They said if you broke then you lazy.
I broke my back tryna feed my baby

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[Chorus]
Blood on the doorpost, death can’t step (⤺) //
Devil throw lies, I parry then rep (•) //
Raised in The Wreckage I accept
What ev-er comes NEXT,
Breath of Life inside My Lungs (⤺) //
I’m Too Blessed To Be Stressed
SPIRI-TUAL armor  ON my Body
RIGHTEOUS-ness Protec  my CHEST
I WRAPPED TRUTH around My WAIST
In shoes of peace, that’s how I Stepped
I took up my shield of faith
With which extinguished all the flames
 SEE I March through the test (•) //
Storms gon’ rage, but my soul won’t drown (⤺) //
Stones get THROWN, but I STILL  hold GROUND (•) //
HEAVEN CROWNs what-the WORLD cast DOWN (⤺) //
 (•) //

Armory

Armory v.2

[Intro]
Pressure made a diamond, still I’m shinin’ through the rain /
Carved up by the trials, every scar became a name /
This ain’t just a moment, it’s momentum in my veins /
Every loss, a lesson—now the lessons turn to gains /

[Chorus]
I became grateful for fire, refined in the burn /
They claim they got that flame, but they ain’t never learned /
We just play the waitin’ game, patience in return /
I don’t shoot my shot in vain, every aim is earned /

PURPOSE IN PAIN

**Intro:**
Break the silence, spirit speak through my defiance,  
My pulse preach sermons wrapped in sirens.  
Every scar on me’s a psalm in alliance,  
Iron sharpen iron, faith born from violence.  
 
**Verse 1:**  
Above all else, I guard my core beneath the bruise,  
Heart armored in truth, still bleedin’ for what I lose.  
Used to chase halos in bottles of broken blues,  
Now I face shadows where light been overdue.  
Prayers sound like whispers in the thunderclap,  
Tryna reroute pain while the past overlap.  
God check my motives, weigh the sins on my map,  
Every wrong turn turned lessons in the trap.  
I was driftin’ through spirits like haunted alleyways,  
Tryna find peace in a maze of malaise.  
Faith ain’t a look, it’s a war we replay,  
Till the mirror show grace in my DNA.  
I wrestle with angels, scars in my syntax,  
Vision got clearer through collapse and relapse.  
Now every setback just part of the impact,  
Soul stay armored, divine in the mismatch.

Heart Of Fire V.2

[Intro – 8 Bars]
If I could make a song
That make you dance when life feel wrong
That would be enough for me
Even if I lose my speech
Would I walk a mile with you?
I’ll walk two, then back for truth
Pick you up if legs don’t move

[Chorus – 8 Bars]
I’ll walk you home through every loss
Even when my soul feel tossed
Even when I don’t see light
I’ll still burn to hold your fight
Even when my back’s in flames
Even when they curse my name
Even if I ain’t the same
Will I walk a mile with you?
I’ll walk two and back for truth

[Verse 1 – 16 Bars]
I was raised in chaos waves
Taught to hide my holy face
Learned to speak in coded slang
Trust - hate n love came over-dosed
Wasn’t fed no fairytale
Mama cried and prayed through jail
God ain’t scream—He whispered low
Pulled me out that undertow
Loyal ain’t a hashtag trend
It’s who call when it all end
It’s who slide when hope get thin
Who ain’t fold when war begin
Truth ain’t loud, it breathe in dirt
I speak soft and still alert
If you need a place to land
I’ll be still—your second hand

[Hook – 8 Bars]
Tell me where the weight been hid
I don’t judge, I lift that bid
I forgive cuz I’m forgiven
Look, I love you I’m not trippin’
But would I love ya if I didn’t
Tell ya ‘bouta Truth that’s written
I can feel that pulse inscription
You don’t gotta bleed alone
Even if this world disown
Even if you ghost yourself
I’ll still walk you home in stealth

[Verse 2 – 16 Bars]
Had to learn that silence wins
Yellin’ never made me friends
Taught to speak in consequence
Now I flex with discipline
Whole life been a sacred scroll
Folded pain into my role
Now my verses double-coded
Life and death in how I wrote it
I ain’t preachy, I’m just real
I got wounds that never healed
But I learned to make ’em speak
Every scar became my reach

You can play this at a grave
Or while buildin’ somethin’ brave
Either way, it holds you right
Like a prayer inside the mic

[Bridge – 8 Bars]
Even if they all forget
I will still reflect your steps
Even when your light feel dim
You still shine like heaven’s kin
Even if the road get steep
Even if the crowd look weak
Even if the fam ain’t close
I walk through that fire bold

[Verse 3 – 16 Bars]
I don’t rap for likes or fame
I spit legacy through pain
Had to carry loss so young
God ain’t speak, He gave me lungs
Told my daughter she divine
Even if this world malign
Even if they feed her lies
She gon’ know real love ain’t blind
I was broke but rich in depth
I ain’t fold, I just reset
I don’t fear no crooked steps
Even shadows need their reps
If I die with nothin’ left
I’ll still give my breath
All to glorify Your name
Let my walk become my flame

I’ll Walk Two

## Verse 1 – Standing on it

Yeah, I sat with this, I ain’t rush no stance, I ain’t just talkin’ bold.  
Had to argue with God in the dark, same time holdin’ on hope.  
I’ve thought this through and I’m standin’ on it, even if I stand lone.  
If it’s me and the truth in a empty room, that’s still home.  

I done seen fake love, seen dry eyes at wet graves.  
Seen a “bro” play cool, then switch when the check came.  
Had to learn what’s fear, what’s faith, what’s flesh, what’s game.  
Had to learn when to hold, when to fold, when to walk away.  

Every L gave torque, it was pushin’ my feet, I ain’t see that then.  
All I knew was I’m broke, I’m sick, I’m tired of losin’ friends. 
All I knew was I prayed, it rained, then rained again.  
But the weight on my back made strength I ain’t know I had in my hands.  

Now I move more calm, less talk, more watchin’ they fruit.  
If your words say “love” but your moves say “use,” I mute.  
I ain’t bitter, I’m wise, I forgive, but I don’t forget.  
Once you show me your heart, that’s the version of you I accept.  

***

Standin’ On It

[Verse 1]
I got cuts on my name from the battles I lived /
Scars on my soul, but I still don’t flinch /
They threw dirt on my grave, but I bloomed from it quick /
Took the hits, didn’t break, now I bleed like a script /
They don’t know ‘bout them nights I cracked /
When the silence hit louder than the lies I masked /
When I stared in the dark with a hope mismatch
Scratching at the surface /
But I still swung back with a Word I stashed /
I done prayed when the world went numb /
When the prayers hit walls and the air went dumb /
But the Spirit showed up like “Son, don’t run” /
Now I rap with a fire that could burn your lungs /
I ain’t fold when the game turned foul /
I just leaned on truth when the fear got loud /
Still walked through the flames in style /
Ten toes in the pit with a heavenbound vow


I Ain’t Folded Yet

### **[Intro]**  
Lord, Im not Even Worthy,
for To Carry Your Cross
Across My Back
Crown of
Cross on my back but the weight never fold me
Walk through the fire, never got cold feet/  
Scars on my skin but the blood still holy /  
Ain't duckin’ no war, if it’s up then just show me /  

### **[Verse 1]**  
Giant killer, broad sword, pressure made my palms sore /  
Nightmares in my mind, got me schemin’ like a crime lord /  
Came up out the trenches, wasn’t bred to be no sophomore /  
Pain turn to hunger, every plate I took was hard-fought /  
Plugged to the Source, no extension, ain't no cord here /  
Spirit on me heavy, got me movin’ like the Lord near /  
Blade cut the whispers, I ain't listen to the fear talk /  
Devil try to test, gettin’ stomped like a steel-toe /  
Blood on my hands, still they washed in the river /  
Used to grip iron, now my weapon got scriptures /  
Runnin’ through the valley, but my steps feel lighter /  
Hunted by my past, still I walk like a fighter /  
Thinkin’ ‘bout the nights I was stuck in the cell /  

Hold It Down

### **[Intro]**  
Storms came, but I walked through the rain /  
Ain’t no shelter,
just lessons ingrained
From the struggle, I crafted my name
Built a castle from shackles and chains

### **[Chorus]**  
Had to stomach the pain, took the flex and never bent /  
Felt the world on my spine, every dollar got spent /  
Kept my pride in a vault, had to guard every cent /  
But the weight of the past made my pockets repent /  
I ain’t run from the dark, I went straight through the pit /  
Sword of Spirit in hand, I let Scripture equip /  
Every demon that pressed, I just severed in clips /  
Ain't no duckin’ the smoke, I inhale when it hits /

GRIP A FIST

“What If I Fall”
[Intro]
What if I trip, what if I fall? /
What if I lose it, lose it all? /
Would you still ride when the whip ain’t mine? /
If the tank on E and the stars don’t shine? /

[Verse 1]
God, this ain’t workin’,
I’m scratchin’ the surface /
Heart full of burdens,
but feelin’ so worthless /
Tryna find purpose,
but drownin’ in curses /
Devil been lurkin’,
I’m duckin’ his serpents /
know that I’m far from
the man I should be /
Sin in my skin like it’s
stitched in the seams /
Faith in a war with
the weight of my deeds /
Prayin’ for peace,
but I’m haunted in sleep /
They tell me that grace is
enough for the fall /
well Tell me why guilt still
got me pinned to the wall? /
I done lost love I done lost trust /
I done lost blood tryna gain too much /
What if my past is a cage I can’t leave? /
What if my de-mons are
chained to my feet? /
Lord, if You hear me,
then give me a sign /
Show me Your light In-my-Life
‘fore I run outta time /

[Chorus]
What if I trip, what if I fall? /
What if I lose it, lose it all? /
Would you still ride when the whip ain’t mine? /
If the tank on E and the stars don’t shine? /
What if I break, what if I drown? /
What if the walls start closin’ now? /
Would you still stand when my back on the ropes? /
Or would you fade when the curtain get low? /

[Verse 2]
Tell me, do you see
a monster inside? /
Or a soul that’s just lost
tryna swallow his pride? /
I been on edge, I been on fire /
Climbed up a ledge,
put a noose to the sky /
Memories burn like
tippa Cigarettes Ash /
Pain in my blood, I can’t rinse out the source /
Battlin’ thoughts that I never endorsed /
Tuggin’ on ropes that was severed before /
All of these nights where I stared at the ceiling /
Wonderin’ why I was left in the trenches /
Had me a Bible, but faith came in inches /
Wrestled with God like my name was in Genesis /
Tell me you love me, don’t tell me you leavin’ /
Tell me you see me, don’t tell me you need me /
What if I never become what I dreamed? /
What if the future ain’t built for a king? /

[Chorus]
What if I trip, what if I fall? /
What if I lose it, lose it all? /
Would you still ride when the whip ain’t mine? /
If the tank on E and the stars don’t shine? /
What if I break, what if I drown? /
What if the walls start closin’ now? /
Would you still stand when my back on the ropes? /
Or would you fade when the curtain get low? /

[Bridge]
I ain’t been whole in a long time /
Buried my past in a chalk line /
Battled my ghosts in the dark times /
Walked through the fire but lost sight /
Tryna see heaven through keyholes /
Livin’ through pain like a free throw /
Tell me you ridin’ for me though /
Or just when the dollars increase, though? /

[Verse 3]
Tell me my worth when I ain’t got a dime /
Tell me my name when it ain’t in the lights /
Tell me you down when the blessings ain’t fallin’ /
Would you still love me if I was forgotten? /
Had to lose pride just to gain me a soul /
Had to lose time just to break from control /
Had to find faith in the places I ran from /
Had to let go of the things that I planned on /
Chains on my past like they linked to my fate /
But I got a Father that called me by name /
Took all the wounds, took all the stains /
Still showed me grace when I spit in His face /
What if I fall? What if I rise? /
What if my lows only sharpen my highs? /
What if the pain was the way I was carved? /
What if my scars was a work of His art? /

[Outro]
What if my story was never complete? /
What if my failures was fuelin’ belief? /
What if my losses was lessons in seed? /
What if my fall was just faith on repeat? /

What If I Fall

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