from the upcoming "nothing is real, part XXIII"
lyrix;;;
this feeling rips away at me
i just wanna wanna be happy
my mind wont let my eyes see
a way out of my misery
i feel as though i have it all..
yet i feel nothing.. at all....
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what goes around, it comes around
(what goes around, it comes around)
things are so much different now
all the little things, i worried about
it was all in my head... all in my head
i said it so many times before!!!! >:(
"but i neVeR hEaRd tHe WorDs.. the words.. the words!!!!"
and i was giving my own advice
now, whys it so hard?
to keep on track
to be the human being that i wanna get back
there's no going back
the truth is out there, you never should of lied to us all
it will be your downfall.
x

i've buried the dead disappointments, in the cemeteries of yesterday. 🪦✝️

u will be your downfall

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qgn8cXSzyY
with lyrics in video <3

music video

panic attack(s)

still looking for a way out
a way out of my head
i know that im dead dead
so i lay here in bed
in bed
in bed
here in my mind
i only exist;
i know that im dead dead
so i lay here in bed
here in my mind
nothing else exists
i know that im dead dead
i pretend that i live
x
here in my mind
i only exist;
i know that im dead dead
so i lay here in bed
here in my mind
nothing else exists
i know that im dead dead
i pretend that i live

still looking for a way out

you're a star

hi this album art pic is not me, it’s chloe! @user-182505760?p  🤍 worked in the music for only a day and a half my bad guys its kinda a rushed job. i was in the hospital for 3 days recently and still reccovering a lil, but the field recording is by chloe, and i added a gaming clip too of our win celebration with miranda on apex legends at the end. our first win with all 3 of us. gang. chloe hasnt made music before (unless she has a secret DJ alter ego i dont know about) haha, but yeah i really honestly pressured her to make a music name and put it on this song. i just think its cool, for me, writing this it was  inspired by just hanging with the girls and hearing about what was going on with her, and it would of been made without that experience just listening so i think its an important part of the song and deserves credit, even if she didnt produce the track. she added alot in my mind, and even offered up this cool picture for the album art :D after i heard the field recording of chloe’s neighborhood it inspired me to change the whole direction of the song but im really happy with what i did here and i hope it fills you guys with lots of energy to take charge of bad situations, and change them - even if its outside of your comfort zone, to learn to see how strong you are, and that you can do anything. - big love

Not like u - God particle

Not like u

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