Mann- i relate to this song so much in some parts...i wish it had lyrics 😭😭😭

by my side ft. yvng crow (prod.5head)

im sorry if i seem distracted
im really tryna live but im distracted
i know i said it twice atleast im aware
i always say things twice cause i know im not there
i know im not there
i know im not there
i know im not
ay my ghost has seen these trees all the time
and it'll see em baby, one more time
ay i cannot heal from this
oh
god 
no
its like a family that had planned out
but it never worked out 
i would try a thousand years
i would cry a thousand tears
its like a girl that gave you her heart
but you tore it apart
my life has never been in my hands 
and now i gotta pay the price
and fucking change it right
before i fuckin die
i wanna live
i wanna see what the world has to give
to me 
i gotta have hope
and i gotta be me 
i gotta see the brighter side
sweep me off my feet :(
am i gone today?
will i be okay?
i dont got no one asking me if ill be okay
aye aye
im tryna find the one for me
maybe lookin's not good for me
but i know if ion try imma never be alright
damn.

ay my ghost has seen these trees all the time
and it'll see em baby, one more time
ay i cannot heal from this
oh 
god 
no
its like a family that had planned out
but it never worked out 
i would try a thousand years
i would cry a thousand tears
its like a girl that gave you her heart
but you tore it apart.

i would try a thousand times..
i would stay a thousand nights..
you were gone but i was here..
i would never disappear.. 

im gone but aint disappear <3

sweep me off my feet (wisssery x jolst)

produced by neverforever

completely non profit

lyrics

told her do not worry
trouble getting up in any way without a coffee
fuck it gimme tea, gimme chai inside a latte
pass the competition no Ferrari I'm Bugatti
summer ain't for me I like my coats with excess pockets

don't go minding me I like to blend in with the objects
from my corner read the room out like a blurb and all its contents
drunk and in the city streets I'm walking singing nonsense
since we were 17 I've never stopped to watch the comets 

ay

lately do not fuck with outings 
no I do not wanna party
everybody here draining
u can keep all of ur conversations 
think that I'd rather just talk to the table
it kinda get me 
it kinda wobbly n never just stable
throwing up on this instrumental
fractured words gonna border mental
I'm offline and she's temperamental
talking shit on her screen of metal
how u let twitter impact how ur head screwed
how u let people decide who can love u
lately I sit in my room
and I just smoke thru
I'm losing the will just to pull thru
but honest it's been good to see u

good to see u
can I get a preview
let me see the other side
and tell me was it peaceful 
come and see u?
I can barely speak dude
I vomit words onto a beat 
but conversations where I'm weak

where I'm weak
and so I weep

winter heat drops
all the leaves rot
my face will leak snot 
I'm like a tea pot
my heart will weep blood
it's filled with red muck
don't mind my weed cough
my lungs are black sludge

I got bad habits in my backpack
how u fuckin with a thumb tat
I got a razor blade and a bruised waist
I don't eat enough and that's my bad
too many fakes just chasing plays
u ain't ever blowing up and it's so sad
I'm not chasing fads I'm just born to rap
I ain't even wrote this down in my notepad

it's off the dome
kicking in the streets without a home
and I almost copped a charge but I came home
so lighten up there's not a lot of hope
and what u got is what u taking home

vomit (neverforever)

Stepping Stone w/ Idkconundrum (prod. King Theta)

produced by caves.

metallic taste in my mouth
bloodshot eyes and im out
i dont know my route
i dont know my route
i dont know my route..
live, endeavor
☆
old news that i already know
pissed off and i cant get old
what do i have to say?
(could i ever?)
(could i ever?)
(one missed call)
(two missed calls)
☆
and who am i right now..?
MY BODYS TELLING ME 
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
RIGHT NOW
"I NEED TO GET OUT, NEED TO GET AWAY"
to find contrast
in my life
or all this will be nothing
(nothing)
yeah, it'll be nothing.
☆
IM EITHER FIGHTING OR BREAKING
IM EITHER FIGHTING OR BREAKING
FOR ALL MY LIFE
I SCRAPE ANY HOPE
OFF MY BEDROOM FLOOR
and if i cannot find it,
I'LL LEAVE ANYWAY
☆
a hurricanes coming thru and
it kinda reminds me of you
kinda reminds me of you..
have you ever, have you ever,
been alone like that?
and all this time i finally need to matter

live, endeavor.

srry i've been gone. been rlly FUCKED up :(

lyrics:

let me go
take me home
thru this pain
solely i know
take me home
take me home
to a place
i might know

you call me cause you can't sleep
and i can hear your breathing
it's a lustful temptation my body abrasive i'm reading your thoughts right now
i can tell what you're thinking bout
i'll give in with acceptance of another round
i feel out of place with my mind in this state
it's a feeling i hate but her touch turns me on right now

let me go
take me home
thru this pain
solely i know
take me home
take me home
to a place
i might know

fw0b (thersx)

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

Concrete (ft. emptychest & NAVYXOWER)

@splashgvng @jolst

lyrics:

maybe i’m just sick of everything you said
i keep it all inside my head
you really make it bend
all the blood you bled is a river
nothing inside my heart could deliver
are we suppose to feel this way
you burned a hole inside my face
i’m a hungry soul
locked inside this hole yeah i want more
you said to let it go
i thought this time was gold now it’s all cold

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left
(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

if anything gold could stay this year
i’d rip my heart right out my chest
if i wasn’t told to feel this fear
then maybe i wouldn’t be distressed about it all
i’m tired 
i’m sorry that i’m a liar
i’m trying to be better
but i guess it’s all for nothing

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left

(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

maybe i’m just sick of everything you said
i keep it all inside my head
you really make it bend
all the blood you bled is a river
nothing inside my heart could deliver

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left
(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

calm yourself we’re only here for the moment 

drown yourself in your tears yeah it’s fine

all 4 nothing (prod. splashgvng x jolst)

produced by lil nightshift
feature by the homie decks
this ones just for us
completely non profit

lyrics

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food
i got tar n muck n my shoes
top it off with bad attitude

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food
i got tar n muck n my shoes
top it off with bad attitude

there's a store that shuts in my head at noon
if u had a point better make it soon
deprived of shut eye I'm craving snooze
online it's highlights and pay per view
this scene is dead but I'll make it thru
when i carve a pathway of naked truths
consistent drops will always grow a project
consistently will top whatever drops next

up next.

uber eats bro i fw ramen
rolled up 50s, baggies, palm it
came to play, boi I'm fuckin starving 
piece of cake, watch me bite this tarmac 
here's to a year of me still complaining
bunkered down in my mental basement 
fuck the labels and fuck the placements
here's to sinners, get fucking brain dead

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food
i got tar n much in my shoes
top it of with bad attitude 

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food 
i got tar n muck in my shoes
top it of with bad attitude

decks

let it fuckin build, what have i got to lose
i been fuckin braindead since '22
& if u watch me implode its pay per view
my own mental state will make money too

i been grinding for years & it wont stick
nothing i do's worth a damn to the public
i do this for me till my deathbed
what the fuck does it matter when its all corrupt
& the money i've spent's an investment
don't think i dont know what i have accomplished
i could do this from my basement
but veins and i aiming for bigger, just trust that.

where my face hit dirt ft. decks (lil nightshift)

got a lot more drops coming after this one, let's fuckin GOOOOO
show sum love to the homie @betweentheveinsandi MF put his body through hell to get this verse in LMAOOO

lyrics:

[hero]

all the tears I cried
falling apart
now I closed my heart
to open when its over
i cannot do this shit
i cannot push on forth
huh didn't wanna die this way
but it was jus not my choice

aching on my skin so bad can't even check my cell phone
i can write my verses but i freeze up on an outro
harmonies conflicting in my head with the electrodes
lost so many people its jus procedure till it takes its toll
yea coddle me baby
give me a person i know is worth saving
over the pettiest shit they are calling me crazy
i cannot trust nearly anyone lately
got me self reflecting
got me second guessing
jus gon kill this song so hard they think im a perfect specimen

I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side

[betweentheveinsandi]

who had a clue id die this way
all of the doctors said the same
he'll but a blade right thru his veins
something had went wrong deep in his brain
look at the way he respond to pain
getting back up to punch u in the face
i got this fury deep root deep in this plane
i gotta let this hurt just burn and give me super strength
The pain is only ever there to make u stronger
most be tapping out when i say i can do it longer
take me at my word that pain can turn u to a super soldier
look at this bud i swear im smoking boulders

[hero]

yea coddle me baby
give me a person i know is worth saving

[betweentheveinsandi]

friends switch up n form habits of taking
ill write a diss and keep personals vacant

[hero]

got me self reflecting
got me second guessing

[betweentheveinsandi]

our brains work just the same and thats how i know ur wrong

[both]

I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side
I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side

just procedure w/ betweentheveinsandi (autrioly)

𝟬𝟯 | ✧𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘞𝘦 𝘚𝘢𝘺✧
@timeless-archive
@bts-podcast
𝘝𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵/𝘎𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵

Concrete (ft. emptychest & NAVYXOWER)

The North Shore

Recent comments

Valeria Sola

☆RiP.3.7☆

☆RiP.3.7☆

Timeless Archive

Related tracks