shoutout @straycore

"scratchin at my wrists shawty my heart growin hollow
i cant feel shit but the mf sorrow
wanna die slow where i go only god knows
women waste time and thats why i play guitar bro
i be so alone well except for the voices
fuck conversations i regret my choices
i realized we talk way more in my head
i like my version of you more instead
i hate the fact that you still get to breathe
women should die if they decide to leave
i hate myself more and more every week
i'll kill your whole family while they sleep"

its easier to talk to uu in my head , i like that version of you more instead :/

Slaying the Dexter "House Theme" on my Kawai ES7 for the pleasure of your aural pathways.

Dexter - House Theme (Piano)

Morning routine Dexter Intro

im off the ketamine and maddie she wont talk to me
that girl was a fiend i didnt give her drugs so she thinks im mean
i hope her new man dies i hope you know i sit and cry

ketamine

Mambo All stars perfidia (Dexter)

Itoshi Rin Flow

wifiskeleton - angel (slowed/og pitch)

(nocipher was here)
Everything feels like it’s just
Way too much for me
You’ve got your glasses on
But still can’t see

I’ve just been struggling every day
To keep my cool
And I just sit and reminisce about the days

When back in school it was me and you
And now it’s me and me
And now I’m here alone

I'm just wasting time
Maybe I’m gon' find
Some purpose

Drowning in my thoughts
‘Cause I’m still trying to reach the surface

And I cannot breathe again
We could sit and play pretend
We could maybe sit and try
Try to act like we’re both fine

We’re not, and we both know that’s a fact
Move on
And then never turn your back
‘Cause girl, maybe there’s something I lack
‘Cause girl, maybe there’s something I lack
(uncrypted)

I'm just wasting time
Maybe I’m gon' find
Some purpose

Drowning in my thoughts
‘Cause I’m still trying to reach the surface

And I cannot breathe again
We could sit and play pretend
We could maybe sit and try
Try to act like we’re both fine

i'm still lacking something

all these niggas talk to me but they dont know bout my head

please just call me i wanna talk in my bed

i wanna see through your eyes the way that there glistening

i wanna touch on your body just tell me your listening

but i got no bands now

and this girl tried talking to me she was just an asshole

i dont care about the fame i dont care about the bands now

all i care about is you and your mufuckin face now

cuz youd just pull up and youd mufuckin break down

cuz youd just pull up and youd mufuckin break down

yeah youd just pull up and youd mufuckin break down

just pull up and mufuckin breakdown

All i care about is yu

We sit in call
and talk all night
and you seem
to make things
feel right

We could just sit and do fuck all
and it wouldn’t matter
at all
at all

I may just be addicted
to the thought of you
and I wish I could be better
so I seem more cool

We could just play or sit
and waste more time
but what is even the point
if you will never be mine
you'll never be-
you'll never be mine.

(Uncrypted)

We sit in call
and talk all night
and you seem
to make things
feel right

We could just sit and do fuck all
and it wouldn’t matter
at all

you'll never be mine

(i really need to get a life)

Wasted away
got a couple years left
never know the right way
so i always go left

i don't think i'll be alive
I'm gon' end up in coffin
people at my funeral
but they seem to be laughin'
(hahaha)

Gonna take another pill
and then pray i'm gonna make it
don't know how to smile
so i always gotta fake it

When i'm walking in the street
all alone
in the night
got like 21 cigs
but i got no light

Got a brand a new girl
and she think she unique
thought i want her love
but there's something else i seek
(you'll never make it)

Think i'm gonna die
so just get out of my face
got my seatbelt off
and my heart just starts to race

when i'm speeding in the dark
and there's nothing in my head
i'll just crash into a tree
then i'll end up dead

(uncrypted)

Wasted away
got a couple years left
never know the right way
so i always go left
i don't think i'll be alive
I'm gon' end up in coffin
people at my funeral
but they seem to be (hahah)