crux (tenoji ayykidtaylor)

after

after ft. Chloe Brawn (prod. 33roaa x dazegxd x mon)

fatal [w/ pika] (breakupbreakdown)

prod @01kon 

lyrics:

@1himiko
Look at the time as she ticking away
Always getting mad get up outta my face
Always brought up the past
Always in the way

Looking at me all across the room
Got me tearing down saying i love u
I'm tired of you
Please just say the truth

Every single word that you say
It runs through my head and ruins my day
All the stops that we had man it feels like a chase

@thrmls
But the smokes been rising I can't help but notice
Look into your eyes you know you’re potent
Making up these lies, I couldn't tell him
You were never mine, thats why Im yelling (2x)

The weathers got me down
And you ain't helping 
Octobers getting cold
But we been melting

Every time I would've asked you dodge the question
Tell me why the hell you tried to text him
I swear I'll never make the same mistake again
That's why i never talked to none your friends again

You just wanna live in make believe
You just wanna go and play pretend

@sqeffy
Anytime I talk (voices in my head)
Anytime you talk (voices in my head)

Anytime you talk anytime you talk I do not care
How you gonna stalk and still not stare 
I don't wanna fight if it's not fair
whenever I see you I shed a tear
Crying and crying and I can't take it back 
Lost in the moment and you chose attack

also s/o @luvkurtis for helping me mix my vocals

ticking away ft himiko & sqeffy (01kon)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2NJEW7JWswWtA3uONsVgTF?si=F-rDv4NpR0eHHguNUFdY2g

Lyrics: Slowly been crumbling cos I need you bad yeah
Taking control of me and I wish I hadn’t 
Let you get close to me underneath the havoc 
I never shoulda let this happen

Losing my hours
I oversleep then I shower
I know it’s gonna get better 
I know I’m wasting my powers

Now I just gotta scour the mess you left upon my skin 
No atoning for your sins like where do I begin 

You got a field full of thorns but surrounded by a few roses 
Covered in ivy to pull you towards and trap  whoever gets closest
I got a knife but I’m not gonna fight your pretty petals of poison
Cos I got a life I don’t wanna die for you to have a vessel to grow in

Slowly been crumbling cos I need you bad yeah
Taking control of me and I wish I hadn’t 
Let you get close to me underneath the havoc 
I never shoulda let this happen

Never coming back from reality girl I need you
All the past is running it’s harder to reach to
Stuck inside a circle girl I cannot leave without you
Running in a loop all this shit got me confused

Bring myself back to the times
Where I ain’t have to spend a single dime
I was told to go sit and relax 
I said baby girl I’ll be fine
Drink a couple shots of hennessy just so I could stop all the little cries
No matter how many shots imma take it’s not gon stop me from hearing all of your lies

Slowly been crumbling cos I need you bad yeah
Taking control of me and I wish I hadn’t 
Let you get close to me underneath the havoc 
Yeah I never shoulda 
Yeah I never shoulda

Slowly been crumbling cos I need you bad yeah
Taking control of me and I wish I hadn’t 
Let you get close to me underneath the havoc 
I never shoulda let this happen

Me: https://linktr.ee/alruna

rare: https://linktr.ee/spentthenightalone

Mixed and mastered by bolboi: https://linktr.ee/bolboi

ivy (feat. Rare)

inspired by the style of https://soundcloud.com/u8u and https://soundcloud.com/kurai

mixed by me and https://soundcloud.com/swotll

prod by https://soundcloud.com/fum1ko

dkw2d (p. fumiko)

i aint do shit on this i’m just dropping this cuz @oxydecay won’t

2021 // oxydecay

2/13

prod. me

lyrics:

tell me that you love me
i tell my friends that i love them more
tell me that my life will change
destroy me to the core
(just make me feel)
-
upside down 
right side up
cant feel shit 
its been so long
its not enough
not enough
not enough to fix me

[-1]

2021 // oxydecay

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