Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

i guess ill go fuck myself
told me i should i find someone else
im breaking from the pressure
what happened to forever

im tryin my best
im doin the most
got a blade in my chest
and im uppin the dose
keepin my eyes closed
i got like nowhere to go 
and u can see in my eyes
that ive been feelin alone

up all night and no ones around
i wanna scream so loud
but i aint makin a sound 
i got blood drippin down from my t shirt
sining so loud that my teeth hurt

dose (Prod. dercept x ako)

Prod @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Featuring @1endie
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I'm staying quarantined from everyone who cares for me
 
'Cause they could never really get it
I'm not shy
I'm just staying independent
I have trouble letting people in
Ask me what's my problem
Where do I begin
 
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I won't even try to hide that I don't want to socialize
'Cause I'm a wreck
I'm a recluse
 
Three days in the same shirt
What's the point of waking up if I don't gotta work
Check my phone
No missed calls
At this point I'm convinced
No one'd miss me at all
 
(Endie)
I love and hate my youth for someone like you
And you know that I don't write
My feelings for you in a notebook
A journal
Trying not to fall for
Someone like you
‘Cause you’re all I know
And you're all I want

Listen on Spotify!

Recluse w/ Endie (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

Soulfade - Pale White Horse

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

seejay stinks and sent the open to too many people so here's the other version

seejayxo x kenny orlando - "moonlight" LEAK

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting 

Smoke in the air 
I got thoughts in my head about what’s truly there 
Am I supposed to be here??

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting

Dope Sick [+ Cimor x splashgvng]

prod. 1tcyxo & wasterr
@safeatlast

[kill breanna:]
theres not enough beat 4 me
cus i got 2 much hate in me
this shit aint what i had in mind..
im changing my mind like every, every, night
u can see my eyes, so dont ask me how im doing
i think i wanna vomit
i know im dumb, i promise

i cant stand 2 wait on me no more
i feel like my eyes hit the flooor
good try, but i still know whats deep inside of my mind
good bye! to all the fake cunts in my friendss list
i see the fuckn walls spinnin
hold up, i did not finish
i said "fuck my demise", no i am not finished
nah i dont fuck w thermal countries fuck yo fins, bitch
yes im wired up, off that mud and them pills, bitch
reliable asf, im always high, im never low
im happy when not home, buy that shit by the o
fuck. everybody. that i known, i guess
i guess i shoulda waited, but i did it feelin lifeless
yEEEAaahAHAHahAHAHHhooooOOooOOOo

[lil divine:]
feelin lifeless
got no fuckin heartbeat
i gotchu in my sights bitch 

ye i pull up wit a knife quick
stick it in ur corneas 
and leave u fuckin eyeless

i see the fuckn floors spinnin
maybe i should stop sippin

they screamin out divine
this my life and i did it

i fucked up yea i admit it
let me speak for just a minute
i dont ask a lot from you
just let me have my time wit it 

got no time aint no wristwatch  
i got no time for a pit stop
im comin up letcho bitch watch
u aint on my team u got kicked off

no gucci and no saint laurent
rock teen hearts til the day i drop
bitch ima go like pokemon
ima run this shit til the day im gone 

[kill breanna:]
theres not enough beat for me
cus i got too much hate in me
this shit aint what i had in mind
im changing my mind like every, every, night
u can see my eyes, so dont ask me how im doing
i think i wanna vomit
ulooksodumbipromise

[lil divine:]
i dont know what you see in me
its the same shit like every week
this shit aint what i had in mind
im killing myself like every fucking night

you switched up your love
and it sucks,
and it hurts 

[kill breanna:]
fuck grownin up, stay a kid
fuck growin up, this is shit
i fucked around, and raced that shit a bit
fuck a speed limit, bitch im lit
FUCK a bitch who dont believe in shit!
FUCK a bitch who dont try for shit!
nah i dont fuck w thermal countries fuck yo fins, bitch
yes im wired up, off that mud and them pills
reliable as fuck, im always high, im never low!
im dazed, meo!
please leave me alone!
i guess i should've waited, but i did it feeling lifeless.

ulooksodumbipromise w/ lil divine

ulooksodumbipromise w/ safeatlast

Written by: Reapers Shadow
Produced by: Sk8miles
Mixed by: Reapers Shadow
Mastered by: @heurestal
Artwork generated by: https://dream.ai/create
Artwork prompt from: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics:
[Intro]
We met when we were younger
I know that we both hated summer
(I love you)
They say that time is just a number
But, don't you remember
When I cried on your shoulder

[Bridge]
Tonight you've made me cry
Thought it was love but it was just a lie
Expected me to smile all the time
Never respected my feelings
At all

[Verse]
I guess I can't trust you like I used to
You've changed for the worse
(For the worse)
You're not the man I used to know
Thought I was the sun when I was just a lonely moon
Hiding in the dark

[Chorus]
What happened to us
We used to be so close
But now you hate my guts

[Outro]
I still love you no matter what
I want to be in bed with you
(So just)
Just hold me in your arms
My love

What Happened To Us (Prod. Sk8miles)

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised (michael harrison)

s/o cl6udy <3
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: cl6udy x splashgvng
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[Intro]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

[Chorus]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

youre all so fake n thats fine
i expected it to happen this time
no hard feelings, its fine
cuz itll all work out for me this time

[verse 1]
shawty said its my world, i just gotta make it
i dont give a fuck bout anything except the payments
give me all the money, you can keep the fame shit
i dont want the paparazzi all up in my face bitch

they were all up on my dick n now they wanna bump me
i dont like the fake love, it comes off so corny
your bitch on my line n she trynna make me horny
i dont want the pics baby girl, just come n show me

i been on my grind with these slits on my wrist shawty
trynna get some diamonds where i was leakin n shit shawty
got the city on my back n they dont even see shawty
pullin off from the show in the tinted n lifted big body

[Chorus]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

youre all so fake n thats fine
i expected it to happen this time
no hard feelings, its fine
cuz itll all work out for me this time

n thats fine [Prod. cl6udy x splashgvng]

𝟬𝟯 | ✧𝘔𝘶𝘭𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘋𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦✧
@timeless-archive
@bts-podcast
𝘝𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵/𝘎𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵

Dope Sick [+ Cimor x splashgvng]

The North Shore

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