shoutout @straycore

"scratchin at my wrists shawty my heart growin hollow
i cant feel shit but the mf sorrow
wanna die slow where i go only god knows
women waste time and thats why i play guitar bro
i be so alone well except for the voices
fuck conversations i regret my choices
i realized we talk way more in my head
i like my version of you more instead
i hate the fact that you still get to breathe
women should die if they decide to leave
i hate myself more and more every week
i'll kill your whole family while they sleep"

its easier to talk to uu in my head , i like that version of you more instead :/

Slaying the Dexter "House Theme" on my Kawai ES7 for the pleasure of your aural pathways.

Dexter - House Theme (Piano)

Morning routine Dexter Intro

Mambo All stars perfidia (Dexter)

talk to me yeah talk to me and tell me that everything’s gon be fine
take some steps inside my shoes and see the chaos in my life
look at me and hold my face and tell me that it’s all okay to cry
when i melt inside your arms i think that’s where i wanna die
im not the same without you without you i am gone
gone out of this world
gone out of this world
gone out of this world
gone out of this world

who listens to me atp (prod. sickboi)

wifiskeleton - angel (slowed/og pitch)

Hope u have fun listening
( Lyrics ) 
hi i want you to know 
that I've been staring at you 
staring at you for a couple of days
my minds a dairy queen its in a blizzard
i swear it only feels like yesterday 
i was staring at you
my mind it feels so sworn to you like a ring 
that you don't know
meant to it for the day i die with you
born to be my bride 
born to be my bride
born to be my bride till the day i die 
with you 
my love 
with you
forever in love 
with you 
but you don't know

Day dreaming ab u

(nocipher was here)
Everything feels like it’s just
Way too much for me
You’ve got your glasses on
But still can’t see

I’ve just been struggling every day
To keep my cool
And I just sit and reminisce about the days

When back in school it was me and you
And now it’s me and me
And now I’m here alone

I'm just wasting time
Maybe I’m gon' find
Some purpose

Drowning in my thoughts
‘Cause I’m still trying to reach the surface

And I cannot breathe again
We could sit and play pretend
We could maybe sit and try
Try to act like we’re both fine

We’re not, and we both know that’s a fact
Move on
And then never turn your back
‘Cause girl, maybe there’s something I lack
‘Cause girl, maybe there’s something I lack
(uncrypted)

I'm just wasting time
Maybe I’m gon' find
Some purpose

Drowning in my thoughts
‘Cause I’m still trying to reach the surface

And I cannot breathe again
We could sit and play pretend
We could maybe sit and try
Try to act like we’re both fine

i'm still lacking something

(i really need to get a life)

Wasted away
got a couple years left
never know the right way
so i always go left

i don't think i'll be alive
I'm gon' end up in coffin
people at my funeral
but they seem to be laughin'
(hahaha)

Gonna take another pill
and then pray i'm gonna make it
don't know how to smile
so i always gotta fake it

When i'm walking in the street
all alone
in the night
got like 21 cigs
but i got no light

Got a brand a new girl
and she think she unique
thought i want her love
but there's something else i seek
(you'll never make it)

Think i'm gonna die
so just get out of my face
got my seatbelt off
and my heart just starts to race

when i'm speeding in the dark
and there's nothing in my head
i'll just crash into a tree
then i'll end up dead

(uncrypted)

Wasted away
got a couple years left
never know the right way
so i always go left
i don't think i'll be alive
I'm gon' end up in coffin
people at my funeral
but they seem to be (hahah)

i'm wasting away

fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me
and leave me here,
to rot alone

fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me
and leave me here,
to rot alone

 
and i want you,
but i'm scared again.
cause i know this, whole thing
won't go anywhere.


and i need you
to sleep at night
cause the thoughts in my head
don't make me feel right.


but i need you again
how in the hell are we friends?
is this really how it always ends?

but i need you again
how in the hell are we friends?
is this really how it always ends?


fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me (ooohh)
and leave me here,
to rot alone

fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me
and leave me here,
to rot alone

fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me
and leave me here,
to rot alone

 
and i want you,
but i'm scared again.
cause i know this, whole thing
won't go anywhere.


and i need you
to sleep at night
cause the thoughts in my head
don't make me feel right.


but i need you again
how in the hell are we friends?
is this really how it always ends?

but i need you again
how in the hell are we friends?
is this really how it always ends?


fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me (ooohh)
and leave me here,
to rot alone

(ooohh) fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me (ooohh)
and leave me here,
to rot alone.

Another night alone
I'm ruining my health
You told me
''Please come home.''
I'm keeping to myself.

Last night, all alone
Couldn't fight it.
Cocaine on my phone, so i'm feeling excited.
Drugs after drugs and it never gets better.
I need something else to help me forget her.
[Nocipher ^]


I Can't forget her
It's never getting better
I'm in hell so i'm burning in the nether.

Kick the chair
You're the first one in the letter
She would try to take my soul
If I let her.
[Woods ^]

Wrote a letter
Hope She got to read it.
She blocked all contact
So I kinda feel defeated

I won't get over you that easy
Sit and wonder if you really
Don't miss me
[Nocipher ^]


rail a perc
then i smoke until my chest hurts
i need drugs,
But i'll cash this fucking check first
Check it out man i'm logging on the networth
spent my whole life
tryna clear a hex curse


Another night alone
I'm ruining my health
You told me
''Please come home.''
I'm keeping to myself.

Another night alone
I'm ruining my health
You told me
''Please come home.''
I'm keeping to myself.
[Woods ^]