I know that I’m not in the group chat with my friends 
And I guess that I shouldn’t do that call them friends
I’m just a problem that they pass on se la vie
Nobody noticed that I’m long gone they didn’t want me

I never asked to be excluded
But I feel like I’ve intruded  
If I dare to think inclusion is for me
Mother and brothers didn’t want me
Though it feels a little haunting
I don’t expect any differently
Melodramatic then too manic
Heart-rate rises then I panic
I’d rather go back to being depressed
Too much to handle and I get it
Don’t say sorry just forget it
Feel the cleanest when alone in my mess

I know that I’m not in the group chat with my friends 
And I guess that I shouldn’t do that call them friends
I’m just a problem that they pass on se la vie
Nobody noticed that I’m long gone they didn’t want me

So cry more pity party boy
Stay shitty and annoying
Nobody wants to hear
All of that self-loathing and fear
I tried though I tried to make you laugh
I opened up my chest
And loved you half to death
You didn’t want it then
 
You didn’t want it then
You didn’t want me, friend
You passed me off again
You didn’t want it then
You didn’t want me, friend
You passed me off again
Again, again, again

I know that I’m not in the group chat with my friends 
And I guess that I shouldn’t do that call them friends
I’m just a problem that they pass on se la vie
Nobody noticed that I’m long gone they didn’t want me

I get it please don’t speak
You want the best for me
As long as it doesn’t come from you
Someone else will do
Anyone but you
The problem is you’re not original
I’ve heard that song and dance before
From my mother, brothers, friends, and lovers
There’s always someone else to cover
Always someone else I’m meant to find
Who will tolerate my mind
And be fucked enough to love me
  
I know that I’m not in the group chat with my friends 
And I guess that I shouldn’t do that call them friends
I’m just a problem that they pass on se la vie
Nobody noticed that I’m long gone they didn’t want me

I know that I’m not in the group chat with my friends 
And I guess that I shouldn’t do that call them friends
I’m just a problem that they pass on se la vie
Nobody noticed that I’m long gone they didn’t want me

The Group Chat

NO PM