prod @1xamu

idk what this song is about but
god, the things I would do for a double barreled shaboingboing w the buckshot rn

xamu made the beat [prod. Xamu]

ignite (sxth sns)

produced/mixed by @daywxtch, @xainmorrow
written by @daywxtch, @xainmorrow

samples used:
https://youtu.be/b-Ruwu4OaZA?si=kM9hNiNo_EGjb79n
https://youtu.be/xJjIZmHHLyU?si=vKqJmXFQ3mn7UgHD
https://youtu.be/13-Wn02ESDo?si=ogytjyfWVMSo_Ro0

lyrics:
[@daywxtch]
you stay in the backseat with your partners
don't know how to respond, this shits all new to me
pose with different faces like an actor
pretty as a bitch, but you're not her
thought it, journaled it, wrote it
in the shower, thought i knew you
rough draft, threw it
what the fuck is new to you?

is it bad that i still get scared with the lights out?
shrink and hide under my pillow until it's bright out
i escape to places that i've never been
sybau (bruh), badge up on my chest
i'm a veteran
better know that i keep it with me
dumb tricks that i keep up my sleeve
why does no one else say "please" but me?
put me behind
it's driving me insane, got no one else to blame
i stay the same, i stay the same

(gay sing moan)

i wish i could lay right next to you
you're not around and in all honesty that really sucks
look past, forget and feel numb
i wish i could be just like you
i'm on my own and in all honesty that really sucks
look past, forget, and feel numb

[@xainmorrow]
heard you wanna leave me in the past tense isnt what i want but i expected it
every shot you take it missed a veteran
lonesome hours in my skin

idk whats happenin brain got clipped
soft lips my coma screw it oh
ik my orders

yeah now you dont care bout what you say to me threw me to the side threw me to the fire she said baby can you prove to me
that im in the right
please dont keep it inside

why am i pleading
head screwed off
traumatic sequence man without a soul
fires burnin all i own

(VETERAN REFRAIN)

[@daywxtch]
i wish i could breathe life into you
i can't communicate, it really sucks
i people please and hope it sums to love
i wish i could meet in the middle with you
you don't respond and in all honesty that really sucks
i look past, forget, and feel numb!

YOU'RE NOT HER.

DIVE OFF.
IF YOU THINK WHAT I HOLD FOR YOU IS WRONG.
I'LL DRIVE OFF, YOU DON'T WANNA SEE ME ANYMORE.

patience, i love more than anyone
(i know that we don't talk)
ain't no erasing, you know more than anyone
(i know that we don't talk)
is it bad that i still get scared with the lights off?!
we're in the center and we don't talk!?
don't take initiative, so it's my fault

repeat repetition, but THERE'S NO DRAW!!!!

i wanna go to places i've never been
displaying wins on my chest like i'm a veteran
i'm saying i want to make them proud.  
_______________________________________________________
ꀤꌗꍏꀤꍏꃅ 41:10 (NIV), "꓄ꃅꂦꀎ ꀸꂦ ꈤꂦ꓄ ꎇꍟꍏꋪ, ꎇꂦꋪ ꀤ ꍏꂵ ꅏꀤ꓄ꃅ ꌩꂦꀎ; ꌃꍟ ꈤꂦ꓄ ꀸꀤꌗꂵꍏꌩꍟꀸ, ꎇꂦꋪ ꀤ ꍏꂵ ꌩꂦꀎꋪ ꁅꂦꀸ;
 ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꌗ꓄ꋪꍟꈤꁅ꓄ꃅꍟꈤ ꌩꂦꀎ, ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꃅꍟ꒒ꉣ ꌩꂦꀎ, ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꀎꉣꃅꂦ꒒ꀸ ꌩꂦꀎ ꅏꀤ꓄ꃅ ꂵꌩ ꋪꀤꁅꃅ꓄ꍟꂦꀎꌗ ꋪꀤꁅꃅ꓄ ꃅꍏꈤꀸ."

veteran

prod. me (+ my first time playing guitar on a beat)

made for curbside discord server, skullish sample flip competition
I flipped the "toss 178 Dmaj" - sample by @skullish

shoutout balatro
https://open.spotify.com/track/3PUt4jZJXUBOq729TDUTAI?si=a36ca452adf549c8
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LYRICS:

Got impulses on my mind, oh
I've been tryna fight em
Tell me what I did wrong
I'm walking on that tight rope

You set the bar so high though
And I been tryna lay low
You more the devil than an angel
You threw away your halo
Not doing what you say, so

Think I opened my eyes oh
Don't think I'm wasting my time.
Do I really need you in my life?
And I don't know
(Just tell me babe what you want, I'll
Never see you in my life, again)

Say you just wanna catch up
I, think we're way too gone for that now

You used to look this way
You needed someone to fill the space
I can feel your strings they're getting loose not
knowing what you been up to, I
Don't wanna feel this way
And one day I'll forget your face
And then I'll take you off that pedestal
Stop feeling out of place

pedestal

prod simon m, patrick o'neill, and me

cold sweat
cold heat
hot hands
my bed
you in your dress
hot death
white teeth
hot mess
hold your breath
i wanna be near you (oh!) 
where you are
who you’re with
where you’ll go 
i don’t know (oh!)
you let me in
i’m along 
aperol (oh!)
I can see you for all
Hit the wall (oh!)
empathy is critical 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like
You sent

get along
you look at me 
look like you know 
so pardon me now, if we don’t
I’m in the side room
in the back of the club for a breather till we get back on
gimme a light
I’ll get you something to roll 
you can’t interfere where you’re broke
hit with the fire
I’ll get you in for the low
And maybe we see how it goes
And I guess, that you’re doing it wrong baby
You’re giving it up like you’re dumb
But that isn’t fun baby 
You’re holding a whip, with your tongue
No pulling a punch baby 
They say that a girl is a gun
You could be the one,maybe 
you could have whatever you like 

anything you like 
just me and you with no delusions
and there, you’re right 
it’s just enough to over hear
in the air tonight 
you feel the crush
you feel the moving
it’s rare tonight 
and baby you can have whatever you like 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like

hot death
cold feet
hot fuss
interest 
don’t act like it’s ridiculous 
it’s just 
the way that you move
and the way that you are
you know I really can’t describe 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like

hotdeath (oh!)

DONT ASK HOW BITCH ITS XMADE!
everything mixed and produced by me 
PROD CREDS
1. (xaa + yugobeatmaker)
2. (xaa + aeres + mercdidundee)
3. (xaa + synthetic)
4. (xaa + miraixx)
5. (xaa + kyriebeats)
6. (xaa + dopamine)
7. (xaa + caiburns)
8. (xaa + fukklazy)
9. (xaa + maison)
10. (xaa)
11. (xaa + novachance)
12. (xaa + chef9thegod)

JUMPIN

2ND SERIOUS SONG EVER CHILLLL

prod. rai4real

lyrics:

m:
it fucking kills me
im losing my mind
more than friends less than lovers
the guilt is eating me alive

i wish you were kinder
you punished me for loving you
do you regret treating me so terribly?
im still so black and blue (blue)

@ajstbh:
its eating me alive
and theres no way out of this
every path leads back to you
youd break my ribs just cause i care
say were less than lovers
but watch how they stare

m:
was i wrong for wanting more?
do you miss me as much?
i hope i can forgive myself
all of this cruelty
man im such a fucking fool
why did i forgive you?
too many late nights crying
i cant change you

it fucking kills me
im losing my mind
more than friends less than lovers (change you)
the guilt is eating me alive (change you)

it fucking kills me (i cant change you)
im losing my mind (change you)
more than friends less than lovers (c-c-change you)

less than lovers ft. ajstbh [wip]

Blackout ₊⊹ (gossamer)

tell me now, im ready 
hands down on my table, ain’t i
biting cold and heavy
critical in body and mind 

no i don’t wanna to follow up
know im letting you down 
while you pass me the cup
i don’t wanna be a follower
no i don’t know you now
i was opening up

now i know i can’t take that back
i watched you leave 
face down
i’m paralyzed 
maybe i’m wrong

heaps_10

Don’t Need U

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