prod skyboy x @curtainss ft @kennedysucks

goin up! w/kennedyxoxo (skyboy x curtains)(all platforms)

@hammy
@prod5head
@freveltrothy

https://open.spotify.com/track/5BkW5V0RWNHTXQlNzBfMQu?si=38b4139a445f4660

sick of waking up in pieces 
i can’t find no inner peace 
fighting all these feelings 
try to keep em underneath 
broken on the inside 
but i still try 
had to kill the old me
he’s in a past life 

don’t know where i’m going 
i’m just going till im gone 
imma stray dog 
i don’t know where i belong 
it’s a lost cause 
yeah i know im living wrong
gotta stay strong 
gotta keep moving on

yeah i’m moving on 
i’m finding my way out
they always talking down 
my head up in the clouds 
no i can’t feel a thing 
im fucking withering
i was flying outta hell 
till you cut my wings 

i keep falling down 
i get back up 
said you hate me 
i couldn’t give a fuck 
i’m counting cash bitch
i can’t get enough 
in a fast life 
they not catching us 

wasting all this time 
wonder where it goes 
watching years fly by 
and i’m still alone 
gotta a voice in my head 
we don’t get along
know i’m too fucked up 
too far gone 

trapped in the cold 
froze my soul 
broken down 
i’m 6 below 
in too deep
hanging by a thread
walking on a thin line
dancing on the edge 

sick of waking up in pieces 
i can’t find no inner peace 
fighting all these feelings 
try to keep em underneath 
broken on the inside 
but i still try 
had to kill the old me
he’s in a past life 

don’t know where i’m going 
i’m just going till im gone 
imma stray dog 
i don’t know where i belong 
it’s a lost cause 
yeah i know im living wrong
gotta stay strong 
gotta keep moving on

stray

10.07.2021

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stray (prod. frevel & 5head)

recorded by @hammy & I 
mixed by @hammy
produced by @remghost & @irby314

in my sleep i toss n turn
pressure what i burn
i stay on the edge but i dont like to wait my turn
all the lessons that i learned dont really mean a fucking thing
& no matter where im at i always seem to come around to you
to you
bae lemme take a lil more im not having fun yet
i always say some shit i didnt mean to get you upset
if thats the way it is im sorry that im such a mess

was it something that i said
or was it just me
try to play me like im dumb you might end up six feet
cause i dont play nice you cant walk all over me
now im stepping out the door you gonna miss me when i live
but i wont miss you burning bridges fall through
mixing medicine inside my cup its who i talk to
cause i know that i aint perfect i got plenty lose screws
plenty trust issues i dont know whats true

in my sleep i toss n turn
pressure what i burn
i stay on the edge but i dont like to wait my turn
all the lessons that i learned dont really mean a fucking thing
& no matter where im at i always seem to come around to you
to you
bae lemme take a lil more im not having fun yet
i always say some shit i didnt mean to get you upset
if thats the way it is im sorry that im such a mess

toss n turn

toss n turn (feat. hamilton) [p. remghost+irby]

not you w/ hamilton (prod fats’e x noahmadethiss)

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

Yeah it's not a lie
Every time we lock eyes
I feel alive
I was watching stars die
By your side
Swear you got me tongue tied
You don't even try
You don't even try
You don't even try
I don't gotta lie
Looking in your eyes
Like stars in the night
I can help you heal
All scars that you hide
Can you be my light
When it's dark outside
Will you be my guide
Cause I'm lost
Without you
Everything so fake
So brand new
I don't really know where to go
It feels like nowhere's my home

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

spotify

to the grave! (prod. jolst + sor)

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

FOX 5

leaving me sad

LYRICS:
(JoshuaSageart)
Nothing can compare to the way you make me feel
If it’s the end of the world tomorrow please just tell me it was real 
If you need me I’ll be standing on an island with the stars in the sky
I swear to god I’ll be shining
I ain’t lying,I’m surviving 
She wanna sing me her songs before the night ends 
Take me away from a place I know 
And we’re on our way and we’re far from home 
I’m not the same as I was before 
And that’s just because she walked out the door

(EndOfWorld)
its the end of the world
we can really turn nothing into something look at the stars how they shine
i can see us in all consestalltions
Cause you know
im gone im gone im gone


(JoshuaSageart)
Nothing can compare to the way you make me feel
If it’s the end of the world tomorrow please just tell me it was real 
If you need me I’ll be standing on an island with the stars in the sky
I swear to god I’ll be shining
I ain’t lying,I’m surviving 
She wanna sing me her songs before the night ends 
Take me away from a place I know 
And we’re on our way and we’re far from home 
I’m not the same as I was before 
And that’s just because she walked out the door

(StarInTheSky)
I have a star in the sky
And it's just for you
So when the world ends
We'll have a perfect view
Explore the whole galaxy
Baby come with me
I'm hopelessly spinning around without you
I can't help but tell everyone I meet about you
Can't help but kiss every single one of your tattoos
I would take a bullet in my chest if I had to for you
Just hold me I adore you...

(David Entendu)
I adore youuu
Like Jasmine and Aladdin 
We’ll make magic happen
Every wish I got
Know I’d spend them all on you
And yeah, I know you’re broken
Baby, I am too
But if you take this chance
Promise you’ll feel Brand New
Hold me through the season change
Would you ever take my name?
She text me that she felt the same
Love’s the drug to numb our pain
And you’re the star to guide my way
An angel above my bed frame

(Shigaraki)
?
Sitting in my room
Writing love songs about you
Id risk it all for you
Id fucking die for you
?

(SteadySuffer)
and i’m still shining bright for you
lost times, i fell like i’m dying for you
i don’t wanna be a write for you
i just wanna find time with you
don’t, dont, don’t they know
it’s the end of the world as we know it
this is all we have so you better not blow it
thoughts crawling out our face while our eyes burn
stuck with the feeling of pissed 
i’m sick of following you 
this is not what i planned 
no, this is not the way out
friday nights, no feelings aside from my head
drugs on my bed, why do i feel like this

(Wstdyth)
i just hope that u remember me 
shawty i don’t wanna ever lose ur energy 
i been always by ur side 
will you stay around to fight the night 
when it’s done maybe we can be alright 

maybe u don’t wanna talk and it’s okay 
shooting me at close range 
i been feeling so grey 
like i’m made stone 
ur holding my cold face 
i said i would always love u baby ur my snowflake

(QUINSEA)
If you could take it all back would you do it different
Ever since that day youve been acting kinda distant

And you still tell me that you care
Snowflakes resting in my hair

Gravity keeps pulling us together
Holding hands in the frigid weather
Baby you can wear my sweaters
I love you
Wish i showed it better

Stars are falling from the sky
Teardrops running from your eyes
Feeling fine wait thats a lie
Writing sad songs every night

And all you ever cared about
Was getting high
Cuts on your thighs
To ease your mind 
To feel alive

✮JoshuaSageArt✮ - https://soundcloud.com/joshuasageart
7071 - @00000001111111
✰ STARINTHESKY ✰ - https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky
david entendu - https://soundcloud.com/davidentendu
Shigraki - https://soundcloud.com/xshigarakix
steadysuffer - https://soundcloud.com/steadysuffer
wstdyth - https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth
Droozy - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJU_LuOeWrQ01e08UIIP6HQ
Servatus - https://soundcloud.com/servatus

Gravity w/ JoshuaSageart, david entendu, steadysuffer, wstdyth, Shigaraki, 7071 & STARINTHESKY

lyrics:
cuz i been down bad 
i been lonely 
why does everybody think they know me
all these fucking thoughts and i been thinking that im useless
dressed up in designer and i still feel like im worthless
got lost in the wake 
i feel im deserted 
u left as of late 
i feel i deserve this
caught up in these days 
dont know if its worth it
im stuck in my ways 
wont open the curtains
oh my god its the same
rip me down to the core 
swear to god i wont change 
let the tears hit the floor 

Wat3r:
watching all the things i care about fall by the wayside
said i wouldnt care about this life and i should take mine 
(i should take mine)
you always say it too
but you dont know 
you could never understand 
just go home 
you’re so fuckin selfish and i hope one day you wake up 
vanity and greed that you hide behind all your makeup 
(fuckin worthless)
and its like you never shut up 
ruined everything i loved and its fucked up 


follow @yungxwater <3333

damn that's crazy, anyways i'm sad w/ 💕Wat3r💕 (prod. discent)

@lilskeleskrrt

[wstdyth]
everything they try to put ur way 
no it’s all deceit 
follow what u know 
it’s okay 
yea it’s promising 
technicolor dreams psilocybe 
it’s a conjuring 
shawty fucking see me on that stage 
and she follow me 

what the fuck
symbols on my arm
got me with a charm 
i need luck 
asking where u are 
find me in the stars 
reconstruct 
where my visions are 
i can play the part
smoke it up 
jinx got me barred 
free it with a scar 

incantations 
yea they ground me 
feeling tied to locations 
all around me
bitch u know that i’m wasted 
yea u found me 
other world visitation 
seein cloudy 

i dont like it when i hold back 
i can’t really see the sun  
now my souls black 
save face i can’t fold and i hold that 
gotta get outside head 
that’s a dull task 

everything they try to put ur way 
no it’s all deceit 
follow what u know 
it’s okay 
yea it’s promising 
technicolor dreams psilocybe 
it’s a conjuring 
shawty fucking see me on that stage 
and she follow me 

[skele]
imma pull up in a ghost
or a spaceship
don't try to hit my phone
i'll lose my patience
i feel like a witch 
u got me spellbound
u got my eyes so low
i can't make a sound
yea i been off the glue
think i'm stuck on u
i been comin up
commas come in 2's
what'd u do to me
baby i can't breath
draw a sigil on the floor and feel the energy

[wstdyth]
everything they try to put ur way 
no it’s all deceit 
follow what u know 
it’s okay 
yea it’s promising 
technicolor dreams psilocybe 
it’s a conjuring 
shawty fucking see me on that stage 
and she follow me 
 
incantations 
yea they ground me 
feeling tied to locations 
all around me
bitch u know that i’m wasted 
yea u found me 
other world visitation 
seein cloudy

not you w/ hamilton (prod fats’e x noahmadethiss)

noah thomas