shitty situations 🥴

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Scruffpuppie

sleep

nothing's gonna hurt you baby- cigarettes after sex cover

everything is going to hell cover

i don't know why i keep thinking this is going to work

lyrics:
Im floating in my bed
Thoughts pooling in my head
My teeth are chomping down on popcorn
I can’t feel my limbs
My body feels so dim
My brain receptors follow him

I feel sound 
I feel sight
I feel everything around me tonight

The moon man looks at me
His toothy grin widening
My heart drops all the way to my knees
My vision’s getting blurry
Oh god why can’t I hurry
I can’t remember where we began

thin mints and popcorn (DEMO)

the last demo before the album is officially released
(artwork done by allyssa van cuyk)

affection

cover of oliver tree's fucking banger
@daisynuke

alien boy (prod. daisynuke)

sold out (demo)

a cover of LiL Tracy's: Heart 
by: Scruffpuppie
please check out both artists

Heart- LiL Tracy scruffpuppie cover

produced by me 
breakingggup breakinnnggc out
hope u like
this song kinda describes how ones mind can keep them from a lot, I wrote it with a mindset that I had in the past that tore me down an incredible amount and almost broke me entirely.
lyrics:
breaking up breaking out
breaking up breaking out
breaking up breaking out i just can't seem to find my way outside of this mindframe im just trapped with no more motivation 
followed me to my house and crept up down and around without realizing that u had just made a big mistake
now i am rolling my consciousness it is floating as i am watching u call for help all the voices are fake
watching u struggle laughing at all of ur trouble it's just so funny to me because you will never escape

breaking up breaking out breaking

why must u keep me here creating all my deepest fears i keep taking these pills because they make me feel more safe
acid on my tongue but it is making my mouth go numb and these thoughts and feelings they are making me act insane
the way u held me near and used me as your fucking ear i admit i was fine wif being used all of the time

trying to break out my mind

breaking out

sucks you can't hear his voice too much but its still good :)

(Scruffpuppie cover) - i killed arbor day for you - panucci's pizza

I found a sketchbook I owned when I lived in texas, this isn't really a song, but more of a story about my growth from an ignorant, selfish child, from a young boy who began to experience hell and hurt, to somebody who wants more than anything to help those experiencing hell and hurt. I hope you enjoy.
the story:

7 to 13 years ago
your little sketchbook snuck it's way into your posession. so little. so carefree
when you were a selfish brat who never saw the world outside of the light load you carried

you left home 13 years later
young, naive, and scared.
clinging to your materialistic desires.
and look at you now;
not so naive anymore.
you've learned so much, but it's not so easy now
18 years later you've discovered so much happiness subjective
not too many are as lucky as you 
life is pain but you know that now 
you know relentless pain
you know the endless rain
everything is burning as you sing
trying to save broken minds
take them under your wing
anything that you can do
to help the souls who felt like you
sometimes words make do
when you don't stop asking who
who will help me thru

you know hell

I spend every single day thinking about how it’s always someone’s last, and it’s never going to end, until it does, of course.

learning to know hell from the beginning

this song had so much meaning to me a long time ago I hope u enjoy. this cover

snow (xxxtentacion cover)

here's an acoustic demo I wrote since I haven't posted one in a good while, I hope u enjoy
lyrics:
speed for breakfast and i spin
weak and careless is all i've ever been
drowning in a lake of sin
mother tells me time and time again
selfish intake for my brain
trying to feel sane again

self indulgence and fake romance 
longing for some change
im being honest i just want my thoughts
to be blocked from the pouring rain

can't show emotions to the people  who care
and dared to ask me why, why i am always so high
im ready to die 
cross the river stix but no goodbye
i jump inside
and decompose 
destroy my soul
but maybe one more line of coke
to wake me up
destroy my gut
with drugs i take to stay awake
words can't help and i'm to blame

(chorus)

so much pain
all for worthless gain
in a field of grass and hay

crying softly as I lay 
vision blurrys as i stare
i don't want you all to care

stay awake (demo)

A LOT OF TRACKS PRIVATE!
due to getting more taken down. I can only keep some up that won't get strikes, message me for links to private songs if you really want :)
FOLLOW BACKUP ACCOUNT: @nokeebackup thank you
I'm not @Scruffpuppie

(Scruffpuppie cover) - i killed arbor day for you - panucci's pizza

Nokee