lyrics -

know I’m needing change
I think I might erase myself
in a funny sorta way
I think I kinda hate myself 

find me 
diggin out my grave 
the critters never good for health 
in this hell I call a maze 
would it hurt to kill myself  

help me fly away from here
watch me drive away in fear 
no where else stay in here 
I was never made for here x2

OCTOBER - KILL MYSELF (PROD. JUSHINAS THEME)

bloody hands, and a tear drop
just a man, stolen life, stuck in vietnam
no sunrise, empty skies
dead friends, pretend like were the good guys
once again, i feel my heart stop
just a man, but for you ill make myself god
no sunrise, empty skies
wedding plans, dead groom and a corpse bride

swim along, dont get stuck in the loops
what the fuck you gonna do kid?
who are you? 
i never knew, just keep your cool
smoke a few, pray for new ways of view
face removed, pain excused
its all so draining too.
and they keep on blaming you

i wanna kill myself again
i wanna feel numb , getting lost in the binge
Im trying to hold on to a crumbling edge
i live for the fall like a leaf when its dead

vietnam (prod. yunny goldz)

You saw me walk into the rain
You'll never see my face again
I feel one day my grave will be shallow
One day I'll die from the pills I swallow
One day I'll die from the pills I swallow
I feel one day my grave will be shallow
(x3)

Prod. Wiindigoo

One Day

‘putting on paint’ W/ WakeUpCoy

[lyrics]
when i’m w u 
substance abuse
i get so red and blow my fuse 
what did i do 
you’ve been drinking way too much 
my short fuse rubbed off on u 

i cant keep living 
i cant keep breathing 
if im not living w u
breathing u 
but i hate myself 
and i would hate to see
u lose everything u are and turn into me 
u cant keep crying 
crying over me 
worry bout urself 
those drugs they’re not good for ur health 

substance abuse 
worry bout urself 
substance abuse 
those drugs they’re not good for ur health 
x3 


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substance abuse (prod. coka$ian)

[lyrics]
don’t worry 
i’m fine 
i tried to kill myself last night 
woke up 
why am i still alive 
i take so much
fill my body up w toxins 
till i’m 
feelin nauseous 
i feel so weak, my bones exhausted 
n ion wanna b happy 
ion want help, fuck therapy 
shawty talkin bout my drug use lately 
but fuck u, u the reason that i hate me 
why everybody always tryna fuc wit me 
i jus wanna die, got the goth shawtys loving on me 
n she jus wanna fuck cuz she know i’m lonely 
ion need help fuckin myself 
skinny kid rib cage showin, coughing up my lungs 
i ain’t worried bout a thing 
if u wanna kill urself then come n fw me 
if u tryna die i can sell that shit for free

@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

why am i still alive

why am i still alive (prod. thersx)

[lyrics] 

(jacc) 
on my mama ion rlly wanna 
wake up lately but ik i’m gonna 
so i can show these pussy mfs i ain’t dead yet 

(lan man/ jacc)
i ain’t dead yet 
but i’m makin it there 
i’m thinkin bout how i’m gonna kill myself rn 

(landyn) 
gutter boy what's wrong 
i think i took too many pills this time 
it’s the 5th time u did this 
getta grip jus give a shit abt ya life 
jus a little bit 

(jacc) 
a minute or two 
is what i need to get clean yuh 
i can quit when i want 
but u don’t ever believe me 

(landyn) 
talkin to yaself too much lately
it ain’t good for ya health 

(jacc) 
addicted to the things that hurt me most 
it ain’t good for my health


@nohopeshawty
@__landyn__
@jacc_ak

i ain't dead yet

i ain't dead yet (prod. thersx)

[lyrics]

i been high for ion know how 
long its been but im fine now 
come n fw the kid you’ll find out 
what i can do w a knife i’ll
kms right in front of u 
dig my hole thats what the drugs do
kill my lungs so i forget the truth 
ima take my life all bc of u 


@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

substance abuse (prod. coka$ian)

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