Octavia (prod. grayskies)

https://duendita.bandcamp.com/track/one-of-one

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you are one of one

a draft recorded at Sparkle Studios - Paris, France

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lonely but not when you hold me
your beauty weighs on me
this feeling's too good
lovely can't believe you love me
your warm chest beats under me
this feeling's too good

honestly your lips would never lie to me
i can taste your love approaching me
this feeling's too good
lovely can't believe you love me
on a warm spring night you stunned me
this feeling's too good

© 2016 Candace Lee Camacho, duendita publishing [BMI]

One of One

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one of one

Ah, you're so complicated.
Ah, you're so complicated.
Ah, you're so complicated. (So complicated)
Ah, you're so complicated.
Ah, you're so complicated.
Ah, you're so complicated.
I don't wanna live under your terms and conditions.
Puppeteerin' n controllin, showering me with love at the coincident.
I used to never think that way when I was innocent.
But I'm all grown up now, with my own ambitions and ideas, so persistent.
I fucking hate your guts so much.
I don't know if it's from love being too tough.
All the the blunt trauma, generating response error causing you the terror.
But anyways, my heads too clanked from my repeated tangents.
Causing my angle to traject to a mathematics degree with the function of W's.
Rarely curving back just to head the opposite way, with the wholes done into chunks.
I don't know if I'll heal to i of complexity you added to my heart.
I only aspired to make music for the art.
Now I sit in my room secretly mixing and mastering on my own.
Wearing a mask to hide my identity from all but just one.
That's my backstory, did you like it?
You probably won't know cause I'm performing this away in practice for people who you don't know.
You know, I love you but a smidge develops to a tsunami of tears.
"To kill a mockingbird" developed from prejudices and fear.
But these very things you hold to keep me living a safe life like you, don't cut it.
I don't want to be roped down, but the main bleeding is my arteries tip.
Keeping me in place will just make me quit this thing I ain't mean for.
Shielding me from judgements of friends who aren't worth more dime more than our connection.
A couple more pairs of eyes ain't part of our brethren.
Whether they glare to my soul in disgust or look down and thrust their saliva of words towards the very things they hate.
I plead to you not to berate.
But I listen, cause it's my fate to listen and not overtoast n lose my flavours.
(But hold on)
(Isn't quitting this uni thing making me shit again from the lack of brain stimulation?)

Ambivalence

aaaalriiiight

i wanna live in your curls
you're really not like those girls
you're made of golden diamond shiny pearls
and if you'd let me i could show you my world
i wanna call i wanna talk to you
if you want we can hang out in my room
ill show you all the songs i made about you
and maybe we could watch a movie or two

baby i can give what you need if you just let me be
and baby i just hope that you see everything that i see in you

my room

when i saw you for the first time
i fell in love with you
and ive been thinking bout you all night cause
i fell in love with you

i just want you to know that i care
and i can give something other guys cant
and even though these girls keep messing with my head
i just really wanna have a girlfriend
so baby if you just gave me a chance
if you trust me you and i could try to dance
and if we go off beat then maybe we should stay friends 
if i cant get a kiss then at least hold my hand

First Time

New fall mix tracklist :
Nohidea- Falling down ( ft. Shiloh)
Shiloh dynasty- Nicole's garden
Jordan maxwell- Is it too much to ask for
Clairo- Flamin hot cheetos 
Allayasia janae- the great escape
st beauty- With you
Notmorgn- Shiver like i used to
Layawayy- Mirages
Potsu- Im closing my eyes ( ft. Shiloh)

Hurt

record out now ! cushion tape
New record on spotify "Love, Despite" out now too
Thank you to everyone who has listened to this song over the years. Wrote this when I was 17 and 4 years later it still holds the same feeling. Love yall thank yall.

wish you were here (single)

zzzzzzzzzzz

NOW ON SPOTIFY! 
https://open.spotify.com/track/5tHRshVNj9eIvgaaYyHxip?si=uiCNZoLXRASJr4MeVVt-gA

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