an ep that was never approved by management/was never made into a final draft.

none (intro)

00 - popendrill - iglodriln 707

I use sound as a way to express my healing process, accept reality, and find beauty in life's unpredictability. In its raw and unfiltered form, sound serves as a powerful medium for conveying the complex emotions I experience while navigating life's chaos and uncertainty. By embracing disharmony and unexpected shifts in my music, I am not only accepting reality as it is, but also transforming it into something meaningful and intimate for me. This creates a space where vulnerability and acceptance coexist, allowing me to find love and beauty in the imperfect and even the disturbing.

Homecoming

eating like a kid - mac demarco (Scruffpuppie cover)

ugly brunette - horse jumper of love (Scruffpuppie cover)

(Scruffpuppie cover) someday sometime - christian alexander

I found a sketchbook I owned when I lived in texas, this isn't really a song, but more of a story about my growth from an ignorant, selfish child, from a young boy who began to experience hell and hurt, to somebody who wants more than anything to help those experiencing hell and hurt. I hope you enjoy.
the story:

7 to 13 years ago
your little sketchbook snuck it's way into your posession. so little. so carefree
when you were a selfish brat who never saw the world outside of the light load you carried

you left home 13 years later
young, naive, and scared.
clinging to your materialistic desires.
and look at you now;
not so naive anymore.
you've learned so much, but it's not so easy now
18 years later you've discovered so much happiness subjective
not too many are as lucky as you 
life is pain but you know that now 
you know relentless pain
you know the endless rain
everything is burning as you sing
trying to save broken minds
take them under your wing
anything that you can do
to help the souls who felt like you
sometimes words make do
when you don't stop asking who
who will help me thru

you know hell

I spend every single day thinking about how it’s always someone’s last, and it’s never going to end, until it does, of course.

learning to know hell from the beginning

(Scruffpuppie cover) black vans and harsh realities - little tyrant

i dont know the lyrics and i taught myself the chords via ear lol

nose bleeder- horse jumper cover

quasar

This is not my song. It is by Scruffpuppie. It is a clip from a live vid that can be found on his insta as a igtv video.

We miss you even though you’re here - scruffpuppie

A LOT OF TRACKS PRIVATE!
due to getting more taken down. I can only keep some up that won't get strikes, message me for links to private songs if you really want :)
FOLLOW BACKUP ACCOUNT: @nokeebackup thank you
I'm not @Scruffpuppie

(Scruffpuppie cover) black vans and harsh realities - little tyrant

Nokee