Goodbye

[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
*produced by @ *

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LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

fuck im never enough 
i wish that i was 
id break myself to turn this to dust
and i kinda thought 
you hurt when you love 
but who would i be if i still was
and im giving up
cause i couldnt trust
and everyone tells me what youve done
wasnt it fun
isnt it my fault
how can i fail if theres nothing to try for


where to go cant face no place like home 
gotta find my house dont feel like home 
so i run away til i break my bones
gotta find a place might sell my soul 

and i never wanna relapse 
but i cut my arm cause i feel that 
and i help myself without feedback
and i never wanna love but i need that

and i never wanna relapse 
but i cut my arm cause i feel that 
and i help myself without feedback
and i never wanna love but i need that


fuck im never enough 
i wish that i was 
id break myself to turn this to dust
and i kinda thought 
you hurt when you love 
but who would i be if i still was
and im giving up
cause i couldnt trust
and everyone tells me what youve done
wasnt it fun
isnt it my fault
how can i fail if theres nothing to try for

nothing to try 4 (prod. kt3lly)

its not personal, its strictly business
prod. @jolst @irby314

im drunk again
i miss your face
just wish that i 
could replace 
the memories 
that are haunting me 
i miss the simple pleasantries
like sitting with you
staring at the sea 
this sullen panic
slowly surrounds me 

you dont know
you dont know
wat you're doing to me
you dont know 
you dont know 

you never loved me and it shows
it hurts me more than u could ever know
that im not the one you chose...

i wake up, 4 am
staring at the clock
wishing that i was him 
u dont know what your doing to me
baby
thought you were the best
rip my heart 
out of my chest 
i know that you 
would do it all again

i know that youd do it all again
but lets be real 
you're proabably better off with him
you're probably better off with him

you're probably better off...

im drunk again
miss your face
just wish that i
was what you wanted...

Spotify

better off [+irby & jolst]

prod heydium <3

lyrics: 

yeah i struggle a lot with myself
i spend a lot of time stuck in this hell
caught up between realities
i try not to become another victim of mentality
but i tell you what..
this life is slowly killin me

da da da da
this shits too much
da da da da 
like i rlly give af?

how do i make this something real?
i fuck with the aesthetic
i just dont get the appeal...
and its kinda fuckin me up
hardly livin wit the liquor and the drugs
this life has never been enough
i hate myself and it fuckin sucks
yeah its been so long man, stuck in this rut
i could die tomorrow
yeah, nobody give af 

yeah nobody give af...
nobody give af...

NOBODY GIVE AF

nobody give af [+heydium]

Lyrics:

everything gets better if you let yourself believe
ignore the facts
and maybe it'll get easier to breathe 
ignore the signs it's easier to be a fucking sheep
ur in their sights but they won't kill u they jus wanna hear ur screams
remember why we're fighting in the first place
it's getting violent finally and i taste blood
i can't tell if it's mine or not
i couldn't care if it's mine or not
i've had no meal in like 4 days
i'm unsure now if i need that to survive
and i guess that's my own fault
but still i'll blame it on you or try

its just a song
yea i know
but this is everything i'd say
to enlighten
any listener who wants 2 know my state
guess it wasn't that important 
hold my urge to fuck ur face
love sounds rlly nice until u get a fuckin taste
how she not around and she got me this fucked
i just made a good decision and i'm not even drunk
we all got a breaking point and mine's jus down the rung
think u better bite ur tongue 
oh no really 
bite ur tongue

if my blood stains up the carpet 
will it wash out all the same
i read a passage from the dead and they're offended i relate
we're wasting time 
get the point 
through your barely human brain
if you like a bit of comfort
ill be everything you hate
go back in time preserve your words
in undisturbed till fired clay
but only if you mean it 
cause meant words will read the same
one thousand years from now i'll be just another voided name
you'll come across it by coincidence and skip over my page

just another song (canyouseetheghost)

(chorus)

you said you needed time away from
but i don’t wanna leave your side 
abandoned and hopeless
is all that i am 
when i don’t have you in my life
you can use me up however you see fit
just know that the damage you’ve cause was permanent 
you poisoned my soul
i’ve never felt so bitter and broken and alone

(verse)

and now my brains in conflict with itself
and you don’t know that you’re putting me through this hell
and every little thing you did was for yourself
but that’s okay 
i wouldn’t have it any other way
anything to just get you to stay
because don’t know if i can live life without you
and if i could i would but i don’t think i know how to

(bridge)

i don’t know how to live
i feel rigor Mortis setting in
in my cold dead lifeless limbs
 
(chorus)

you said you needed time away from
but i don’t wanna leave your side 
abandoned and hopeless
is all that i am 
when i don’t have you in my life
you can use me up however you see fit
just know that the damage you’ve cause was permanent 
you poisoned my soul
i’ve never felt so bitter and broken and alone

i’ve never felt so bitter, broken, and alone (discent x R3DQX)

harder than it seems w/ sace6 (noahmadethiss x sace6)

prodbylxcid
https://youtube.com/@prodbylxcid

vocals, mix & master by wrentek

flame needa light my spliff
really miss my dawgs on nights like this
we were jus 16 started scheming 
i need big stars in the roof of my whip
need big stars wrapped inside of my spliff
heat wave ting how i fry these pricks
don’t smoke reggie, all u boys just fiend and
i stay with the pine, sugar free, i sip 

and u can get hit by the white boy quick
big tommy gun how i throw these fists
one left hand put u on ur knees and 
i don’t like violence but try my clique 
one hand drivin i don’t even whip
jack line bumpin he don’t even fish 
that’s triple 3 on the set and it’s 139
on my own i don’t need no bitch 
need no whip
need no bits 
bro got the corn, he aint eatin crisps 
bullseye the shot n he don’t even miss 
like OTN know who ur dealing with 
cus u can get hit with a big 4.5
not from me but from bro, that’s slime 
leave you with a hole in ur chest like shepard
soap mctavish how i throw this knife 
sittin on the shed, sippin lean i’m nice
“big crime lords” but u stealing bikes ?? 
30 year olds goin out on rides
hittin kids in school, 
u ain’t about that life 

so i’ll sit here now for a little bit
if you wanna swing 
just swing 
make a call and get gone
i don’t  wannatalk to civilians 
cus they ain’t about shit 
all this fuckin talkin is long
i don’t ride on opps 
just a little one two
beef on the estate 
grab a knife and get armed
all these broke boys 
sharing spliff and i 
don’t wanna have to expose 
what u really is on 

so slow ur role
watch the roads
look both ways before u shoot that pole
b town shit 
fuck ur road 
i don’t wanna 
see another yout 
turn cold 

pass me the flame needa light my spliff
really miss my dawgs on nights like this
we were jus 16 started scheming 
i need big stars in the roof of my whip
need big stars wrapped inside of my spliff
heat wave ting how i fry these pricks
don’t smoke reggie, all u boys just fiend and
i stay with the pine, sugar free, i sip 

and u can get hit by the white boy quick
big tommy gun how i throw these fists
one left hand put u on ur knees and 
i don’t like violence but try my clique 
one hand drivin i don’t even whip
jack line bumpin he don’t even fish 
that’s triple 3 on the set and it’s 139
on my own i don’t need no bitch

SOAP MACTAVISH

bluff w/ Weepings & Ally Holloway (prod. jody)

goodbye - midwxst (slowed + reverb) 💔

im so tired of the rain and the pour
i wanna slow down take a smoke in the porch 
and live life with the art that i forge
cuz im afraid of death and it's comin for us
im so tired of the rain and the pour
i wanna slow down take a smoke in the porch 
and live life with the art that i forge
cuz im afraid of death and it's comin for us 

fucked n im not high
baby got my heart tight
with all ur lies 
why don't you act right?
mind aint alright
that's why i can't sleep at night
shits hard or am i~ 
swimming against the tide

i pray to see u once again
either its heaven or hell 
i hope ur resting well 
dad ur my fucking champion
will love you til my lifes done
till earth does its last turn (2x)

im so tired of the rain and the pour
i wanna slow down take a smoke in the porch 
and live life with the art that i forge
cuz im afraid of death and it's comin for us
im so tired of the rain and the pour
i wanna slow down take a smoke in the porch 
and live life with the art that i forge
cuz im afraid of death and it's comin for us(2x)

slow down, take a smoke in the porch (lavendertxwn x pekarot)

by the graves in the dark
*hold my hand*
i cant see, not even spark
on this land, fall apart

i just played you, im not smart
dripping faucets, hear the bark
from the dogs
in the old mans house

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

i just wanted die, good thing you'd never understand
i know i got too close to it, the days were running thin
outt line
really outta time

running through the trees, yeah im running through the breeze
now its set, im crying help!
no one ever talks now
this shi*s like poetry, im just tryna help myself. 

im just tryna walk my way out of this hell
im just tryna make a name to feed myself
the photos never really cut it, its an act im sorry please
dont just cut me off cause im not rich as i seemed
blood all on  my sheets
you name keeps ringing back amongst the graves, i just need to find some peace, oh well

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

grave 2 (prod. AsharpTheOne)

Stop lying to yourself at night
It's okay to be not alright
When you're laying in your bed
The thoughts, they creep into your head
Until the 6am morning lights
Oh I promise that you're not alone
Although you hide behind that bottle of Patron
I could see it in your eyes
Your broken mind lets out a cry for help
Quit chasing feelings find yourself

Lately it's been hard to move on
Think about your lips for too long
Stay awake until dawn break
Feelings that I cannot shake
Dread up in my head tonight

Kissing on a blunt; Wishing it's your thighs
Still taste you on my tongue
Now back to lonely nights
I write a song or two and get so fucking high
But if I'm not with you
I think I'd rather die
I can think clearly now
I am just falling down
Stop that
Waking up sober now
Wishing I never found
Smack pack
Picking up straps on my backpack
On with my day and it's twelve past
3 in the pm
I'm checking my dm, and
Baby you still haven't snapped back
Thinking of me and
It's don't want to see them
Can't handle this I'm on my bag
Thoughts will come right back
I'm just going to cop me the next bag
Smoke it up good, I don't puff pass
Stuck in these cycles I must ask
Are you content with yourself
Running from thoughts
With the woods, face yourself
Don't let ego dwindle
Acquire the wealth
Love, Knowledge, Happiness
Fill up the shelf

Oh I promise that you're not alone
Although you hide behind that bottle of Patron
I could see it in your eyes
Your broken mind lets out a cry for help
Quit chasing feelings find yourself

Lately it's been hard to move on
An effigy of me inside of these songs
I always love until my heart is all gone

Morning Lights [yunnygoldz]

produced by the one & only: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @decksmusic & @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

sendflowrs:

it’s been a year since we left and we’re still not fuckin talkin,
left my home at 16, it feels like i’m still runnin 
why am i so upset?
i broke my nose now i’m covered in red,
and will you promise, stay right by my side?
it’s cold out there my love, pls just stay with me tonight 
just put your phone away yeah, i don’t wanna fight
(cus i know that i can’t trust u,
i know that i can’t trust u)

look what you did yeah, look at the mess that you made,
boy i’m good everywhere, each city i’m the thane 
fire up my bow yea the skies are turning grey,
fire up my flow yea best pray for it to rain

(cus i’ve been walking,
on my own,
never delete your number 
out my phone
she loves that fucking powder in her nose,
loves that fuckin powder, loves that fuckin powder, yeah)

decks:

it never even mattered to me
i said it was a problem but i lied thru my teeth
you’re the only one that i wanna see
dont wanna cause a scene, i don’t wanna intervene but

look at the way that u treat me
and deceive me
now im leaving
i don’t wanna be a problem
but you beat me
now im fleeting
and i tweet about it every day but now i need to “let it go”
i wish you could save me but i know you’re not my antidote
and yeah i know that im obsessed with you
or maybe i just like the idea
and i know that i need to get it through
my fuckin skull and get up out of here



nevermadeithome:

Well can you get the fuck out of my brain now 
im fuckin pissed off with you constantly being there 
And everytime that im walking around town 
I swear i see your face on everybodys head 
All your friends, they are fucking dead to me
They all knew, that you cheated 
I hope that your next boyfriend 
Goes out never made it home again 
I think ive just finally got over you 
Get outta my mind girl 
Stop hitting my line girl 
Even though your fine girl 
I dont wanna see you again 
Laying in my bed at night 
I cant see your eyes for the first time 
For the first time in my life 
My life 
My life 
Im upset 
In my life

upset :( w/ decks & nevermadeithome

produced by @metlast
featuring at @ihatepromnight
thank you to @sideviewdriveca

https://soundcloud.com/lottaheart/broken-in-two
https://soundcloud.com/ihatepromnight/restart-prodmetlast


@lottaheart:
broken in two
but i keep falling for you
that's how i know that its true
you say you want me
i want you too

baby come with me
just take my hand
i can tell you really wanna dance
if only you could give me one more chance
cause you're the only one that understands me

as long as i have you i dont need no plan b
tell you i want you and you say that you want me
hold you so close when i'm feeling lonely
you're so sweet baby you remind me of candy

so sweet
you're so sweet whenever you're around
i want you to hold me down



@ihatepromnight:
yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

self destructive-
type of person
my demons chase me,
they fucking lurking
i'm sick and tired-
of fucking hurting
will i ever be better than a burden?

yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

broken in two + restart (ft. promnight) [metlast]

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song every 1-2 weeks
beat every week

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@timeless-archive
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just another song (canyouseetheghost)

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