(boring someone i was too nervous to fuck)

I made the call to waste your time
And I didn't regret it
You know I said it

I tried to find myself in you
but I didn't roulette it
yeah I can't chance it

Youth is wasted on the young ruffians
you were speaking of sex & love & war & kissing under the moon
God would hate your swoonful nature 
a forest won't grow unless you speak it so

I attempted to care but I wouldn't
I strove to fix it but I couldn't 
I dug a well for you to drink
I stole a glance at your sheen 
I built a shrine to your faults
I found a way to tear it down
I found a way to build you up
I found a way to kill you quietly

"you're the one that I want" 
yeah thats easy to say when you're worked up so hard that your face has a hue and its red and its true to the feeling that you're desperately trying to hide 

Youth is wasted on the young ruffians
you were speaking of sex & love & war & 
shouting up to the moon
God would change his tune to hear you now
The forest is dead, you killed it with your hands

Russian Roulette

Cyber Sanctuary

030423 norns improv 4 (oooooo)

cant escape

ocean /

Held together so close
The fold won't ever go

Doves out the window
Facing a new day
All this that you own
Something that only I can see
Some may even call conceit
Up the walls
Just to feel at home

Can one change their fate
When they'd die than stay in place
In a never-ending maze that goes on and on

In those eyes I had seen the end
With a reflection of myself
and I know that there's no reason to pretend
On the edge 
We won't let go (We'll never know)

Doves out the window
Facing a new day
All this that you own
Something that only I can see
Some may even call conceit
Up the walls 
Just to feel at home 

/ wastebag
Hold tears for you
That's all I can do
And when we're through
Hope I meant something to you

No good for you
Silica fumes
Can't cause a spark
With a plastic heart
Tears fall like rain
Rolling on the pave

Looking back, wastebag
Through a broken glass

Hold tears for you
That's all I can do
and when we're through
Wouldn't mean something through a broken glass

StarAV & Faithloss - ocean / wastebag

reprodded ballad cover of 

 @dramatrial 's (re)percussions

heard this song and felt inspired to turn it into a ballad of sorts to capture the emotion I received from listening

(re)percussions (drama trial cover)

verse order @raftyrmusic @pnshur @ratfucker99 @bigdot.tex @itsblooba

SONGWRITING CYPHERS EVERY TUESDAY 8PM EST TWITCH.TV/RAFTYR

Cypher 6 - No Bark No Crawl (sublime).alp

the illusion you're aware of

beckon

Live ambient soundscape with field recordings. High dynamic range. 🎧🎚️

Amazing live visuals by Silent to this piece can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_CmCQkEk_lQ
https://twitter.com/_sSilent

Night Under Lights #4 in VRChat 2023-12-17

Ambient Soundscapes live @ Night Under Lights [VRChat]

A raw and intimate alternative soul track built on deep vocals, smoky atmosphere and a haunting analog texture. LYRICS:

Well i am a packed suitcase that never leaves the floor
I am that goodbye note you never wrote
Oh so restless so stuck
Fearless so not
Help me help me

I am that last cigarette before you board the plane
I am the courage that you are faking
Oh so restless so stuck
Fearless so not
Help me help me help me

I like the sound of rain on train station roofs
Oh getting used to wanting more than what ive got to lose
Oh help me help me
Help me help me
Help me help me
Help me help me

I am a burning bridge i am the point of no return
I am that reckless feeling i am the lesson that you will learn
So dangerous so safe
Honest so fake
Help me help me help me

I like the sound of rain on train station roofs
Getting used to wanting more than what ive got to lose
Oh help me help me
Help me help me

Why do i romanticize leaving more than i actually want to go
Maybe i am not running toward something
Maybe i am just allergic to standing still
I am the horse and the kingdom

I like the sound of rain on train station roofs
Getting used to wanting more than what ive got to lose
Help me help me
Help me help me
Help me help me
Help me help me
——

Note: This track has been enhanced with AI Technologies

I Like The Sound Of Rain On Train Station Roofs

Guldager Studio - I Like The Sound Of Rain On Train Station Roofs

Rest in peace @venicelockjaw
NMG - Nondescript Music Group
@StarAV Collaborations, and B-sides

Collaborators: @diego-wagner-music @lunaharley, @elgher, @faithloss, @raymondyan, @venicelockjaw, @kirikor7

Originally formed with: @heath3n, @viciouswishes

Eternity.