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hollow v4

R.I.P. Extended

September 2021 🔥

THE VIBE

Sadd

funny guy (xmichaelwarren)

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Wacky Tobaccy Feat. Kennedyxoxo (p. lil effort)

daisy chain noose!



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



ive been seeing pretty ghosts again these days

filling me with potions- to keep me awake

i remember i got bullied on the playground

now you tryna pull up in my dms saying "hey now"



wait now!

im not tryna play now

if you tryna hop on me, then stay down

go back to the circus, look like a clown

i rose to the surface, ma looks so proud



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



choking-

on my own breath

i feel so sick

struggles-

i been having 

helped me write this



choking-

on my own breath

think i like it

struggles-

i been having

i think i like this



i've tried practicing sobriety

i guess

2nd week-

my anxiety- kicks in

light a spliff and i take another hit

oh shit

my anxiety kicked in



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

with you ft. kid sora, ch2rms & lucina (toshi x odel)

juggernog +noahmadethiss (xmichaelwarren)

In My skin (Prod. Vaegud & 5head)

Remission

==== x2

long night, big flask, with the cocaine.
you don't, you just love me for my propane.
you just love all the drugs that i maintain.
tryna be me, but this hoe be in wrong lane.


====

bro hop in the whip caught riding,
cos that bitch she a snitch ima slide in.
said she hate me but she don't know where the line is,
baby ima leave why you acting so excited.

ima take it to the face you know im violent,
ima ghost in the light ultra violet.
i got drugs on my person i ain't lying,
tell me what u need, and i bet you i'll provide it.


====

long night, big flask, with the cocaine.
you don't, you just love me for my propane.
you just love all the drugs that i maintain.
tryna be me, but this hoe be in wrong lane.


====

bro hop in the whip caught riding,
cos that bitch she a snitch ima slide in.
said she hate me but she don't know where the line is,
baby ima leave why you acting so excited.

ima take it to the face you know im violent,
ima ghost in the light ultra violet.
i got drugs on my person i ain't lying,
tell me what u need, and i bet you i'll provide it.


==== x2

long night, big flask, with the cocaine.
you don't, you just love me for my propane.
you just love all the drugs that i maintain.
tryna be me, but this hoe be in wrong lane.

SPOTIFY

propane (prod. cloudpunk)

lyrics:

With time still
Back in thornhill
I feel my eyes dry
With this wind chill
I could not cry
But I quake still
As I become
Her victim in this first kill
Under streetlights
Down in thornhill
This the first and last time life was too real
As I pass time
In my own filth
On my death bed
In this landfill

And she pulls back
On that black hilt
Just sliding out my heart gripping blue steel
When I fight back
I just fall back
To place my hand upon my chest and feel my palm fill
And paint the walls
I thought we were joking till she said she really mean it
Pulling at my skin I felt the tissue lose feeling
She said its not my problem im tryna help u
Ur killing my love I know u know that I knew
 
With time still
Back in thornhill
I feel my eyes dry
With this wind chill
I could not cry
But I quake still
As I become
Her victim in this first kill
Under streetlights
Down in thornhill
This the first and last time life was too real
As I pass time
In my own filth
On my death bed
In this landfill\

THORNHILL (branwen)

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Mayhem (Prod. Theogotit x Bart How x Nest)

Produced by: Skai


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Let's Lose Our Minds

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A List A-Hole 2 (Feat. Xhulooo)[Prod. Kavi x Arena x GreenBeans]

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue 

Why you puttin up a fight 
Always say you love me but you never stay the night 
I’ve been dancing with the devil baby I might take my life 
Got a rope around my neck baby it’s hard to breathe alright 
Everytime you tried to hurt me was it always out of spite 
So fucked up, nauseas, stomach hurtin 
Tried to write you all these songs can’t get the words in 
I can’t stop shaking baby you make me so nervous 
Everytime we fall in love you leave me hurtin 

If I crashed tonight I know you wouldn’t care 
I keep dyin in my dreams blood everywhere 
Yellow tape around the scene you can meet me there
Broken, blood on the floor you cut me open
All the lies make your words worth nothing 
Tongue tied no I don’t like talkin
Saw her face now I can’t stop fallin
In love again I lost my mind 
Don’t know where it went 
I think of the days and the nights we spent 
Remember every second no I can’t forget 
No I can’t forget 

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue

u wouldn't even notice :( w/ hamilton [prod. noahmadethiss x jolst] *LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION*

produced by @notmorgn

im cold as a mf now
glock in my dickies 
dick all in her mouth
your bitch in my section
load a smith and wesson
put it to her skull 
its the best suppression
she wanna fucking die
she pop anti depressants
but i aint gonna pull the trigger
bitch i learned my lesson
i fucking learned my lesson last night 
in the rain switchblade on my face 
i got blood in my veins

BLOOD IN MY VEINS IM INSANE....

she told me that she wanna die

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

916frosty - enough

Bury Me In Designer ft. 'til death(prod. AGODD)

Every time you lied to me
It makes me suicidal
Baby I don't wanna breathe
If I can't stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes
I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest
Not to put you in a bad mood

You said you could save me
Bring me back to safety
Left me here to die
Now you acting like you hate me
Think I'm going crazy
Does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning
Wake up in the evening

Every time I wake up
Wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in
Eventually it all will end

My life of nothingness
Walk this road a lonely mess
I'm on my own again
All the walls are caving in

I hate my Anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently
My smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong
I still love her
Guess its irony

I bury memories
Gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams
It gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend
I'd do anything
Please don't lie to me
Tell me everything

Lately Life ain't what it seems
Wish I wasn't me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly
I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave I would rather
Rest in peace

Fall back cuz I know that you're not mine
Girl I been going through it since like 09
So trife, fuck it I guess I wanna die
When I'm away, I just wanna be by your side ya

Everyday I'm switching lanes tryna find yea
Girl we have talked in a minute aye yea
I been on the grind for a minute aye yea
But I'll be coming home let's kick it aye yea

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eventually it all will end ft. cøzybøy (prod. absxntmind)

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

die free! 
or live a lie!
the choice is yours sweetheart<3

lyrics!!!

Die Free(Prod.Shiro X Skress X Callari X Sadbalmain)

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

zombie (prod. jody)

lyrics
--------
i don't think i've
ever been this fucking stressed in my life
creature part two isn't finished i lied
just to get them off my back though i tried
i can't create when i'm dying inside
moving this weekend i wish i could fly
don't have my car but i still gotta drive
pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye
hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

am i like this
i don't like this
all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids
losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage
guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him
depression take me by 25
fuck going out i'll just stay inside
this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide
oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie
crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die

hey holywood would your people ever like me?
misunderstood is all i ever might be

all i ever might be

lyrics
--------
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

record a bunch of nonsense when i'm feelin' nauseous 
gotta play it cautious if she tryna hang
mirror mirror on this wall inside my heart
does falling out of love make a human go insane
i've tried three times, back it up & rewind
look into your green eyes, tell me if i change
baby you a goddess, you so fuckin' flawless
imma fuck him up if he speaks your name in vain

why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x3)

redemption of a lost mess speedin' up the process
by the time that august comes you'll know my name
g-u-a-r guardin yeah i beg your pardon
right to all involvement writing through the day
got my castle in the yard it's kinda fuckin' hard
to stand like i'm on guard when the clouds are seeing rain
so my bedrooms more appealing, suffer through the feeling
cause i know you're leaving gotta act like i'm okay 
 
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

stupid

guccihighwaters - blue

prod. jD & Xander

Hope I get to see you again
Before this life comes to an end
Cause you make my head fucking spin

On the edge
I don't wanna fall
Mastercard
When I hit the mall
Girl for you
I'd buy it all
Dress you up
Just like a doll
Pins and needles
When she's on me
In my lap in the backseat
She's my heart
She's all I need
Late at night
And I'm smoking trees

Up all night
I still can't sleep
Head's a mess
Yeah I'm a creep
On my own I walk the street
Her shadow's haunting me

Her shadow's haunting me

Only thing I wanna see

I wish you were next to me
Forever till we rest in peace
Together till we both can't breathe
Connected through our memories
I love how she's so unique
I'm so high they cannot reach
Margielas up on both my feet
They jealous now
Wanna be like me

Margielas up on both my feet

They jealous now wanna be like me

On the edge
I don't wanna fall
Mastercard
When I hit the mall
Girl for you
I'd buy it all
Dress you up
Just like a doll
Pins and needles
When she's on me
In my lap in the backseat
She's my heart
She's all I need
Late at night
And I'm smoking trees

Up all night
I still can't sleep

Head's a mess
Yeah I'm a creep

creep (prod. jD & Xander)

I'm too numb now
Can't come down
Just a fucked up kid from a small town
Used to doubt my dreams
They real now
Used to hate on me
How you feel now?

Ricks on my feet when I walk round
Silver on my teeth when I bite down
CDG 03 when I pop out
You only care about me cause I'm hot now

You only come around when I'm winning
Nowhere to be found when I'm bleeding
Stab me in the back for no reason
Thought you loved me
Why you leaving?

So sick of all these feelings
Growing tired of breathing
All this money means nothing
When you hate existing

Yeah I don't love these hoes I put that on my bitch
Hit from the back out the back door I dip
Nut then I cut I left that on her lip
Don't show no love these bitches ain't shit
Every time you come around you just bring drama
I need more bands I need more commas
Every time I get some more it be more problems
Yeah it be more prada
Yeah I get so high can't feel my heartbeat
All black dripped out its a dark sea
They just want us home got us locked in
I been in the stu I been locked in
And I never planned on stoppin
I know that they watchin when I'm gone and on the road
A lotta niggaz hatin so I gotta keep that pole
Paranoid and I'm numb that's fasho
Yeah these drugs got me gone
These drugs got me gone
These drugs got me numb
These drugs got numb
Yeah these drugs got me gone that's fasho

I'm too numb now
Can't come down
Just a fucked up kid from a small town
Used to doubt my dreams
They real now
Used to hate on me
How you feel now?

Ricks on my feet when I walk round
Silver on my teeth when I bite down
CDG 03 when I pop out
You only care about me cause I'm hot now

You only come around when I'm winning
Nowhere to be found when I'm bleeding
Stab me in the back for no reason
Thought you loved me
Why you leaving?

So sick of all these feelings
Growing tired of breathing
All this money means nothing
When you hate existing

can't come down ft. pillxxx (prod. maxtaylor)

#hi #wassup (prod. Skress)

hope you like this, sounds weird but i like it

lyrics
hear them talking on the phone
they called the exorcist
ima shoot right between his eyes
ima perfectionist

baby you cant get this love
i aint affectionate
i got cuts all over my wrist
we not connecting it 

2 tone glock
yeah im killing it
im on 300 mil of sert (sertraline)
and i aint feeling it

i got that model 83
and im concealing it
ima shoot him
and his brains gon have the ceiling hit    

ima make him expire
creeping crawling all around his room
like a spider
im on the dark web
murder for hire
7921, get a lil higher

break into his house
make him squeak like mickey mouse
chop his back with a machete
scream and shout (oh boy)

sacrificed his ass i poured him out
i be talking to demons
i think they know what im about

expire

EXPIRE

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

nobody at all (prod. jody)

@i9bonsai
@kurtains

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happy valentines day surprise drop

@kwuzi @expiry-date @kurtains @rosesleeves

hiraeth ft kwuzi + Expiry Date (p. kurtains)

Credits://
@hereisalden
@bodygaard
@5outho (artwork)

Notes://
no point in forcing someone to stay...
if they don't want to be around you...
keep moving...

Lyrics://
hold on baby just *scream*
imma give to you straight
baby won’t you just stay

but she don’t wanna be around me
all these people tryna clown me
tongue tied heart pounding
so they gone sing it without me

cuz they still wanna be like us
got these pills imma crush up
this shit giving me a headrush
i can’t say i don’t do much

keep the talking to a minimum
how can i get through to anyone
tell by the tone that shit genuine
what is this hell that i’ve found myself in

where i’ve found myself in
locked outside in the rain
separated by fences
that cut through my skin
digging 6 feet straight down
these tears dive off of my chin
i’ll be dead by the morning
and thrown to the wind

u wouldn't even notice :( w/ hamilton [prod. noahmadethiss x jolst] LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION

noah thomas