~2300~

This song is raw and true to the place I was in mentally when I recorded it. A few months ago I left my long-term relationship as well as my home and first attempt at a better life for myself. I returned to New York and lost myself in substances and self-medication. This song came from an evening of blackout substance abuse which was part of an even longer span of time that I do not recollect. When I found this song in my macbook I felt it would be too personal to ever share publicly but as i've grown and overcame these obstacles I decided it would be a necessary part in the process of healing and moving on. This one is self-produced and I don't remember making any of it. Thanks for sharing this with me.

jumpedtoosoon

KEANU
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV2023

keanu (prod. swaine)

lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive

beat prod by: FOS Music
written and performed by: reject x epitome x teddy

out da br41n! + epitomeoffailure x teddyboi (p. FOS Music)

drown [prod cxrter x rj pasin]

thank u for listening <3

prod idly blare
mix/master help from @vito2300

lyrics:
can i lay beside you
watching the clouds
when they spell out i love you
can you say it out loud
when the birds sing 
just for you
ill help make it more pronounced
while the flowers bloom just for you
i hope i make you proud

you're so beautiful x100

can i lay beside you
watching the clouds
when they spell out i love you
can you say it out loud
when the birds sing 
just for you
ill help make it more pronounced
while the flowers bloom just for you
i hope i make you proud

jitters

YOU HATED.

(Vails)
You hated the man I was 
And I was never enough, for you 
I treated you well I thought 
But the stars never aligned for you no
I got treated worse as time moved on 
I even wrote you a fucking song 
To tell you I loved you more than ever
But nothing  was forever oh

Just because I’m dying inside
Doesn’t mean my heart doesn’t reside
Next to yours, close in your chest 
I fucking always tried my best
But the cracks in the wall will show
And this love could never flow
You hated me more and more
And the result is that I am sore 

(Cinniepop)
And I wonder, is this my fault?
I try but I always fall
I would give you my time
Was supporting you a crime?
Guess you felt nothing at all

It's come to my attention
That you were nothing worth mentioning
I fooled myself into believing
but you were deceiving (me)

(Best, oh, I tried my best)

(Vails + Cinniepop)
Just because I’m dying inside
Doesn’t mean my heart doesn’t reside
Next to yours, close in your chest 
I fucking always tried my best
But the cracks in the wall will show
And this love could never flow
You hated me more and more
And the result is that I am sore 

(Vails)
You hated the man I was 
And I was never enough, for you 
I treated you well I thought 
But the stars never aligned for you no
I got treated worse as time moved on 
I even wrote you a fucking song 
To tell you I loved you more than ever
But nothing  was forever oh

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You Hated (feat. Cinniepop + IOF)

+yungspoiler

lyrics:
bury my thoughts in this grave along with me
failing at life will teach you the art of subtly
im as subtle as a bullet through your head
if i dont watch it i might end up dead

i dont know who i am these days
these feelings in my chest i chase
they keep me falling flat on my face...

life rips me all apart now
chews me up and spits me right out
im so used to this now
im so used to being everybody's clown

bury my thoughts in this grave along with me
failing at life will teach you the art of subtly
im as subtle as a bullet through your head
if i dont watch it i might end up dead

i might end up fucking dead!!
i might end up fucking dead!!

i might end up fucking dead....

subtle as a bullet

lyrics

you wanna talk you got something to say?
baby i made u
baby i made u
baby i made u

living my life and your feeling someway
somethings never change

baby i know spot, you'll see the stars 
might get hella crossed and take it far

are you somewhat love struck baby
love struck baby
she says she's got dust in her eyes
but it's just the energy and where you place it 

dipping, don't gotta use force
yet she moving like we live in space
i'm moving 'till i hit record
you should see the look on her face

all night 
all night long
she wanna fight 
i wanna vibe to the same fucking songs

you know time change's baby you can look at yourself the same
'coz it just brings pain
and i just feel hate

i'm on green 
i'm on oil
got my own kind of lean 
got my states that i know from my own memories

she say's no you cant go 
i, i, i don't know 
i got plans gotta go 
she said, slow down

fine, coming home 
she said these nights i turn stone
she said lie between my thighs your my fire when it's cold

but she can't do this no more it burns right through to her core
i just know who you are
i just know who you are

look at my waves i'm the talk of the town
future on lock, i still live in the now
chase everyday yeah i'm hitting the ground
if you get close you might see what i've found

feeling you
take the pain and save you yeah i'm willing to 

i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know who you think you a-

i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know
i don't know who you think you are

made u

made u (jabarionthebeat)

a song about two people in love wanting to grow closer

what does it take to get closer? feat. scorpio (prod. Kire)

DISCLAIMER I AM NOT AMERICAN LOL
prod. @yunnygoldz

LYRICS🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅
Messin with the stars n stripes what u really tryna do
We aint been scared since cuba had nukes
If ur not a communist then i'm gonna need proof
Before capitalist dollars cause you a coup

I got birdshot, in this pump action
Ar-15, bullets turn you to a fraction
And if you werent a fan of hitler you better be thankful pearl harbour happened

Own the global fucking dollar, with the biggest military
And unless its vietnam we will turn you to a temporary
Open carry, if you tryna fuck with us ill write ur whole country an obituary

Got my six shooter on my side
Confederate passion cross the mason dixon line
But god bless for the union, 1865
Manifesting destiny until my country dies

I got freedom and my rights
Until congress slash abortion and we full prolife
Freedom for the womb or freedom for the wife
Plus you get extra freedom if your skin color white

track the nasdaq, keepin tabs on my stocks 
Especially my bumper, fits snug on my glock
If u wanna talk shit u finna eat a whole clip
Like caseoh on twitch, 
we can do an arms race no fast n furious
I got nukes on deck, red button one click
i can fund ur opposition overthrow your conflict

Musket shot to ur dome reunite with all your deadfolk
1776 and you a red coat
You wanna tax my ass cause im your colony of cotton
Nah fuck you we start tea party up in boston

[joe biden speech]

((Then back 2 chorus))
Messin with the stars n stripes what u really tryna do
We aint been scared since cuba had nukes
If ur not a communist then i'm gonna need proof
Before capitalist dollars cause you a coup

stars n stripes [prod. yunny goldz]

new artist- hyperpop etc
Email: stellayeakey@gmail.com

drown [prod cxrter x rj pasin]

SteL!

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