The Upload 25.09

Running far from bombs and planes
Feel im being chased
I wanna hear u call my name

But it won’t be the same

Laugh at the pain 
Dance in the flames
Won’t know how to live 
With the things Ive faced

One year alone
How’s it gonna go
When your soldier comes back home

123 I see right through you
Try my best but won’t be like it used to

a soldier in the flames (Wintosit)

@akumuh x @paperbag - ta-da (prod. aspect)

@sorrow - the mess you made (prod. sundwn)

Lost Soul Feat. Belak (otterpop)

Flooding the Gates

hold me

@rxseboy - used to have friends (prod. sundwn)

Gathered By The Lantern

flashlights in the forest ft. heylog

I met a vampire
Featuring @bangssinthabtch
Producer: Nicholas Allan

Sink In | Ft. ☆ミbangss☆彡

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in a bit | Feat. Jay $tone (Prod. Sonick)

@akumuh x @no.cape - met your mom at a park (prod. maxokoolin)

Producer @wrongnumberlofi

Lyrics

Hiding in my covers
I don’t get love only get wrong numbers
Underneath this thunder 
feel the rain fall on the wings of  a lovebird

I keep on falling faster
Im losing all that matters
Right now your all I’m after
I hope your my next chapter

Making 99 stops on the tour bus
Always have a blast with the four of us
Your always on my mind still my favourite
I know we’re friends hoping this year we can change it

I tried every type of sentence
But no words ever sound how I meant it
What am I when there’s so many more options
Dried eyes getting way too common

The rain on my wings. (wrongnumber)

lyrics;

i know im not perfect but im tryna make it work
everytime you look at me im doin circles and it hurts
just goin round and round
just tryna figure out who i am
i am shutting down

and i been tryna go a round with you,
and ive been waiting forever for u to make a move 
on me, its cool, im not enough for you, you're red im blue, 
i wish u loved me too
hop up in the benz and grab a knife inside, 
im going crazy i might die tonight
and if u called me up like ive been feeling stuck, 
i wont give a fuck no i wont give a fuck

i jus want to be loved
but i will never be enough
im not good at this, at expressing shit,
but its mightnight now haven't heard from you,
in a bit, it's cool, im used to it
i jus wish you loved me too

prod by @irby314 and @nate2timez
mix and master by @itsokayroses
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find your solace, find your peace, heal your pain. 
you are important, no matter what.

prod by @nate2timezz
features by @lilskeleskrrt and @ripkais --  luv u guys

round and round ft. skele (prod. by nate2timez x irby)

Lyrics

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause (x2)

Jealous of everyone doing better than I am, cause I can't keep up
Helpless, I don't think this fun, I feel so alone, I don't got no one

It's so dark in my mind
Now the light just makes me blind
I wish I knew love, I don't know what it's like
Cause if it really was, you'd be here with me tonight

But you're not, you're out there
Fucking on some niggah while he's pullin on your hair
I hope that he breaks your fucking heart
How did I get bad? I don't know where to start

Was it when you cut me off?      
We could start a home but you're sleeping in his car
You ain't knew I know so it hurts more hard
That you lied to my face when you didn't need to start

Moonlit rose I fucking hate you
You're just a hoe, I fucking hate you
Where did you go? I fucking hate you
Fucking hate you, fucking hate you

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause

Why in the fuck would you hit me up just to block my ass when I show I give a fuck?
I should of let you wreck that car that night you called me off 6 bars
Take note, this is what a hoe does, you'll be better off leaving them to rot and rust
Don't you ever fall for a bitch that need saving, she left my heart so broken and tainted

Don't you call me when you're falling
I can't care anymore
I'm walking off
I'm out of the door

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IHY! | Produced by klimlords

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

fuck what they say
drinking does fuckin help
too much ice in my veins
hoes dont wanna stick around
rock bottom break my fall
crack my head against the wall
fuck up
fuck me
fuck this
something aint right

swervin on the wrong side of the road
face some pills forget the dose
fuck yo girl n drop my hoes
im too bored to stay on hold
im not scared im suicidal
help me get a hold of my life tho
fuck me
help me
this aint right

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

tell ur mom im single in need of rent money/emotional support (prod. crcl)

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

find the treasure in my trash.

i make whatever i want to. if u dislike it idc. shoutout the producers on these tracks too <3

The rain on my wings. (wrongnumber)

no.cape

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