Cariño

lyrics: 

I am into deep 
That's right 
Ohm
I'm feeling like 
I am In too deep
That's right..

I don't know how to spell the words 
A spiritual place to fulfill my seventh curse 
A faithful am I obliged to a mason 
Of thirst. Oh boy I've found you..

Tell me you know, Tell me you know me. Tell me you know, It's all about me..
Say something..

I am into deep 
That's right 
Ohm
I'm feeling like 
I am In too deep
That's right..

☆ spoke to god about a utopia the devil once laid ☆


produced by jack kolbe

deep

Picking flowers in the back lawn 
You're in college in 4 months 
Up in New York 
Would he make you happier
Chase the feeling of the pictures 
That you can’t get rid of 
That you can’t get rid of 
And when you fucked me in my bed 
I had thought 
finally I am something to someone 
Just pull the covers over my head 
And strangle me,
 just confuse me until I’m nothing
I’m not your toy or shoulder to cry on 
I’m not your toy or should to cry on 
I really wonder do I matter? 
A distraction to your pent up loneliness 
While he’s off with someone better 
Or at least that’s what you'd think 
I don’t think there’s someone better 
I don’t think there’s someone better 
I don’t think there’s someone better 
I don’t think there’s someone better 
And I hope the summer kills us 
And I hope the summer kills us 
And I hope the summer kills us 
And I hope the summer kills us

strangle me

CRY(sped up!!)

My cover of the traditional Irish/Scottish farewell song 'The Parting Glass'.
Recorded on 8/21/2025, in one take with minimal post-processing.

Of all the money that e'er I had
I have spent it in good company
Oh and all the harm that e'er I've done
Alas, it was to none but me

And all I've done for want of wit
To memory now I can't recall
So fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be to you all

Oh, all the comrades that e'er I had
They're sorry for my going away
And all the sweethearts that e'er I had
They would wish me one more day to stay

But since it falls unto my lot
That I should rise and you should not
I'll gently rise and softly call
Good night and joy be to you all

So if I had enough money to spend
And leisure time to sit awhile
There is a fair maid in this town
That sorely has my heart beguiled

Her rosy cheeks and ruby lips
I own she has my heart enthralled

So fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be to you all
So fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be to you all

The Parting Glass (Traditional Irish and Scottish Farewell)

We’re not that strong

lovely

//////////v1/////////
Remind me of the days I lost, when nothing seemed to matter
At all.
Fluming through my nose again
Releasing all my dopamine
Losing who I thought were my friends.
Soon you'll be my sole regret
When all I have is nothing at all.
Soon this night will fall
And there'll be no yesterday
At all.
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/////////V2//////////////
I feel you though you are not here
I hate to feel you so near now.
I sit and watch these bodies rot
They fuck the vein until it's gone
The needle and the damage done
Electrolytes no supplement
I haven't seen you eat in three days.
Soon this night will fall
And there'll be no yesterday at all.
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