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painting: The lament for Icarus by Herbert James DraperDraper - 1898


He doesn't want you to be afraid
He doesn't want you to be afraid
He wants you to feel safe
He doesn't love you.
But he wants you to feel safe.
He said that you were his.
He said
"I don't love." 
"I love, but i don't belong."
He belonged with you once
He can't belong again.
And he wants you to feel safe.
He doesn't want you to feel..fear, insecure.
Even if you full of them
He doesn't want you to be afraid.
He said
"I don't stop loving
I still love you
I still crave you
I still miss you
And when i listen to songs, i remember you
I hear your voice
I smell..you.
I dream of you.
And i don't want you to be afraid.
He says "you are so beautiful"
He says "sometimes when i listen to our songs, i feel like i want to love you again.
But i can't. Because i don't feel anything.
I just.. don't want you to be afraid."

Do you love me?
Do you love me? Me?
Why!
Are you sure?
I don't have anything.
My hug is warm, you love to hide in my arms.
Sometimes i feel like home, but i am not.
Because i don't feel anything.
But hey, he doesn't want you to be afraid.
He wants to see you smiling, talking, and laughing loudly.
He wants to see her hair
Your hair.
He makes her laugh.
He doesn't want you to be afraid
But he also doesn't want you to be afraid.
Why there is so much fear inside of us?
And why he is empty?
He should be afraid.
He should be afraid
But no, he doesn't want you to be afraid.
He tell you jokes, he sings you to sleep
But you can't sleep
Beacause his voice is not warm enough.
Because you are afraid.
Are you deaf?
Are you deaf?
Look at me, move on
Can't you move on?
He tells you to move on
But you don't believe him.
Do you really want to move on?
Move on to where?
I built everything on you
In you.
I built homes.
Cause i believed that we should, that we can build homes out of people.
Now you don't believe that.
Now you don't believe that
Because the home you built
You can't unbuild.
You can't move on from it.
You can't run, run
He knows hot to run, but you can't.
Because you are too afraid.

Look at yourself
You are so weak
Love make you weak.
Love doesn't make you stronger, it makes you weak.
You make me weak.

You make me too afraid
And you make me warm
Its a strange mix
A strange thing
Its a feeling.

That i wish you could vanish
And when you vanish, you appear in my dreams.
How could i make that happen?
To make you disappear and in the same time to make you appear.
I want your absence, but i need your presence.
How could i hate you and love you at the same time?
How could i feel warm and cold at the same time?

"He doesn't want you to be afraid."

Have you ever heard about gratitude? the key basic to well-being and happiness?

#003: Gratitude

النص : لمريم حيدر 

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مريم حيدر - مواساة

#005:العزلة

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نزعة إلى الموسيقى | MUSICOPHILIA

بودكاست | نزعة إلى الموسيقى - الحلقة 3 - موسيقى البلوز

أصدقائنا الغرباء

⇢ "I'm just an angry person." 
 ⇢ "You know I get angry fast, it's your fault for triggering me."
 ⇢ "I'm a hopeless case"


Is there truth to these statements?

Today's Ayas:
إِنَّ الْإِنْسَانَ خُلِقَ هَلُوعاً * إِذَا مَسَّهُ الشَّرُّ جَزُوعاً * وَإِذَا مَسَّهُ الْخَيْرُ مَنُوعاً * إِلَّا الْمُصَلِّينَ* الَّذِينَ هُمْ عَلَى صَلَاتِهِمْ دَائِمُونَ 

قُلْ كُلٌّ يَعْمَلُ عَلَىٰ شَاكِلَتِهِ فَرَبُّكُمْ أَعْلَمُ بِمَنْ هُوَ أَهْدَىٰ سَبِيلًا 


Yes, human beings have been created in a reactionary way. Yes, we are born with that tendency and yes, we all have different challenges. What comes easily to you may not come easily to me and what comes naturally to you might take a lot of effort from me and my strengths may be your weaknesses. 

And that's okay.

I believe we are put here to figure ourselves out and then work accordingly. 

Even on an emotional level, we all have different strengths and challenges and it's important to know what they are and then work with them. We are born with certain things that come "easy" and "hard" to us but we still have "choices".

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Do People Really Have Choices Or Are They Just Born This Way? | What I Learned #10

وَإِذَا سَأَلَكَ عِبَادِي عَنِّي فَإِنِّي قَرِيبٌ ۖ أُجِيبُ دَعْوَةَ الدَّاعِ إِذَا دَعَانِ ۖ فَلْيَسْتَجِيبُوا لِي وَلْيُؤْمِنُوا بِي لَعَلَّهُمْ يَرْشُدُونَ
(186)سورة البقرة

"And if my slave asks you about me, I am indeed close I indeed answer the call of the caller. So they should try to respond to me and believe in me so they can be guided."

What I learned:

1 ⇢ God talks to us directly.

 
2 ⇢ God for sure answers our call but he also asks us for something in return: try to respond to Him. What I find amazing is God uses the word "they should TRY". He isnt askign for perfection,. He is askign fro effort. 


3 ⇢ If you ever find yourself in a tough situation needing to comfort from Him. Use this aya to ask Him about Him.. But doent forget to put in the effort first.. try to repsond to him then ask Him about Him.
The way He responses (the HOW) it's up to HIm. (He is The Master and we are the slaves)

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What To Say In Moments Of Need | What I Learned #28

بحث عن علم النفس من المنظور القرآني
النية: قلب يعقل(بالعربي والإنجليزي)
Hi! My name is Noorah, and this is where we help close the gap between Modern Psychology and what Allah says about us in His Book (in both English and Arabic).

I also share secrets and insights into the most common questions I get asked in my private 1 on 1 sessions and my thoughts on them that I don’t share anywhere else. 

To help us:

1- Answer life's BIGGEST questions(or at least start with the right questions!)
2- Go back to the core
3- Bring Allah back into our life

A little bit more about me:

I am a coach, an artist, and the founder of In Conversation. I believe we're all created differently and there's a reason why we're here, and it's my job to help you figure it out. 

Psychology in The Quran is my secret hobby, the glue to everything I do, and I am so glad you're here 💛

Your fan,
Noorah

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Do People Really Have Choices Or Are They Just Born This Way? | What I Learned #10

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