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EATURHEARTOUT W/ KENNYORLANDO (prod. noahmadethiss x recyclebin)

twopillz w/ nolovedoza (lil200)

idontwannafall w/ lovejai (p. noahmadethiss)

MELATONIN (PROD NOAHMADETHISS)

old song from 2018.. enjoy 🖤 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/32NT3Dogryg7FKdyTImVxA?si=fa323cd7e3e54bfc
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Sleeping through another day, it's all the same
Picking up another eighth on my way home
I can't feel my face, I don't feel a thing
I don't wanna fight it, I just wanna lay down
And it's still the same friends, new house, new life
But I still ash inside a monster can
Can I get another line? Staying up all night
Oh my god I think I drank it, throwing up again
But you wanna tell me nothing, always run & hide
If you wanna tell me secrets then I'll tell you mine
You want me to let you know just how I feel inside
Couldn't tell you cuz I don't know

It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Other Streaming <3

who i am

lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive

beat prod by: FOS Music
written and performed by: reject x epitome x teddy

out da br41n! + epitomeoffailure x teddyboi (p. FOS Music)

amv:
https://youtu.be/bB8AbByeL88

https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys
https://soundcloud.com/emofruits
blackpxnybeats

aki art by:
habiba.samahii

lyrics:
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving

my mistake was thinking i'd escape before the end 
in the end
i just waited till our love was vacant 
not pretend 
now you got me here 
i'm on the run 
fuck my past 
i'd do it all again
in love shawty
i never been
feelin numb
i crash the whip
fall asleep
my deep abyss
heart of steel
she left my love to rust
now you got me here 
i'm on the run

im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving

on the run

SPOTIFY

frvr&alwys - on the run w/ emofruits (blackpxnybeats)

hiraeth ~ polaroid [frenchcore remix]

Lyrics 
Lunacy: I’m losing sleep without you next to me, I need you here with me, me , me ,I don’t wanna be alone, losing myself, and I’ve been trying, to get over you. 

And I’ve been trying to fall asleep at night but i can’t , I’ve been stuck thinking bout you, and I’ve been wasting my time and I’ve been wasting my life and I’ve been trying to take my love back, and I’ve been losing my mind and you’ve been wasting my time and I can’t believe I gave you everything, showed you all the love and affection that I could’ve gived, but you never did, 

I’m tired of all this shit can’t fall asleep without you next to me, yeah I’m tired of all this, I’m tired of all this yeah I’m tired of all this, so baby come back to me

Hollow17:

yeah i lost myself when i lost you
my bed is getting colder
got no one to talk to
yeah i hit rock bottom
hadda lotta friends i dropped em
and i gotta lotta problems but i never talk about em

and im tired of all these songs
and im tired of us not getting along
i tried to help but what we have is to far gone
blacking out acting like i’m fine
i’m tired of feelin like im dying inside

time is ticking
i’m pouring salt in the wound
but it’s never fuckin healing
stabbed me in the heart i thought that u would steal it
i’d rather die in the trenches than to see u again

i tried my best but it wasn’t enough
my mind is a mess
and im so fucked up
time flies my tats fade
and i hate myself more like every fuckin day

Cap.Kyle:

yeah i lost myself when i was 16
cuz i hate myself when ur not with me
we were watching disney
always turned out busy
i know

like baby ur my angel we can run away if u want
i got bands on the table we can run away if u want

i could leave it all up to u
but i know im hopeless

HOPELESS (feat. Hollow17 & Cap.Kyle)(p. splashgvng)

yugen 幽玄

something's been weighing on my mind lately </3

Life Isn't Perfect

prod. @splashgvng ft. Anxiety 

Summer sun came and went so fast 
12 hours a day that I didn't live in the past 
A now a face it makes that feeling last 
Hope the way I cope with things doesn't bring an end too fast 
Let me just stay okay all day I tell my head
I'll hang in 
I know if I could move on I wouldn't let any of my thoughts in  
Play songs from the past then ignore things 
Stay up can't sleeep till the morning 
What you say we take a trip for the weekend 
We can't miss let theses feelings not sink in 
Take a minute out your head she always tell me 
Think I finally feel kinda sorta healthy 
Linen lay on the floor in my past when 
Slept in cold thought it wouldnt happen 
Take a minute out your head she always tell me 
Think I finally feel kinda sorta healthy 
Linen lay on the floor in my past when 
Slept in cold thought it wouldnt happen

Anxiety: 
She  runs and rolls around my head
Canals exploring all that’s left
And I hope you find my missing breath
Through all the hot air I have kept
It’s all lost in the wind
Take it all til now I didn’t want it again
Take a trip downtown getting lost in the bends
My heart your hands see what happens again
I think your worth it
Runnin round in circles on my bullshit
Turn me on my head
And show me purpose
Before I turn in
Before I turn in

Lost In The Wind ft. ａｎｘｉｅｔｙ虞(prod. splashgvng)

iMma taKe tHis TAb n pUT it oN hER TOungE

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