feel better - scruffpuppie

leave me alone to do meth in the back of my shed

Ultron Atreides
Upward Toward the Proper Light
PYR-053
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Limited Cassette/digital
https://pyramidblood.bandcamp.com/album/upward-toward-the-proper-light

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A1 - Chemical Rainbow
A2 - Upward Toward the Proper Light
B1 - Ghost
B2 - Hell Invasion

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Ultron Atreides’ Upward Toward the Proper Light traces the tenuous outlines formed by the distortions that manifest when technology, memory and identity begin to blur into strange new forms.

The themes are deeply personal, yet shrouded in dream logic: grief, transformation, political disillusionment, the numbness of middle age and the shedding of old truths.

Upward Toward the Proper Light offers tantalizing captured glimpses of gleaming phosphorescence diffusing through nascent fissures in the growing void.

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Recorded at home 2021-2025
Mixed by Dani Ramez
Mastered by Chad Skinner 

Released December 8, 2025

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https://ultronatreides.bandcamp.com
https://soundcloud.com/ultron-atreides

Ultron Atreides - Upward Towards the Proper Light

Because the version I wanted to upload got deleted.

[do you still think of me
when youre dreaming
is a buzzing
under your feet

when you grow tired
and are lying in bed alone
is there a longing
you feel for my soul

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake

do you still think of me
when youre trying to fall asleep
without me

do you long for my body
or teardrops on car seats
while talking
do you miss my coughing

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake
did you love me 
were you afraid
of what would happen if you stayed

and are you ashamed
are you more or less okay
were you sick of my hands shaking
every time that you were speaking
do you miss me
with wide open teeth
the sky trickled in flames
as tears stream down my face

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake]

11-8-15

sing me something sweet to sleep to

teenage breakup song - dandelion hands

everyone's worried about you.

james ivy/buji - read receipts

mediocre bedding - little tyrant (Scruffpuppie cover)

lyrics: 
I'm so scared of losing you
Walking out around just never feels the same without you
I've spent too many days and nights worrying about you
Who's gonna be there for me

I'm so tired of looking for you
I've been up all week not knowing what to say or do
How would you react if you see me walking down the road
Break out in a sweat and run into the forest

Scruffpuppie - clueless

how many times do I have to say why
why it never really seemed like I tried 
I ran thru the dirt and I scuffed up my shoes
I treated the wounds and I iced up my bruise
the pain this all caused made me suck up to u
so why must I wait, validate you
and pick all the trash up I kept stepping on
my brain can't take it
I'm yelling oh my god
oh my god
oh my god

Carrington Ln

feel better (ft. stagehoax)

A LOT OF TRACKS PRIVATE!
due to getting more taken down. I can only keep some up that won't get strikes, message me for links to private songs if you really want :)
FOLLOW BACKUP ACCOUNT: @nokeebackup thank you
I'm not @Scruffpuppie

Scruffpuppie - clueless

Nokee