I don't claim this music.
I make and sing the lyrics.

Red (Prod. vynprolific)

Produced by Weston
Mixed and Mastered by Weston

XEMO - anubis awaits (prod. Weston)

(ZBEE)

I WAS AWAKE WHEN I SAW THE MEADOW BURNING 
BURNED UP TODAY I THINK I FOUND WHAT WAS HURTING
I WAS ALONE AND THEN I SAW THE WORLD TURNING
I DUNNO WHY BUT I CHERISHED OUR LOVES EARNINGS 

(WOKELY)

I WAS ALONE IN MY HOME, AND I’M NOW HURTING 
TURN OFF THE PHONE, BE ALONE, IT’S NOT WORKING (WORKING)
TRYING SO HARD TO FORGET ABOUT THE WORST THINGS 
LIE IN MY BED WITH REGRET I’M ALWAYS HURTING (HURTING) 
I’M GETTING HIGH TO PASS TIME, I’M ALWAYS HIDING 
AWAY FROM YOU I’M A FOOL, THERE’S NO ESCAPING 
I’M LOSING WEIGHT I’M AFRAID THAT IMMA HURT YOU 
NOTHING TO DO, I’M CONFUSED, I FUCKING BLEED THROUGH (BLEED THROUGH)

(ZBEE)

BREAKING DOWN THESE WALLS MIGHT JUST BE THE BEST THING FOR ME TO DO
SEE MY HEART ITS BREAKING UNDER PRESSURE I DONT WANT IT TO 
HURTING MYSELF I CANT SEE THE THINGS I LOVED I AM IN TWO 
BUT IF I KEEP ON DOING THIS I MIGHT BURN DOWN BRIDGES I USED

(ZBEE)

I WAS AWAKE WHEN I SAW THE MEADOW BURNING 
BURNED UP TODAY I THINK I FOUND WHAT WAS HURTING
I WAS ALONE AND THEN I SAW THE WORLD TURNING
I DUNNO WHY BUT I CHERISHED OUR LOVES EARNINGS

i had an anxiety attack on the plane (feat. wokely)(taymxru)

yes I know those are apricots in the cover whatever smd

Produced by Wonderlust Beats and heylovejames

peaches & melons (with John Riho)

Available on all platforms.

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Love you <3

Journey

Journey (feat. Kevinjbeatz)

Lyrics:

trust me, you don’t wanna test me
rollin’ with my dogs, i’ve been six feet down
i’mma do it on my own, fuck a cap and gown
see them better days, make it out this town
trust me, you don’t wanna test me
blood up in my eyes, so i weep with hounds
paranoid as fuck, might cop some rounds
i just wanna feel numb right now, right now

TDM that's on my soul, i put that on my life
put that on my future son, i put that on my wife
i pray for better days just so we can sleep at night
i pray for better days, i just wanna make it right
i don't wanna fight my demons no more
i just wanna feel numb, wanna feel numb
i don't wanna fight my demons no more
i just wanna feel numb
i just wanna feel numb
numb my pain, take it away 
numb my pain, take it away

trust me, you don’t wanna test me
rollin’ with my dogs, i’ve been six feet down
i’mma do it on my own, fuck a cap and gown
see them better days, make it out this town
trust me, you don’t wanna test me
blood up in my eyes, so i weep with hounds
paranoid as fuck, might cop some rounds
i just wanna feel numb right now, right now

demons always lurking in my closet
demons always lurking in my basement
skeletons keep falling, yeah we're wasted
death is on my tongue and i can taste it
close my eyes and all i see is faces

trust me, you don’t wanna test me
rollin’ with my dogs, i’ve been six feet down
i’mma do it on my own, fuck a cap and gown
see them better days, make it out this town
trust me, you don’t wanna test me
blood up in my eyes, so i weep with hounds
paranoid as fuck, might cop some rounds
i just wanna feel numb right now, right now

Credits:

Art: MDS
Production: cxrter x flesh
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

weeping dogs (numb) prod. cxrter x flesh

Special grade (Prod.Atmos)

Medical freestyle (Prod.Aureola)

prod. koilake
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
wont she leave
but not for long
on the road where i will go
i been lost inside my head
how come she wish that i was dead

save my soul
and let it roll
i fucked it up
she let me go
all the time
im out of mind
the rights i wrong
for now its gone

i been lost inside this head
how come she wish that i was dead
and now im gone
for now, for once
you said to me dont break apart

and im just waiting to come back to you babe
these fucking nightmares are tearing at my veins

save my soul
and let it roll
i fucked it up
she let me go
all the time
im out of mind
the rights i wrong
for now its gone

i been lost inside this head
how come she wish that i was dead
and now im gone
for now, for once
you said to me dont break apart

never felt anything (koilake)

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