i can see right thru u
i can see inside ur shell
won't you call me worthless
won't you say you're doing well
and we were only 13
when we decided not to care
the lights are getting brighter
and now we're losing all our hair, and teeth, and flesh, and seeds, and mother seems to be calling
ignore the phone and cut ourselves, the blood will pour oh well, oh well
we'll find someone to raise us new, im growing pretty fond of you
addicted to a feeling that i miss 
a couple of them there's a list
and you would be the first to know
when i give in, into the snow
when i finally overdose
i love you, thought i'd let you know

i can't seem to breathe
i can't seem to stop speaking
about the freezing cold
and how it's making us grow old
and i always saw it coming
i never knew it'd be so soon
i need to get some answers
i need to get away from you, your eyes they draw me in
the gravity it gives me wind to pull myself out of the pit
i fall back in i fall back in
mistakes will make us greater in the end but there's no help to grow from them
whatever should i approach next
the choice could lead right to my death

and im so close
and im so close
the air is thin 
a comatose
dont go home 
dont go home
i need your help
down in my bones
and this must be the end
the grasshoppers will fly again
and all the long lost kids
will be abandoned once again, again, again and again

ignore the phone (demo)

That fateful day my mother passed away
I cried and laid there in her grave
It smelled of worms and rubber bands
And then the hands the hands the hands

Pulled all of me deep in the depths
Of heaven hell together
Crept a lonely with who spoke her spells
But couldn't seem to fix herself
And then i woke up in a place

I'd never seen but i related to the cracks along the wall
My eyes sunk in as i grew tall
And then you called me by my name
But i never was someone to blame
Why must we all be filled with hate
The moon came out a little late

And so i remain here most every night
10,000 miles up in the sky
I'm here to promise you're alright
To be your friend to be your light

A lesson from the moon

rosier - brakence cover

Watching the sunset from the bottom of the deep end
Nobody likes me and they never will
Nobody taught me to drown no I learned all by myself

Watching the home team lose from the nose bleeds
Tell me your problems and I'll nod like I care
I don't know where I'm going but I'll know when I get there

I want to be happy
But this place isn't real
I want to be happy

I want to be happy
But this place isn't real
I want to be happy

Watching the blankets dry on the clothes line
The sunlight traces your body through the bed sheet
When the sun disappears I'll be right where you left me

this place isnt real - Cottonwood Firing squad (cover)

sating all, for rulers breathe
into lives becoming me
seek the truth within the stone
wield within for all behold

smiling demons lead the way
help them keep the tide at bay 
seems they've forgotten their way
never washing you astray

lightning in a bottle 
multitude of new cadence
don't let these melodies hold you back
let old memories bring you back

close the window on all the lies
end the story for all of time
piece by piece I'll mend the seams
until its what it never seemed

itching hands meet their fate
never have they stood at the gates
opened up before my eyes
into lives of broken prizes

never seeing what they're owed
never doing as they're told
unbecome to seek the end
forevermore into my depths

always seek within my palms
something which will never part
always seek within my mind
things for you in paradise
things for you you'll never find

privacy in the public eye
never in the furthest cry
glimpse into my minds blindness
revealing shadows madness
painful to reach these conclusions
burns no longer within their illusions

illusions

cover of a good song 
(sorry about the beginning)

All I want

Shout to my friends @dogyearss and @blue-stripe for producing the instrumental beat!

just a puppet in your eyes

My Last Name Isn't Ice Cream- if i cleaned everything  (Cover)

my last song has reached over 12k listens thats insane!!!!! thank you so much for listening and remember that you are important and you are appreciated

lyrics:
i gotta know if i ever cross your mind
because i think about you every single night
i think about the way that you close your eyes
a beautiful creation, a wonderful surprise

everything is perfect when you're around
i just wanna keep you safe and sound
as long as i can, i will hold your hand

when you feel like nothing's right, oh i'll be there
when no one's by your side, oh i'll be there
when you feel like you wanna cry, oh i'll be there
i just wanna see you tonight so i hope you'll be there for me

oooooo!!!!!!! x2

i gotta know if i ever cross your mind
because i think about you every single night
i think about the way that you close your eyes
a beautiful creation, a wonderful surprise

every single night

Filt feat. heavenly

going thru - christian alexander (Scruffpuppie Cover)

A LOT OF TRACKS PRIVATE!
due to getting more taken down. I can only keep some up that won't get strikes, message me for links to private songs if you really want :)
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I'm not @Scruffpuppie

going thru - christian alexander (Scruffpuppie Cover)

Nokee