ive been waiting patiently 
to find a place to safely be
erasing hate, the disbelief and shame that fogs a playful being
perfect magic mystery 
purging burning portions heat 
to purify the side that wants to fly outside our wants for me 
perfect magic mystery 
dont need to be another thing 
dont want more forms of misery 
to horde and keep or store and leave 
tour then fall sore here anxiously 
but beautiful to film and breathe 
and live outside mental debris im 
catching up, play pretend that their not in on plan decoy your boring hands youd look cute in a cage thinking heavy and drained im ok just my brain ill be free in my grave dont exist kill the plague 
abandoned files transferring aggressive fluid brought with me flip words maps turned feed delusion needs 
accepting me validation cant receive 
haunting trees pausing breathe to
process grief hardening parking fee for falling leak in cancer rain stomp me out in a dark arcade yards hard seen the tough ones scar deflate and others show me unknown things i hate and another od an exit he craved
from his skin piss blood again motel bed fucking dead

mental debris [prod. plague]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i get you rest in peace
breaking your skull, never felt so bliss  
i fuck it all up? i deserve this shit? 
they breaking my heart but i let them quit

wow, fuck
never gave a fuck about scars 
but i feel it like a trauma first of all to my own nerves
im disgusting piece of shit and you just fuckin on my thoughts?
that's what you believe in, that's what you've been taught

how much was said of this cold empty words?
what had to happen to make me the worst?
i'll never let these crows peck at my corpse
yeah im tired of all the black cats going cross 

yuh 
never seen the point of this shit
when you lying to my eyes. you was right, disappear 
i will never miss again all this worries you bring 
when you look at me this time, what the fuck do you see? 

i cant stay. but yeah i wanted... 
i dont feel the same...
i dont feel it like i should  
survive again this hurricane...

i dont feel the way of living 
with this shit i grap...
but it's not your only fault 
i know i fucked it up...

i just want to feel some better cuz i feel
i fucked it up
i cant stay here for too long because i know 
i fucked it up 
i dont want to see your eyes again, i see 
i fucked it up 
but you will watch me how i start decay because 
i fucked it up 
(x2)

betrayed. [prod. svrviiive]

FVKZXRO x NIGHTMIND+ x KYOKI x KUSOKIRAI - D3ATHCVLT: LEGACY (Prod. Rajaste)

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

Revele os Seus Segredos

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.

#Deathcore #Metalcore #NuMetal #AmbientMetal #AXAXC #FromTheVoid #HeavyMusic #Screamo #InstrumentalMetal #Monday #DistortDistrustDestroy

Fireblood

lyrics 

incapable of love bitch im toxic
drug tests are the only time im positive 
i wish suffering and sadness had an off switch
thats why im drinking when i pop shit
thats why im puking in the faucet 
thats why back in early august 
i went to class with pills in my pocket 
but i left cus i cant work in an office
rather rot inside my closet make clothes sell beats
art is the only reason why im still breathing 
on my laptop all night when i cant sleep
back hurts cant see when will someone sign me
flying out to different states and countries trying to find me
all these meds jus make it hard to let my fucking mind speak
saying that she good for me but i aint good for nothing
mabye if im distant i can let my fucking soul free
nobody miss me
my mind is empty
someone come end me
someone come end me
x2
fuck a chain bitch id rather rock a noose 
when you better thats when locals want a truce 
but id rather crush up oxycontin put it in my goose
im already rotten what the fuck am i gon loose
what else can you do

biv

they aint give a fuck about me
they bluffed up lie through they teeth
loosing myself bitch you nothing to me
cant even sleep i cant breath
the fuck does you mean x2
aint no longer the team 
you gon act like you seen
pistols, poisons, and dreams
fuckas poppin them beans jus to lean for the scene 
you can miss me with all of that
fuck just to call her
bitch i need all of that
lil punk fuck where your collar at
fuck ya questions 
fuck ya life and lessons 
fuckas talk your blessings never get to steppin
a mofucka cant have shit
doing devil choke hold on my soul fantastic 
i wish you would mofucka 
you doing all the shit i wish i could mofucka
i pull up to your set i hope you good mofucka
all thoughts telling me i should mofucka
fuck around and leave this shit for good mofucka
clip to my lip let it rip blow the back out my hood mofucka

poison w/ biv

DEATHSLEFTHAND - WHOREWHOREWHORE

NO GOD ABOVE NO DEVIL BELOW [PROD  DISVSTXR]

Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3WGUVx9FS5kHWoFiFsgQgu

don’t utter a word break your mandible
you trying to run it aint practical
as i grew old i got radical
breaking up outta the manacles

you isn’t more than a bitch, please
blood drip through the space in my teeth
the roots of the earth will consume you 
Wrap round your throat, you cannot breath

I, can’t  enter my mind, im always on the hunt to find some time
you, your teeth start to grind, my mental leaking out its unconfined

therootsofthisEarthwillconsumeyou w/ Takeer (fka UNDERTAKER) (prod. MASSACRE)

prod. @frozenwitches x @audioabomination
cover art by @abxminvtixn

pretty bad lyrics but many asked 
(wtf this track's more popular then everything i made in the years after that)
lyrics:
get the fuck out
when i fuckin dissolve in this
rather shut up
when you talk about hapiness

all this shit world
rotting fast like morality
this so disgusting
i sew up my eyes

i feel like a dungeon monster
when hatred overflows and my mind fuckin losted
would be im some bolder,then drowned in bloodstains
and fuckin achieve what i am fuckin lusted

I see what you cannot see
fuck with this hatred but control it
i'd save this world but its so deceased
fuck all your prays about all your sins

dissolving but you can not break us
i know that your evil is terrible make up
delivers you thoughts that you can be so fake ass
but me and my brothers will fuck execute you

i ignite
so fuck this life
im so impase
open up the fuckin gates,bitch

i ruin my life but i fuckin deserve it
im torture myself and i see they ignore it
my skin as my bones teared up cuz this slaughters
im running from here cuz its low life

i take this part...

DEATHSLEFTHAND - WHOREWHOREWHORE

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