Fomk

instrumental by me, altough heavily inspired by this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jzd681FFp9U

lyrics:
shut up bitch
check my fit 
i have more drip
than your whole clique 

I rather be chilling home alone 
in my own crib 
than ever with you 
im telling no shit 
cause bro, sick
is something else,
fuck all of your shit 

im just fazed 
that youve been coming so far
lets just say
i found a way to put an end to you all

reload the magazine 
into the nine 
making the bullets fly 
into your face until youre dead 
and you will never rise 

yo bitch on my lap 
yeah she want my dick
when im fucking her 
it seems like that shes really enjoying it 

yeah she dont wanna stop 
just want to suck on my cock 
i mean if i was to judge 
id go like "fuck is this hot"

doesnt matter, what im doing right now?
im writing a banger 
im just saying,
please get the fire force ready, ay
maybe im gonna cause another fire
cause lately ive been just lit like a matchstick
im so sick i dont fake it (bitch)

my whole being is just pure muscle, 
i dont know what i should be doing next, maybe cure cancer 

honestly  dont give a fuck at all anymore 
i just do what i want without any remorse, bitch

im actually just better

safe travels 

also no i didnt flip the sample shut up and enjoy the music

that will be 4 dabloons sir

I SUBMITTED THIS TO A STREAMER FOR 5€ AND ALL HE SAID WAS "NICE"

OVERLOAD pt 2

chaotic breakcore

instrumental:
https://on.soundcloud.com/8bfnq

Ya 
Bottle of alcohol
I treat it like my child 
By the time I am 35 
I'm prolly gonna die 

Climate change is faster 
That's also why I smoke 
Poke the bear with a stick in the ass 
And then go

Got no sympathy 
Left for any going on a killing spree 
If that don't work I call the infantry 

I'm an addict 
It's killing me 
But I don't care 
No one dares to ever try to teach me 

on things I don't wanna know 
Ill behead the bottleneck of a bottle now 
I bought things off the black market and now 
I'm afraid that cops will chase me down 


A glass of wine will be two in a second 
Ill be burning down your crib If I don't like your expression 
Im a menace if I don't get my way 
Smoking jays and I'm crazy extensive 

 Your jacket looks expensive I'll be taking that
I'm making threats I will kill the president yeah he better run 
I'm back in the city ready to commit crimes 
Where's my lighter imma need to light a fire right 

Now 
And that's just how it goes 
I'm a natural force   
 Unstoppable even before
I'm getting fucked up 

My mind is getting blurry 
This should come to an end 
But not before I will insult all your friends 

Fuck you Finnegan 
you a shithead 
I hope you will piss yourself 

And you Silas you should reconsider your life 
I know you stole football cards and don't you lie 
I hope your life will have a painful end 
By a car that is driven by me 



That's all I really have to say 
I'm gonna puke myself to sleep 
You should ignore all I've said 
Or maybe not 


I'm an alcoholic (inst. Worldcorp enterprises)

https://youtu.be/Im_-lEyId2E?si=ad-_k0FBKuxaF53j

Too tired to open my eyes 
Im afraid I'll lose my mind yeah 
Reality is breaking me down 
All the noises don't drown out the pain I have known 

For my whole life 
Im gonna make a statement 
That I'm alive will be an inspiration 
The problem is creating shit won't make me any better 
I am clueless I hope something changes for the better 

it's a hopeless endeavour 
I seek for what is tethered 
to my past I'm exhausted 
I don't wanna offend her 

but at last thats what keeps me from being human 
You can't just cut out the noise and keep moving 

I'm so fucking exhausted 
I barely hold my eyes open 
Im waiting on someone to come for me 
yeah I'm hoping 

I'm hoping someone relieves all this weight of mine 
If someone told that's my next five years I'll rather die 

Too tired to open my eyes 
Im afraid I'll lose my mind yeah 
Reality is breaking me down 
All the noises don't drown out the pain I have known 

Exhaustion exhaustion
I wanna be pausing but no way
I'm calling I'm bothering others no ones gonna talk to me 


Exhausted (prod. sapjer)

https://youtu.be/jD9VPOcg6ns?si=hQgyaL_8y3-Y7aUV

Ya
Everything's on fire this shit too complex 
But can I have a lighter for my cigarette 
New issues I aquire from the bullets that I fire 
I'm bursting inside and it is all too much

Everything's on fire this shit too complex 
But can I have a lighter for my cigarette 
New issues I aquire from the bullets that I fire 
I'm bursting inside and it is all too much

Who tf are you to tell me what to do 
Dont you see that Im burning alive and can't move 
So true bro, "just move" it's the easiest thing ever 
If you were in my position you would kill yourself Id never 

Cause I'm different 
The only reason I survived is cause I am bigger than 
Anyone alive today 
I'm stronger I'm indifferent 
To death you would never cause you can't
That I'm still alive is a wonder in itself 

That I keep pushing is a fucking miracle 
But not for me 
I am used to breaking limits to the point beyond
belief 
I am painting the town red with the blood of my enemies 
It's a metaphor calm your shit down but better be 

Afraid cause I ain't letting it slide If you hurt me 
You will get your fair share of payback I will work it 
The days that I stayed curled up in my bed 
Gave me strength with nothing on earth to compare 

Everything's on fire this shit too complex 
But can I have a lighter for my cigarette 
New issues I aquire from the bullets that I fire 
I'm bursting inside and it is all too much

Everything's on fire this shit too complex 
But can I have a lighter for my cigarette 
New issues I aquire from the bullets that I fire 
I'm bursting inside and it is all too much

I'I'm burning I'm curling up working my past and what it changed I'll never be the same 
Fuck all of who still think I'm sane 
This will be over 
And I won't be tamed 

That's it you get it 
Now pack your things and get out 
I ain't begging I'm giving you a chance so just go fuck off 

I am dealing with some shit 
You will never relate to 
If you' do you're like a dog who deserves to be shot down 


Just that you know there won't be any blanks that I'm firing 
The shit that I lived through aint capable of comparing 
To anyone else 
I'm breaking my hell 
I will defeat the devil and why not God as well 

Cause who is really at fault here 
At times I thought It 
could be me and you said it should be 
But you're really just 


an ignorant piece of shit who didn't give a fuck 
You are like a cancer anything you ever touch rots 

Man shut the fuck up 
You don't deserve to be in my life 

I wish I would have never let you in but did I have a choice 
I was a child alone with your fucking mind 
I will try to warn you one last time 

This is your last chance 
Get the fuck out or it will rain fire 
My hand doesn't know any mercy 
In this hellfire 

I will be the last one standing 
I doubt that you will have any chance 











 

Everything on fire (prod. composition x)

https://youtu.be/Gwd6_6sr5kA?si=XG-XjCVIeW8z_pjQ

Yeah bitch I'm pissed
If there was somebody here I would throw hands 
Fuck all of you is my life model so go pray 

To your god 
Before that I'll knock your teeth out 
Know that you ain't from the same streets as me 
My cock is out 

While I start to talk 
About the stars and how I'm a god 
I wasn't born 
I fell out of the sky that's how I walk

Don't you dare to try anything on me 
I ain't strapped but my hands faster than your bullet be 

Im fucking pissed at life 
No one ever treats me how I like 
They should pray at me, fall onto their knees 
When I walk by 

Anyways it's not like I ain't a human 
But I'm just superior in every way it could be 

My game is better 
I think faster 
I'm a baller 
With these rhymes 

I ain't strapped 
But matter of fact 
Ima bag your hoe not even try 

That you even think to compare 
Me n u is a crime that I will retaliate 

Anyways let's get back me 
And how big my cock is 
Actually it's just below average 
Only when it's flacid 


I don't pass it around 
When the blunt stops at me 
Imma smoke that shit to ashes 
And that's just how it be 

Can everyone just shut the fuck up
And stop to tell me how to live my life 
Who the fuck are even you 
Stop to act like a child 


Many people in this world don't know they should mind their business 
Next time someone pisses me off they will get stitches 

Here's a pause so you can reflect on how much below me you are 


I cocked back and shot him twice just out of spite 
All the other rappers act like they white 
I'm passing the wine 
If they approached me they ain't right 

In the head but to keep it a bag 
Yeah I don't give a shit 
I'm a god dont you see how fucking lit this is

You don't get my attention if you ain't on your knees praying and begging 
I used to say this would happen 

Fuck all of you 
Fuck all of your social perceptions 
I am better than every single one of you peasants 

I see through all your bullshit 
I see all of you culprits 
then you act like you know better 
But you're just fucking stupid 

I ain't kidding when I say that I'm above everyone else 
Its just natural selection at this point 
If you don't fuck with me thats fine 
I don't fucking care 
Just don't tell anyone how youre aware 







IGNORANCE (prod. composition x)

instrumental from this song: 

https://on.soundcloud.com/JFb1o

Looking outside I see the flowers grow 
Away from everything but still on the road 
I'm getting back 
But still don't know 
Where is my destination but I go 

I'm seeing light I like to stay in my illusion 
It is so bright 
I try to paint it as the solution
I have control here 
I know that it isn't the truth 
But let me stay in my own mind it really has no use 

Remind myself of my reality 
And I run 
It's just so nice in here 
I know if I would leave I would be fucked 

A prison of gold 
Is what they like to call it 
The difference is I could leave whenever I wanted 

And I ponder and I wonder 
Who I am really 
Distractions and addictions only work so long is it 
Really worth to stay in my own mind 
But also is it worth to step outside 


A pack of wine has never failed to fix a problem has it 
Im ready to hide from everything that might be dangerous 
I hear the time is ticking and I'm anxious 
What do I really have to lose anymore 

Ya 
I'm almost twenty and I'm living in my own filth 
Im slowly coming clear to what I've lost I don't fit here 
Is what I think when I am around others 
I don't have any memories that are meaningful to me and I'm smothered 

Relationship is what I yearn for 
But I have no idea on how to build a meaningful connectioni am too hurt to 
Show up in a real way 
I don't get it when others talk about the most normal shit I feel burned out 

From just surviving 
I Got no seatbelt on when I'm driving
I'm trying so hard to just relate to others but I'm lying  yeah 
I'm stressing and I'm thinking 
Maybe it's too late for me to ever find a real connection 









delousion/reality (instr. diet tea other cola)

https://youtu.be/0W5kU87UJDw?si=THy67SC8Hx87yzS6

In the trenches I been stressing I been fighting I been dying 
To know when this shit is gonna end finally and 
I am dying to know if it's ever gonna get better 
Testing out the water to see how long I can last 

I don't even feel the pain anymore 
I am white knuckling this whore that you call life 
But do I even know if its worth i really don't think so 
This life is gonna kill me in the end though 

Looking over my shoulder 
Everywhere I go 
Im not safe anywhere I'm afraid 
Everyone will know 
How pathetic I really am at the core 
I try to not give a fuck but that doesn't work anymore 

I can't get up but I'm trying 
I'm fainting from the thought to not be lying 
To myself about my life and about the circumstances
I want to escape this reality I can pretend that 

That It is a nice place to exist 
I'm not a pacifist 
Cause war is all over ever known 
Violence is a gift 
Im not helping myself either 
My actions aren't fucking healthy 


Nose is bleeding again 
bedsheet are red 
My past doesn't want to stay in my past 
My backpack stays packed wherever I am 


Im slowly wasting 
Slowly tasting death as I care 

Everything hurts I can't step up here 
I'm saying I'm fighting but I'm laying here
Technically I'm beaten but I don't care 


I hate myself so much 
Sometimes I think that I'm not even real 
I'm saying I'm fighting but I'm laying here
Technically I'm beaten but I don't care

I wouldn't even tell my worst enemy 
What I tell myself 

I shouldn't even talk that's the extens of what I have to bear 







fighting (prod. composition x)

very unhappy with this one

https://pin.it/6uP89WRAD

https://youtu.be/coIbsaK5blU?si=ioO-fHeF6HVXF4mT

Seeing the flowers grow
Seeming fragile breaking any second 
So pathetic 
so small making me anxious 

I see the sun rise again 
I feel it on my skin 
In light everything looks different 

In light beauty is to see easily 
In the dark not as much 
But you hold on 

Punches coming left and right 
Sometimes it breaks you down 
But a human always gets back up
Eventually 

Life is a gift 
Sometimes you have to tell yourself that
Even if you don't believe it 

I still don't believe it in my heart 
It's so hard for me 
I lived in the abyss of life 

And when it comes grasping out again 
Sometimes I don't have the strength to resist 
And comply 

To a low follows a high 
Sometimes at least 
But that's just how life comes to be 

Stop looking and start seeing that 
The truth doesn't have to be that harsh as it's always painted 

The canvas isn't just filled with one object its
Painfully obvious once you start to see it 

But everyone to their self I guess
You'll find your own way I bet 
You find something that works

It's naive to say the least 
To paint in one color 
But really who am I to judge 






life is a gift

I don't eat 
Cause I don't feel I deserve to be nourished 
My body is yearning 
But what it isn't learning 

Is that you never get what want 
You get exactly as much as you deserve 

And I know I deserve next to nothing 
Without any rational thought I come to that 

If there was a trolley problem 
With one track free on the other me 
They should run me over 

And I don't give a fuck about nothing 
Unfortunate to be 
Born to bother any others 

I don't know why I am still alive 
And how I survived 
Will follow me until my unavoidable demise 

Born to fail 
born to not be able to succeed at all 
Born to take 
Born to take from others and burn it alive 

Catching people looking at my face we aren't equal
On the one side is a human 
Onto the other something evil 
I'm praying no one ever has to see me Cause I believe 
They then have the instinct to kill me 

That's why I've never go out to see 
That's why I can't put out the trash when people see 
Im really scared somehow I haven't died yet and I'm glad 

I'm sweating 
And I'm cold 
I try to sleep 
Cause I don't know 
What else to do 
I'm scrambling my thoughts 

I'm breaking 
and I know 
No one will ever help me 
When I'm breaking my own bones 


Born to fail 
born to not be able to succeed at all 
Born to take 
Born to take from others and burn it alive 

born to fail

Ya 
I ain't asking I'm doing 
I ain't in the mood to complain but I'll do it 
I ain't gonna lie 
I don't see why 
I should try to stay alive 
but whatever I'll do it 

and i talk alot shit 
don't you cross me you bitch 
if you're caught you insist 
you were just joking 
well I don't give a 

I don't give a shit but I do
I wanna be mad but I cant move 

I'm gonna be torn into pieces 
If I'm not perfect I don't bother to be me 
talking to a mirror 
wondering why I keep getting the same damn  answers 


and I'm gonna be torn into pieces 
wondering if all the other parts of me are evil 
I'm pondering rope 
while I take a shit 
fuck all of you I'm done with this shit


yeah I'm done with this shit 
done with pleasing 
done with anxiety and bitch 

I am not gonna be 
who you want me to be 
Fuck anyone who says I should 

done with trying to be perfect
I cant be 
so fuck you for making me believe that 
the only way I'll ever be loved 
is to set a goal  that I can never achieve 


for real I'm fucking pissed 
and I'll sure never forget it 
I'm taking my rage 
and direct it at the people 



who are responsible for this 
I'm done with putting myself in the corner 
fuck you forever end of the script

I don't give a shit but I do
I wanna be mad but I cant move 

third part better copy 
I ain't done with you yet 
it's gonna be a party 
partly because I'll be enjoying myself 

the other part doesn't exist 
there is no one there 


half naked in the mirror I ain't perfect 
I still think I'm annoying at least it is worth it 
fuck you I know you did that shit on purpose 
tell it to anyone who hasn't heard yet 

and I'm pissed if you haven't figured 
you stripped me of my life and guess who did never 
consent you're a waste of air 
my life would be better if you weren't there 


fuck you and that's forever bitch 
only thing simple in my life is how I despise what you did
showing me I don't deserve love 
only question is how long It takes to burn bodies 


I don't give a shit but I do
I wanna be mad but I cant move 

I know it's hard to believe 
but I'm really not perfect and never gonna be 
when you talking to me 
you are gonna see 
I ain't what you expect me to be 
and for many that is a let down 

and I don't know where I'm gonna go 
I don't know if I wanna know 
I don't know what to think about 
life but I'm sure I will figure it out 

and I don't know if I'm gonna be loved 
I don't know if I ever get out 
I don't know what to think about 
love 
but I'm sure one day I'll figure it out 









Im not perfect and I dont care about that

https://youtu.be/BgEeSBjUQ08?si=rcKqVEwujcQWGk9w

Ich bin wie mein Stuhlgang
Denn ich Passe in kein Raster 
Ich bin durchfallend 
So wie du deine Klasse 
Um dir es genauer darzubringn
bei mir läuft nur Wasser 
Selbe Konsistenz wie 
ne gute Spachtelmasse 

Ja ich presse keine Masse 
Und ich mache keine patte
Ja ich hustle 
aber wofür weiß ich auch nicht

Mache einfach das was ich mache 
Ziehe dich über den Kauftisch 
Ahh 
Ich zeige keine Klasse 

Bin nicht knapp bei Kasse 
Würde mir gerne selber eine klatschen 
Wofür weiß ich auch nicht
Vielleicht weil ich mich selber so hasse 

Mache das was ich mache nur 
Aus Angst das ich 
irgendwann mal was verpasse 

Ay ay 
Ich rauche kippen 
Wenn ich in den Raum komme 
Sehe ich die Stimmung kippen 

Ich glaub die Leute denken ich wäre bemindermittelt 
Denn wenn ich rede hab ich angstschweiß 
Wie tiegermücken 

Und das macht keinen Sinn 
Ja ich weiß 
Angstschweiß haben tigermücken nicht 
Wie man weiß 
Und damit mein 
Ich jetzt nicht irgendwas rassistisches 
Doch das Wort weiß hat n vielseitigen hintersinn 


Say less 
Paid your debt 
Now I am here 

I ain't straight 
At least I think 
I'm queer

Lil beer in the hand how youre chilling 
You won't catch me getting faded any minute 
Cause I'm bigger than 
Any of my demons that is quite clear 
If they wanna fight they can go bitch I'm right here 

I'm in my prime 
This my time 
While you cheer 
You addicted of praying to me uh

You walk around no protection 
I see it bitch 
Talking like you can but you can't beat me bitch 
Imma take out my stick 
Fore you even see me bitch 
You gonna be dead before you get a chance to speak up bitch 

Beat it pussy you don't wanna be me 
You won't ever be able to win against my demons 
Even I struggle man that say a lot 
Because to lower people like you I am a god 




dünnes!

remastered an old song, I love it! 

https://youtu.be/SJGBZX-DzWE?si=ZZGiLnikHJ3nQJqn

Ya 
I'm ascending into heaven 
I got no one that's telling me 
How to live how to properly be me 
Cause really what do know about me 

I'm ascending into heaven 
I got no one that's telling me 
How to live how to properly be me 
Cause really what do know about me

Bitch you don't know shit 
I wouldn't change for nothing 
The reflexes I learned through this live 
got me fucking 

Afraid of something that I don't even know 
I be changing like a chameleon 
And it's so fucking exhausting 
To always keep your eyes open 
Afraid of nothing
scared of the whole world talking 

Like I would never talk 
Walking like id never walk 
My past leading me the dark 

And I'm back at square one 
Just as I thought
I'd grown alot 
but not with this shit I'm done 

I just wanna be gone 
but is that really what I've become 

I ain't done 
This ain't over yet it just has begun 

I'm ascending into heaven 
I got no one that is telling 
Me how I should be 

I ain't afraid to speak my mind and what Is really me 
I'm seeing my own dreams slowly come into reality 

Shit I'm too far gone 
What can I do about that 
Not packing up but Im staying just for the sport 

This shit ain't pointless 
I'm gonna toy less 
With my life but
I'm really just annoyed at my progress

Progress ain't fast 
That is not what the word means 
I'm just throwing a huge curve ball at my work please 

Don't ask me what is taking me so long 
If you were in my position youd already be gone 







Ascending into heaven

https://youtu.be/PEXwvoPvJ_M?si=27lC76Sg-kPNbUc1

Yeah 
You don't know who you talking bout 
I spin your block and drop you 
I pull a Glock out 
Yeah this Choppa wanna slaughter 

Ion fuck around with bitches 
gonna give you stitches 
Listen closely cause I might just drop a hint 
In the end you will miss it 

Capping that's what I call your profession 
I prefer pussy to the engine 
And in the end Ill leave you hanging 

And that's no handshake 
It is on the rope 
I'm talking no 
Bullshit 
Im just talkin bout some shit 
That you don't know about bitch

Knive in your chest 
That is what I do 

Kinda tired of you telling me what I should do 

I ain't talking to a blunt 
But I smoke all you in one go 

I ain't walking with a stick 
That shits a club as far I know 

Think again before you 
Run into my whole gang 

You have knives  
I have a sword who do you think will win 

Rip my shit again 
I swear 
Imma crash out 

If I have to do it myself 
I don't care I make it count uh 

I piss on shit you do 
I miss not hit I'm talking true 
I'm in your bitch 
While you are capping in the stu 

Yap session that's what your producer said 
Not me 
I just say it again and louder 
Do you really wanna hear? Uh 

I don't even count
The records I'm breaking 

Say again? 
You want beef? 
Aight I'm here for the taking 

No faking 
Imma do it for real 
Aint no shit that I'm making 

While your beats are
Drowning in the mediocre parts you're rapping


ain't no city I ain reppin in 
No clique that ain't fuck with my game 
No hits or clicks for you 
Once I am finished with your ugly gang 

Knives fist or guns 
I take any fight I can 
Cause I know I'll lay you out 
Cause I know you ain't about 

Anything that you say 
you better stay awake 
I am working. 
And I don't know about breaks 
Bitch 



yea.

Took an involuntary break from producing for 2 years cuz my laptop broke. First track i guess!!

Acappella:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Latw1lptRIo&list=PLR4BATHPtM5a_rPrtOCmqyKkZF5X4Do10&index=1

kinda hard

ca. 90% dieses Tapes ist in der Psychatrie entstanden. Made with bandlab. 

Beats: 
https://www.youtube.com/live/hAd3zRLn7-s?si=SR-Q-BMQ_BDoiYRy 
https://youtu.be/ByNPzrN0Gmw?si=N35c3V36-29itMRa
https://youtu.be/xMGe_tRRZsc?si=uKN-8ccRL48pZoB5
https://youtu.be/I-oPZOKuXhg?si=z42t1oYkhQwDEuEU

mentally ill mixtape vol.2

the beat is from this guy:
https://on.soundcloud.com/DjhE7ea7MohXJ7f36
cover:
https://pin.it/4yMR9PuwH

Chasing 
The thing I can't really control
Lacing my songs 
I swear I make it known
Damping All of the noise out and I know 
Its impossible
Been pondering so long I feel alone 
(Break, break)

Maybe it's the truth 
And I will never go
To the top 
Im in my lane and it is slowly breaking down 

Watchu know 
Bout this shit
Not about 
Calling it quits 
Breaking outa 
All this shit 
I'm breaking out 
That's what this is 
hhh (einatmer) 


Chasing 
The thing I can't really control
Lacing my songs 
I swear I make it known
Damping All of the noise out and I know 
Its impossible
Been pondering so long I feel alone 
(Break, break)

Break break my bones 
And Say I'm not alone 
Wait wait 
Before you call home 
I just don't want you to go 

Say say 
youre sorry and Im gonna break down 
I'm honest 
I feel shit  
And dont know what I can and cannot do about that 

Yeah stuck in the present 
There ain't no question 
In my mind 

I'm up pondering late at night 
What the fuck to do with life 
I'm never taking advice 
I am lost inside my mind 
And No matter how much I do 
It never will suffice 

Chasing 
The thing I can't really control
Lacing my songs 
I swear I make it known
Damping All of the noise out and I know 
Its impossible
Been pondering so long I feel alone 

chasing

cover: https://pin.it/2GS3gA6ZX
sample: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DEb3LfhPqbe/?igsh=Zzg5MGhhbmpjcXBz

the bar with the black magick isnt meant in any bad way!!



pain I'm holding in 
Hate im fostering within 
I got spirits in my closet 
So afraid to let them win 

Got no peers to talk to 
Bout the shit I'm hating who I've been 
Have no peace 
I'm fighting on the daily basis 
But I'm him 

Ion talk though 
I'm locked up
I'm keeping to myself 
I don't really care about that 
Its the cost of being safe 

What to when
everything you do 
Reflects on your life 
And you try
But nothing really works out 

But I'm Back at it 
Shoot up like a crack addict 
You say it's a chrome but I call it Using Black magic 
Try me out get packed, maggot 
Give a fuck 
Bout aesthetics
I am in my lane 
Don't you talk 
With yo lame asses 

Damn 
I don't follow the hype 
I mean that I don't get it 
When the people don't realize 
That even though past may survive 
That it doesn't define 
Every second of your life 



ROACH

cute

21 savache

second part goes hard

cutspace x neurofunk type shi
mix is ass but im lazy

cool

changed the beat in the second part
https://youtu.be/_kS9FXSXyfs?si=CSxqJCPLRHoco29v

Ain't no question 
That I'm pressing 
I'm just gonna ask around 

I'm not resting  
I'm depressed 
And I don't wanna talk it out 

Feeling pressure
In my chest 
And I don't really wanna know 

What will happen 
When the time comes 
To come outta my hole 

Shits impressing 
How I'm able to keep guessing 
What I want 

I am testing what's the lowest point 
Where I can feel at home 

Feelings passing 
Without really knowing what to think about 

Let it go 
The only way I know to go 
Is on my own 

And i

Wander through the streetlights 
Nah I haven't left my house but from inside it seems nice 
Never know how to tell what I want its embarrassing 
Get a grip like really dude 
I don't see whats so worrying 

Matter fact  
I'm gonna ask 
The fuck you think you're running at 

I'll help you it's a fucking wall
Don't you see what you're up against 

I stay ignorant 
I don't look 
problems go away 
If I just stay inside my hole, would 

You tell me what to think 
My thoughts are not distinct 
My problems don't exist 
And I'm lost inside this shit 

I thought I wanted this 
it's the opposite of bliss  

I'm opting to just quit 


3 Zigaretten nichts zu essen so start ich in meinen Tag 
Bin am pressen doch nicht auf der Bank damit mein ich mental zu
zwei Tabletten am Abend sonst Werd ich zu emotional 
Und habe Flecken in meinem Leben weil ich nicht saubermach 

Keine passion denn die Fehler sind zu groß für eine zahl
Bin am erbrechen 
Weil ich mein innenleben nicht ertrag 
Lieber verrecken 
Als das ich einmal den Preis für Taten Zahl 
Und die message ist egal ich gehe immer noch so hart

not resting

juicewrld remix

made a lil remix, carti sample is kinda ass but coudlnt find anything better 

samples

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DIzYhIyIPq_/?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

https://youtu.be/geqZRB2-XlI?si=il9D1rUCJCvnK-di

carti x acoustin2

got drunk and made this idk

original cover 
https://youtu.be/ccz-SKdoiXs?si=A3Fq_nwqsU-uS3GD

NOODLETOASTER

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