~2300~

This song is raw and true to the place I was in mentally when I recorded it. A few months ago I left my long-term relationship as well as my home and first attempt at a better life for myself. I returned to New York and lost myself in substances and self-medication. This song came from an evening of blackout substance abuse which was part of an even longer span of time that I do not recollect. When I found this song in my macbook I felt it would be too personal to ever share publicly but as i've grown and overcame these obstacles I decided it would be a necessary part in the process of healing and moving on. This one is self-produced and I don't remember making any of it. Thanks for sharing this with me.

jumpedtoosoon

Memories (ft. Vails) (prod. Jake)

KEANU
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV2023

keanu (prod. swaine)

truthfully (prod. swaine)

drown [prod cxrter x rj pasin]

thank u for listening <3

prod idly blare
mix/master help from @vito2300

lyrics:
can i lay beside you
watching the clouds
when they spell out i love you
can you say it out loud
when the birds sing 
just for you
ill help make it more pronounced
while the flowers bloom just for you
i hope i make you proud

you're so beautiful x100

can i lay beside you
watching the clouds
when they spell out i love you
can you say it out loud
when the birds sing 
just for you
ill help make it more pronounced
while the flowers bloom just for you
i hope i make you proud

jitters

+yungspoiler

lyrics:
bury my thoughts in this grave along with me
failing at life will teach you the art of subtly
im as subtle as a bullet through your head
if i dont watch it i might end up dead

i dont know who i am these days
these feelings in my chest i chase
they keep me falling flat on my face...

life rips me all apart now
chews me up and spits me right out
im so used to this now
im so used to being everybody's clown

bury my thoughts in this grave along with me
failing at life will teach you the art of subtly
im as subtle as a bullet through your head
if i dont watch it i might end up dead

i might end up fucking dead!!
i might end up fucking dead!!

i might end up fucking dead....

subtle as a bullet

thank you @scor_pio 
I really have nothing
-
I wish you were next to me 
but we were never meant to be 
you walked away and 
watched me bleed 
And I know nothings ever how it seems 
and none of this makes sense to me 
you let me go and 
watched me bleed 


Is it alright if I’m not really ok? 
Alive still 
Looking at my blades
I’ve been pushed right to the edge 
you can see it on my face
I’m not ok 

Life’s been hard 
It’s temporary I know 
but just like you 
I wish that I could let it go 
I wish that I could let you go 
I knkw It’s all my fault 


I wish you were next to me 
but we were never meant to be 
you walked away and 
watched me bleed 
And I know nothings ever how it seems 
and none of this makes sense to me 
you let me go and 
watched me bleed

[scorpio:]

Nothings ever good as it seems
It was a lie babe you and me
Pretend we're happy for them to see
But behind the curtains you just made me bleed

I really meant nothing to you
I didn't want to face the truth
I know its about time I do
But I really don't want to

I wish you were next to me
But you and I can never be
I know you love to watch me bleed 

You rip me at the seams
You had me on my fucking knees
Begging you for mercy
"Oh baby please"
"Don't do this baby"

bleed (w/scorpio) [IOF]

Lyrics 
Lunacy: I’m losing sleep without you next to me, I need you here with me, me , me ,I don’t wanna be alone, losing myself, and I’ve been trying, to get over you. 

And I’ve been trying to fall asleep at night but i can’t , I’ve been stuck thinking bout you, and I’ve been wasting my time and I’ve been wasting my life and I’ve been trying to take my love back, and I’ve been losing my mind and you’ve been wasting my time and I can’t believe I gave you everything, showed you all the love and affection that I could’ve gived, but you never did, 

I’m tired of all this shit can’t fall asleep without you next to me, yeah I’m tired of all this, I’m tired of all this yeah I’m tired of all this, so baby come back to me

Hollow17:

yeah i lost myself when i lost you
my bed is getting colder
got no one to talk to
yeah i hit rock bottom
hadda lotta friends i dropped em
and i gotta lotta problems but i never talk about em

and im tired of all these songs
and im tired of us not getting along
i tried to help but what we have is to far gone
blacking out acting like i’m fine
i’m tired of feelin like im dying inside

time is ticking
i’m pouring salt in the wound
but it’s never fuckin healing
stabbed me in the heart i thought that u would steal it
i’d rather die in the trenches than to see u again

i tried my best but it wasn’t enough
my mind is a mess
and im so fucked up
time flies my tats fade
and i hate myself more like every fuckin day

Cap.Kyle:

yeah i lost myself when i was 16
cuz i hate myself when ur not with me
we were watching disney
always turned out busy
i know

like baby ur my angel we can run away if u want
i got bands on the table we can run away if u want

i could leave it all up to u
but i know im hopeless

HOPELESS (feat. Hollow17 & Cap.Kyle)(p. splashgvng)

This is a Hyperpop/Digicore inspired EP where each song is on a beat produced by homeboyjakob! Hope you enjoy!!

Can't Be Me (prod. homeboyjakob)

BIDEN MY TIME(2)

new artist- hyperpop etc
Email: stellayeakey@gmail.com

drown [prod cxrter x rj pasin]

SteL!