i made this last week when i had covid

artwork by https://twitter.com/TheDayMaster

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@mtfujigang @xiuexiste

It was hurting more than you could imagine
How did all of this happen
Wrecking all of this havoc 
Stuck inside of this madness
Leaving me alone to rot
Take me out to heavens gate
We don’t suffer all the time
But it’s slower with the pain
Everybody passing by
Knowing they don’t feel this way
Fly me up when I’ve done great
I’m tired of a lie

Camertin - Imagine [Xiu]

choker (prods nxll.exe + angelsuffers M&M. BOYKATANA)

SILICA w/ JACKIE PLATINUM ## prod. SAINT URYA

nolovedoza - prada me [waystalker x redpriest]

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i've been talking to my walls
for the past six months
singing all these stupid songs
wonder when i'll see the sun
i let myself down any chance i get
making friends is hard
is there something that i don't get?

and I'm so isolated
it for sure made me jaded
i can laugh and i can smile
but i feel so vacant
fuck this frustration
it's a burden that's blatant
i'm so tired of faking
all this pain that i'm facin'

i can't fucking stand this
being away from you
i know that you could pull
me out of my whirlpools
feelin' the pressure weigh down on my neck
i fucked up again, there's a lump in my throat
i let down everyone that i love the most
i know that you'll run if i speak from the chest

so good morning to the pain i made
it's nice to see that my scars won't fade
they remind me of when i was betrayed
but i learned my lesson, people never change
just wanna grow up for once
stuck in restrictive mud
climbing to the top of my own standards is not enough
wish you could taste my pain
struggling everyday
and the medication that i take don't replace the blame

sit at my desk
and write a couple of lines
and then i sing from the chest
don't really care if they rhyme
and at the end of the day
this is my whole life
so if you'll excuse me
i think i need to go write
see, i don't play hard to get
'cause i don't know my worth
so don't take another step 
'cause you might get hurt
and if you're givin' up
would you please tell me
'cause i don't want this to go on
if you're not in it with me

fuck!

so i lead an empty life
i lost my sense of time
waking up way past nine
just wanna rinse my mind

good morning

it doesn't feel right w/ counter (prod. cl6udy x yung rospo)

★..just so i can hold on to all of this..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

[artwork]
myself lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/all-of-this-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

verse one:
you dont have to say another word to me
i know when to call it quits, theres clarity in all of this
cause i was too stubborn and had to be right
i never could listen, without a fight

pre chorus:
but all that i wanted in here in my arms
im sorry for everything i know its been hard
i promised a change and i swear that its true
it may take some time but i want it more than anything

chorus:
i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

verse two:
you know that i care,
im just shit at showing it
the stitch is undone 
and i am sowing it

cause after everything you said
i took some time to self reflect
way way back to when we met
before i fucked it up

pre chorus:
but all that i wanted in here in my arms
im sorry for everything i know its been hard
i promised a change and i swear that its true
it may take some time but i want it more than anything

chorus:
i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

ending:
just so i can hold onto all of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

★streaming★

★all of this★ (prod. king theta)

"I Bring Pressure 2" by Lil Dreezy.

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Lil Dreezy - I Bring Pressure

Lyrics:
Dreezy bitch yeah
Yeah yeah (save the people)
i bring pressure
put the heat on every session
fuck your hate im chasing this cheddar
i put balenci on my feet,  im with a gun i brought my heat 
im with xert he with a AR he gon blast u what u say uh
and we steady counting paper, cant talk BITCH talk to ya later 

u talk big cant even aim
dont say shit dont give a damn
rob a nigga for his chain
dont run now dont shift the blame

lowkey tired..