withdrawals

allostatic load - fail better, heal faster

wondering how (acoustic lullaby version)

i love you more than i thought was sober
you’re a flawless gem
i can see you in my smile

its your cartoon eyes
when you ask me if
when you ask if you can stay the night

i hold you close as we watch the ocean
under all the stars
we collapse through time and space

you kiss my neck
then whisper in
my eager ear

"will you fucking eat me out?
mother fucking eat me out
will you fucking eat me out
while my favorite shows on?"

eat me out demo

Alien Lullaby

sad shit cuh (Take 2)

bright eyes cover
please check out the rest of my music!
Ig- officialcoyotelegs

Its cool we can still be friends (insta @officialcoyotelegs)

we would make an EP but i think we're both too impatient for that so!! :p

lyrics:
You expect more of me than I could ever meet
Everything I do is never quite complete
I know I disappoint you but I'm trying as hard as I can
You'll never care and I'll never understand
Please just give it a rest and don't expect the best
For I know you'll expect too much and I'll just let you down
I'll just let you down

I want to tell you that I need you to be proud of me
I know it's annoying and I'm sorry please don't hate me
I'm sorry
Without support, this is so hard, it's so hard
Will you believe in my vision
I need to stop wishing
It's so hard

it's so hard

March 11th one year ago from today was the day I sat down and wrote this painfully honest song. I don't think I've ever shown anyone this recording. This was the version that was supposed to be on WWTMS but due to the horrible clipping, I had to record this song 4 different times to get it right. This is one of the only songs meant for WWTMS that wasn't put on it! I hope you all enjoy :)

Swallow Red (bathroom version)

catnaps in an abandoned parking lot

Scruffpuppie - carelessness (demo)

A LOT OF TRACKS PRIVATE!
due to getting more taken down. I can only keep some up that won't get strikes, message me for links to private songs if you really want :)
FOLLOW BACKUP ACCOUNT: @nokeebackup thank you
I'm not @Scruffpuppie

Scruffpuppie - carelessness (demo)

Nokee