Mortals

Produced by Noah Meadors

Lyrics:

If I wasn’t ready then, I’ll never be
So don’t you dare come close to me
No, don’t you dare come close to me
And try me like you do
Every time I close my eyes
I feel this sadness deep inside
I feel this sadness deep inside
‘Cause I know you’ll be ‘round

Every time another leaves
It’s like you’re waiting there for me
And I don’t want ya, I’m sorry
You’re not exactly right

Cry my eyes out, shut the door
It’s like you’re waiting there for more
A chance with me, could this be it?
Feel guilty when I don’t let you in
But is this not my life?
I don’t want you, don’t wanna try
It terrifies me, don’t wanna be
Unhappy, unsatisfied

It’s like the universe, it says to me
“Everything isn’t what it seems
Can’t have what you want, give it up”
Until I’ve had enough
“Here’s a new opportunity
Sending you what you want from me
But not exactly how you want
Be aware of karma too”

Like I’m the bad guy for what I want
I’m all to blame when I lose love
‘Cause I don’t want to give it up
My friends say find new love

“Just get over it
You deserve someone who loves you back
That’s such a red flag
He wasn’t the one for you
Don’t let him back in”

Cut my heart out, slam the door
Watch everything that I adore
Slip right through both my bloody hands
Salt in the wound, then rub it in
Watch someone else enjoy my love
Get shown that I can’t be enough
Be forced to stop and look for more
Guess God wants me to be a whore

Every word I’ve ever heard
From all my friends reiterates
My situation is unique
But the principal is still the same
Wasn’t bad for me and this man
Just something shitty, something damned
So here I am yet, once again
Trying to work against with set intent

Kill myself, moving day to day
Or try to fuck the pain away
“You’ll find someone, so many more”
Guess God wants me to be a whore
Every time I close my eyes
I don’t feel that way deep inside
Then I look up and you’re right there
And I go back to where I began

Guess you’re the one I was looking for
Though I don’t want you, I need more
The universe, it disagrees
Thought I knew what was best for me

God wants me to be a whore

Time

Nyck Caution - Good ol' Days (Delabe Remix)

its You!

Produced by Noah Meadors

Lyrics:

When you left me for him, you killed me
Now I visit the graveyard frequently
I brush my headstone off
And lie the dream of us to rest beside me
Perhaps I could get some rest
If it weren’t soon enough for it to still bite me

So rest in peace
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Rest in peace
Darling, it’s the end of us
Rest in peace
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Rest in peace
Darling, it’s the end of what never was

Graveyard Hymns

Singer-songwriter, rapper, and producer Noah Meadors was born in Tennessee in 1998, and has written songs since the age of twelve. He’s previously released music online under the moniker Only Lonely, and now under his given name, intends to share a more personal side of himself and showcase his most primal pop sensibilities.

God wants me to be a whore

Noah Meadors

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