Ambient sludge.  Made with TE OP-1 Field.  Recordings of myself using these instruments: opening a soda can, crunching a protein bar wrapper, unrolling a thing of packaging tape, tapping on my old metal office desk.  We are all just selfish rats.

Rats Under The Docks

“I was inspired by indie pop for this song, which is about moving on, getting back to yourself and reflecting on how far you have come. Life is full of moments and when you are in them those moments might not be so great in hindsight or those terrible moments might be the best thing that ever happened; a complete turn in your life, the making of you. I took inspiration from “Down” by Blink-182 for the chorus. This came together quickly, one of those exciting projects that flows. Thank you for listening.” 

did that even happen?

Have you forgotten about me? 
I kept my heart running while my soul was off its feet and down on its knees
I was praying for rain to set me free 
So set me free from this unease
It’s something that I just can’t believe 

Did that even happen? 
Does the time gone by make sense of it all or is your hell still a fire? 

Do you remember those times?
We felt love deep inside then the waves came crashing
Did that even happen?

A fire, a rebel and a ghost making hell a reality, now history  
A feature in a magazine, a home grown heart burning machine 
Remember to never forget me 

Was it a tall story? 
Fictional history? 
A thing of make believe? 
Was I so naive? 
Was it pain or love?
Did that really happen to me? 

© heart house and the new kindness. 2025

Written, performed, recorded, produced and mixed by heart house and the new kindness. 
Mastered by DOLBY

did that even happen?

Lunar Ecstasy

Goodbye Charlie (You Make Heaven Crowded)

The R&B Soul mix 
Lyrics and song by Sas 
* original track of the same name ( copy paste link below ) 

https://on.soundcloud.com/2iI3rqHkEvOvkgOcXC

** From the upcoming Album called -
            R&B Soul Intimate Love Mix

https://on.soundcloud.com/5dshD7GkQCwrdCFM8Y

Verse]
Most of my life, 
I’ve worn this mask
Chasing dreams, 
Chasing the crave 
That sex ,
money,
cars bring ,
but the shadows they cast
Changed me 
Living a  flashy life, 
fake and brash 
Empty heart
cash couldn't mend my broken past

[Verse 2]
Lost in lust, 
I hired love for the night
Darkened soul, 
searching for the light
Hotel rooms, never felt so tight
Smilin' wide, but the pain outta sight
Tried to be ,
that someone else ( until you came along) 

[Chorus]
Wanted to be more than just a show
Someone real, not a headline show
Life in the fast lane, but slow on growing
Walkin' away from the lies I used to know
Just wanted to ,be
that someone, someone else
until I met you [ you ]
(Tonight , I finally am. )[ yes I am ]

[Bridge]
No more Fake thrills, empty bills, 
My void filled
No more Actin' like a king 
and  always unfulfilled
( oh no, not tonight I’m not ) 
Played the part, but the role almost 
killed me 
Livin' a story so fake,
took fate ,to rebuild it [ oh girl it is you who rebuilt me ]

[Verse 3]
Shiny car, but the engine was full of, bulletproof lies
Friends were frauds
Thought I had it all but felt cold inside
Hated that guy that envy can't disguise
( until I met you ) 

[Verse 4]
Tossed the mask, threw the keys on the floor
Left the shadows, walked straight out the door
From the echo of a past I can't ignore
Finally found the self I've searched for.
( oh girl, you mended this broken heart )

any young man
listening to these
lyrics [ yeah listen to them ]
don’t ever let
anyone else tell
you, that , 
you are not 
good enough [ yeah , let no one ]

Cause You Are ( my girl, cause tonight, I don’t need to be that, [ someone else ]

Someone_Else ( The R&B Soul Sas Mix )

A simple, little weird Original track
Music made in GarageBand
Lyrics & vocals by me 

😊

Lyrics:

In your house you want to feel like home
If you can't feel it
You don't want to be there!
On your sofa you want to feel relaxed
If you can't feel it
You don't want to be there!

Mmm...Mmm...Mmm...Mmm

In your kitchen you want to make food
If you can't do it
You don't want to be there!
On a plate you want to serve something good
If it's not good
You don't want to serve it!

Mmm...Mmm...Mmm...Mmm...

In your bedroom you want to get some sleep
If you can't sleep
You don't want to be there!
In your bed you want to feel good
If you can't feel it
You don't want to be there!

Mmm...Mmm...Mmm...Mmm...

You Dont Want To Be There (Original)

A Whole Lotta Fun

Presenting my first
"Neurofunk" genre production

https://www.instagram.com/p/DO4xUn-Dlgc/


In life there are times when it feels necessary or even unavoidable to deliberately ignore something—whether it's an injustice, a difficult truth, or a personal flaw—because facing it would be too painful, or simply too complicated.

Produced in the
ARAPA Music Studio
Sydney - Australia

22.9.2025

Just Look The Other Way

Explicit !
Lyrics :
On all fours, my desire is like a wild beast.
The lust and the passion pulse in my veins.
Animal energy, that you just can’t resist.
You open the cage and I break my chains.

I love when you take control, I love it rough,
Every thrust harder, while you’re climbing my peak.
Gripping the sheets, I just can’t get enough.
Your good pounding makes me feel unique.

(Chorus)
I don’t’ bite the pillow to muffle my wild screams,
Your silky hands on my hips  feel soft and strong
You master the talent that reigns in my dreams
In this doggy style, you’re never wrong.

I can’t see your face, and it makes me free
To enjoy the pleasure rougher and deeper.
I’m not ashamed of screaming loudly, widely,
As my mind evaporates in sweat and pleasure.

You know what I want, please don’t hold back,
The pleasures swell, like waves in the sea.
Our passion’s boiling, let’s tear up the track.
In this blissful space, just you and me.

(Chorus)
I don’t’ bite the pillow to muffle my wild screams,
Your silky hands on my hips  feel soft and strong
You master the talent that reigns in my dreams
In this doggy style, you’re never wrong.

I arch my back, let’s set the night ablaze.
Our bodies collide in this powerful dance,
A doggy style delight, we’re lost in the haze,
Together, my love, in this wild romance.

Doggy style delight, honey !
Doggy style delight, just you and me !

Bite the pillow

Cast of Characters:
Llanpsych -- @llanpsych -- Tez – Fender Stratocaster electric guitar and composition
K2 and the Three [and the Four]--@k2andthe3, @k2-kara –Ken -- drums
Entheogenic Psychonaught (Josh Clary)– @josh-clary-1 –Josh – Fender Precision Bass
J.J. Terrell– @j-j-terrell – synth and organ
The Beautiful Dark -- @thebeautifuldark -- Carl — vocals, whistling, and lyrics
TexMex Shaman– @texmex-shaman –Stephen — Tom Anderson Custom T model electric guitar, production, mix, and mastering
This song began at the end of last summer, August of '24, when Tez sat down and composed it on his guitar. He shared it with us right away, and while everyone jumped on it immediately, it sat on the shelf for so long because we all felt we needed a singer for it. Fast forward a year, and lo and behold, we picked up Carl, who is down for whatever vocals a song needs. 
  We began construction on this by creating the rhythm section. Ken first adding his explosive drums, followed by Josh completing the rhythm section with his four string, fretted bass, which he used a plectrum to play.  JJ entered the fray next, adding his otherworldly synth and thickening organ. 
  Then it sat. And sat. And sat some more, until Carl found us, or we found him, and he was finally able to add the missing puzzle piece. He also did something that none of us had ever heard before. He added the whistling at the end, too. But before we put it to bed, Stephen added some thrilling solo work with his axe, too, also towards the end. 
  Now that it was a completed song, we asked Stephen to mix it, even though it's really Tez's song, and that honor would usually go to him. However Tez was experiencing some technical difficulty, so the honor went to Stephen, who did his always professional production work on it. 
  This is a straight rocker from Eclectic Collective, being in all of our wheelhouses. This one was all made in house, too, so it's a great representation of our rocking skills as a band. We hope you enjoy listening to this as much as we enjoyed creating it. 

Original lyrics by The Beautiful Dark:

Curing core
Great lucid lore
Ore of iron dreaming
Alluring more
Grace lucid door
Assuring new real scening

Iron dreaming
Earth's core revealing

Tick tock that hope
Dream that design
Tick tock that goal
Aspiration in mind
Love locked to luscious
Living for time
New rules got rhyme
The future is fine

Iron dreaming
Earths core revealing

We need not fists
We need no guns
Just words and wits
Dreams for daughters and sons
You get the jist
A felt future is on
We'll clear the mist
Open those fists
It's a hug and a handshake
Then let's all move on

Iron Dreaming (Eclectic Collective)

I see her rise in the dawn
I see her shadow in the moonlight
Through the mist of time
The woman waits to be mine
Dressed in feathers and in wolf skin
Legend tells of her suffering
She was dead but now she lives
Under the full moon
-----------------------------------
Behold the wolf woman
Behold the wolf woman
the wolf woman
Lay me down baby
On the alter of your love 
the alter of your love 
-------------------------------
Lay me down on the alter of your love
O wolf woman baby I cant get enough
No no no
breakout 
---------------------------------
solo
--------------------------------
 the wolf woman
--------------------------------
Behold the wolf woman
Behold the wolf woman
the wolf woman
Lay me down baby
On the alter of your love 
the alter of your love 
--------------------------------
O wolf woman
lay me down
give me your love ..............................

WOLF WOMAN

For reasons unknown but time will tell...
Multi-instrumentalist, all types of music, all types of methods.
Occasional collaborations with other artists.
Sometimes I post the sheet music if it's piano.
Lately, my favorite instrument is a TE OP-1 Field keyboard.

Rats Under The Docks

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