see our faces
feel each other's touch while we're in different places

MELATONIN (PROD NOAHMADETHISS)

noah thomas

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