Another wasted day in paradise
I don't know how to live my life
They tell me to be patient
But all my chances seem so vacant
Don't know if these words mean anything
God damn I sound like I'm still fourteen
I guess it's time for me to give it all up

What a fucking waste of time this is
I got no style I got no rizz 
I can’t believe I thought that I 
Could be worth something before I died
At best I’m just derivative 
Cause I never took initiative 
It’s time to throw it all into the shredder
Cause it doesn’t get better.

Day in day out it’s all the same
Wish I didn’t have to sound so lame
But I know there’s nothing more than this
Never ending constant swing and miss
What’s so wrong in knowing when to quit 
Giving up and not giving a shit
I think it’s time for this to come to an end

It Doesn't Get Better

Computer Shy [XO_willow cover]

You might think that I'm cool not your typical loser
Ever since high-school I've been a  gooner
Six feet tall got a chiseled jaw
Not an ounce of fat is on me at all
All these stupid Stacys always wanna fuck me
Honestly I find them disgusting
I don't want the touch of a women or a man
All I need to do is jerk it with my hand

You might say I'm pornsexual
Don't need to be consensual
Real people never did it for me
My preference has always been 2D

Tried to fuck this bitch had the biggest pair of tits
She showed me her pussy I couldn't stomach it
Is there something wrong I said of course
You don't even look like a cartoon horse
People are surprised when I say I'm into that
Piss rape gore and even scat
There's nothing in this world that won't get me hard
I even fucked my dog in the backyard

Goon Chad

Why's it gotta be a crime
To say every women out there's a waste of time
Not just the cissies but the passoids too
Why can't it be me instead of you
Everyone says that I'm filled with hate
But in all honesty I just want a date
To tell me to go to therapy
Or get on Methamphetamines GO

It's just my luck
that I can't fuck
It can't be my personality
That doesn't align with reality
Now something's wrong
I've been going on for way to long 
But that's okay because I've run out things to say

If You Like This Then Rope

You made some new friends
Didn't even care if your old ones came to an end
Bet you think you're really cool
You said you'd come back
But you're lying and I know that for a fact
You can't take me for a fool

We know you've moved on
But you still insist that you were never gone
If that's true where have you been
You never come round
Even though I know you're still in the same town
When you do you're still with him

I've tried my best with you
I don't know what else I can do
Guess I'll go back to my room
And try to fantasize 
We just don't get along
And you don't even like my songs
You think that I'm a loser I can see it in your eyes

Why can't you admit
That you've given up on us and finally quit
It doesn't have to be this way
All the stupid fights
Even though we don't really care who is even right
Let's just move on with our day

So you can leave me on read
You’re just like the most
Stop haunting my head
And acting like a ghost
If you don’t want me around 
Then get away from me 
Can’t feel a thing
Can’t feel a thing

RUN AWAY

Not Like The Other Girls [Cyborg9k Cover]

All the little lies that you tell yourself
Still saying that you wish you were somewhere else
You can leave but I know that you'll never change
You'll come back to the sights of a firing range

So what's the point of giving up and being a disappointment
You know there's people who still care
Leaving the scene just for ten more years of unemployment
Without it you're going nowhere

Right when we finally found a place we could call our own
You found it the perfect time you could disown
All the things you had built up using just your hands
now you're moving on to follow someone else's plans

Are you really gonna waste all of these years
For guys who wouldn't be caught dead calling you there peer
Don't you know this is the place where you belong
With all the losers and all of their stupid songs

What are you scared of
What are you scared of
What are you scared of this time

The music sucks
No one gives a fuck
So I'll just run away
To live another day
You people are weird
That's why I've disappeared
If you know what's good
Then you'll do what you should

Bleeding Scene

Artwork by Rykuii on Twitter

What you see is what you get
Don't live a life of regret
That's when Alice learned to draw
She learned from all the greats
She had even gotten Procreate
For that certain je ne sais quoi 

Thinking you can draw whatever is unrealistic
That just won't get you any eyes
If you wanna make it you'll have to draw dick or tits
For all those porn addicted lonely guys

Alice wanted to do more
She didn't wanna draw furry porn
But the gooners drive demand 
Doesn't mater what she wants
She'll have to draw a billion cunts
Getting plowed by the dick of a burley man

How To Draw Anime & Manga

Art by deunismistic on twitter

You think you're so smart, you think you're so cool
Now you're drunk again and looking like a fool
Born to be a loser you can't escape
Act out all you want they know you're a fake
Thinking that you're somebody bragging to your friends
Convinced they don't care and only pretend
How many times can you act like an idiot
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it
 
Sick of it
Sick of it
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it

There you go again thinking everyone hates you
Keep this act up and your wishes might come true
Looksmaxx blackpills and incels
Get some fucking help you're mentally unwell
Stop acting like a weirdo you're getting really gay
You need to figure out that it's gonna be okay
How many times can you act like an idiot
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it

uwu
OwO

I'm Never Drinking Again

Weirdos that you can't believe exist
Dark rooms that still stink like piss 
Bottles laid out across the floor
But you've already seen it all before
With a complex knowledge of Josh
And a little more put together than Vaush
Might be a total degen freak
But there's more coming up in the week

TAR MAN the star man
He's not too retarded
He's a doomer and a coomer
Frequent internet abuser 

Loser freaks and all other degens
Don't you wanna know how this story ends
Up being such a waste of time
Oh well it all ended just fine
Obsessed with all these autistics
Most of whom don't even really fit
Into what you'd call high functioning 
Chasing any scraps of dopamine 

TAR MAN the star man
He's not too retarded
He's a doomer and a coomer
Frequent internet abuser
He speaks to you through a feeding tube
So don't forget your anal lube
Cuz after this you're gonna get rubbed raw
From seeing these freaks with character flaws

No Normies

I used to think that you still
Gave a shit about the things we said we'd do
But I guess that you have changed or
Maybe I refuse to grow up

Now I'm stuck here doing the
Same as I was doing yesterday
I'm glad that you are still here
But you can't blame me for wanting more

Heads up you know it's true
I never believed in you
To follow through on anything that you say

I guess I'm not surprised
That you only tell lies
About the things you said we would do today

Caring doesn't have to be so lame
We don't always have to play these games
When you won't share any blame
On why our lives are still the same

Spice Of Life (New Version)

Soundcloud won't let me post all the lyrics :(

You Should Be Ashamed

I’m trying to remember what I saw back then
I’m kind of a normal guy but I’ve seen some shit on the internet
And when I forget again
Envision
Execution
My edgy taste misunderstood
I think they’d get it but they never could

It’s obvious I am alone
I’ll kill myself and then you’ll know
This time you will notice me
Seeing my hanging body

I am dead in every other way no happiness here I lay
Loveless till we fall
She never seemed to care at all

Envision Execution [Kanashi1 Cover]

I used to think everyone would like me
Understand and treat me nicely 
Appreciate what I put out there
And try their best not to stare
But everyone looks at me and I don’t know why
Maybe I’m not a normal guy
I think I know what’s happening now
I’m becoming a lolcow

Just can't seem to help myself
But I can't relate to anyone else
Only seen as a laughing stock
With no real friends and a tiny cock
Now I'm with Chris Chan and Video James
My life will never be the same
Everyone seems disappointed 
Like they wish I'd been aborted

I respond to every message
Even when it’s a little obsessive 
Can’t help but crave attention 
Especially when I shouldn’t mention 
They’re all counting on my downfall 
Won’t stop until I fall
I think I know what’s going on now
I’m just another lolcow

You're A Lolcow

Can't wait till I get to wake up
And pour myself a morning cup
Get to my job extra early
Like I've been doing for thirty
Years I spend here everyday
Making less than average pay
But I don’t wanna be anywhere else

Get told off again by my boss who’s got an attitude
Don’t defend myself cuz I don’t wanna be too rude
Rather know my place with a smile on my face
Turn around and slave away
I can’t complain about the hand I was dealt

I love what I do
I’ll never complain
About being screwed
Can’t wait to do it again
Do what I’m told
Be someone’s bitch
Until I grow old
I don’t think I’ll get sick of it

The years go by and I’m still right where I always was
Raise is coming soon I know it's gotta be because
I’ve done so good all that I could
Surly my day’s almost here
This is the mantra I tell myself

People call me brainwashed but I'd never
Bite the hand that feeds
Bite the hand that feeds
I don't need a life outside work I've
Got all that I need
Got all that I need

Minimum Slave

I’m the loser
Who can’t stop messing up
Save your breath for me cuz I know that you don’t give a fuck
I’m an addict
Who loves to disappoint
Wasting all this time and effort is all I can anoint 

It’s like tears in the rain
Everything feels the same
I just can’t seem to get it right
I’ll try to put my head down 
And never look around 
Cuz I keep going down without a fight

I’m a plastic bag
Filled with human shit
No one wants to come near me I’d only make them sick 
I’m a stop sign
Run to the ground 
I had one job and I didn’t do it now I’m out of rebounds

I’m a joke I’m a clown
I can’t even make my rounds
I’m exactly what they said I’d end up being
I’m a bitch I’m a cunt
I’m not even really punk
I don’t know what I’m even doing here

EENKO DRINKO

Wanted to try something new
So she quit fucking dudes
And tried to find herself a girlfriend 
Didn’t need no man
Wanted to eat clams 
Henrietta didn’t want it to end

Now she’d have to pick and choose 
Which girl she wants to chew
But there was no good candidates
Her options were tight 
At least for a dyke
Until she met this girl from out of state
She’d never read Marx
Lived in a trailer park
And had dirt all over her face 
Maybe this was the one
Who'd finally make some fun
And put Henrietta in her place

There she goes again
Getting beat up by her girlfriend 
She wanted something more
Than to be a part of Club 44

Weighs 98 pounds
Always gets tossed around
A black eye and two broken ribs
But she'd still rather stick with Eve
And not go back to Steve
Even if her face has turned to gibs


Club 44

Cover art by Rykuii

Sometimes when I'm all alone
I catch myself staring at my phone
I see that you are still online
But you're probably talking to that other guy
Maybe I should say something
But no amount of words could ever get me in
You don't seem too keen on speaking
But I know exactly what you're thinking

Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't
I saw you message me first I don't know what you were on
I don't think I'm gonna respond
There's nothing that you could ever do
To make me want to be with you

Can't even say I even disagree
My feelings for you aren't a mystery
Sometimes it seems I know what I want
But I bet you wake up thinking I'm a cunt
Now I don't know what to say
I'm still thinking of you everyday
This all feels like a sick game
That I'm losing with only me to blame

You don't realize what you're messing with
It's enough to make the both of us sick
I think it's best that I go on not knowing
So we can both make the things we love showing
Just cuz I like a little attention
Doesn't mean that you need to mention
What probably a hundred other people feel
I've got what I want and it's not something you could steal

(Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you)

Don't Text Me

Tired of the trees and all the lights
And I've had it up to here with the baby Christ
This year I've got something special for ya
I'm going to temple to buy a menorah
Grow my sideburns wear a kippah
Make sure my dinner is kosher
Some might say it's none of my business
But I think I wanna be Jewish for Christmas

Think I wanna be Jewish for Christmas
Think I wanna be Jewish for Christmas

As I watch the candle burning down the wick
I think about chopping off my dick
Wanna show that I'm committed
In the IDF I'll be enlisted
I don't even wanna be subtle
I'm in my backyard digging tunnels
Some might say it's none of my business
But I think I wanna be Jewish for Christmas

Jewish For Christmas

Makeup's on and you're looking just fine
Don't you know you're wasting all your time
Cuz you don't even know what you want
The sun is going down and it's getting pretty dark
You never had any bite just bark
Only chasing the ones out in front

You say you're scared of me cuz they way I think
Call me an incel cuz I never get pink 
Everything I do seems to make you sick
You always shut me down it's so frustrating
Then fuck your dog and call it masturbating
But somehow I'm the one giving you the ick

Disgusted by everyone
Yet you're not afraid to have too much fun
I know you're the real degenerate 
Go through life not caring at all
Not until you're up against that wall
Then you'll finally go back to giving a shit

How have you convinced yourself
That it's not your fault but somebody else
Everything you say is so absurd
I don't wanna hear another word

Because I can't take it
I know that you fake it
You are such a bitch

The Ick

Sometimes when I'm all alone
I catch myself staring at my phone
I see that you are still online
But you're probably talking to that other guy
Maybe I should say something
But no amount of words could ever get me in
You don't seem too keen on speaking
But I know exactly what you're thinking

Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't
I saw you message me first I don't know what you were on
I don't think I'm gonna respond
There's nothing that you could ever do
To make me want to be with you

Can't even say I even disagree
My feelings for you aren't a mystery
Sometimes it seems I know what I want
But I bet you wake up thinking I'm a cunt
Now I don't know what to say
I'm still thinking of you everyday
This all feels like a sick game
That I'm losing with only me to blame

You don't realize what you're messing with
It's enough to make the both of us sick
I think it's best that I go on not knowing
So we can both make the things we love showing
Just cuz I like a little attention
Doesn't mean that you need to mention
What probably a hundred other people feel
I've got what I want and it's not something you could steal

(Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you)

All the thoughts you put inside my head
To make sure I don't end up dead
All the things that you say to me
I don't know what to believe

You're such a liar 
I'm sick and tired
Of all the things that you're trying to tell me
You don't wanna be responsible
When things get awful
You think it's okay to lie through your teeth

All of that happened so long ago
When I was someone you didn't know
Try to talk me away from that ledge
It won't get rid of this wedge

So you can play pretend
But these feeling will never end
I refuse to be fooled

You're such a liar 
I'm sick and tired
Of all the things that you're trying to tell me
you don't wanna be responsible
When things get awful
You think it's okay to lie through your teeth
I want it
You got it
Now you're telling me I just couldn't take the hint
You’re sick and tired
You're such a liar
You never wanted to be with me

I wish I knew where my head was all those years ago
Was I still to anxious or just a bit slow
Now we've both grown up and you're telling me that you have moved along
But I never did and probably never will

You're such a liar 
I'm sick and tired
Of all the things that you're trying to tell me
you don't wanna be responsible
When things get awful
You think it's okay to lie through your teeth

I'm such a liar 
You're sick and tired
Of all the things that you're trying to tell me
I don't wanna be responsible
When things get awful
I think it's okay to lie through my teeth
Who wants it
They can have it
Have to accept that I just couldn't take the hint
You're sick and tired
I'm such a liar
Pretending I'm who I couldn't be

You're such a liar
I'm such a liar

Weaselly Little Liar, Dude

Can’t believe all this is happening again 
Last time it was abstract but now you are my friend 
Everyone’s changing nothing can stick in place
Except for me keeping with the back of the race

I guess I see the point of giving up
But that doesn’t mean I like it

Looks like we’re still bleeding out 
Hedging your bets saving your clout
Can’t tell you how to live your life
That doesn’t mean I think it’s right

They used to tell us we were all wasting our time 
That no one is making it out of this alive
Everyone seems to be trying to prove them right
But I’ll stay in this empty house keeping on the lights

Still Bleeding

Nothing I say will ever get through that thick skull of yours 
It’s almost like you never cared
I guess all the times we had they don’t mean nothing anymore 
All these wasted years going nowhere

But now that I think about it 
I don’t give a shit 

I don’t need you anymore you’re nothing but a massive bore
I’ll be fine all by myself 
I’ve got way more going on 
And I’ll be here long after you’re gone
Live your useless life with someone else

What was I thinking trying to make sure you’d never leave
Dragging us both back straight to hell
Now that you’re gone I can’t find it in myself to even grieve 
I think this might just turn out well

I really wanna leave 
I know I can’t stay
But if I do I’ll be just like you
Another run away

CAN'T FEEL A THING

Thought you wanted me to be there you were the one telling me I should go
But I ended up looking like a fool and having to leave alone
Empty handed yet again we didn’t even get to speak 
Anything with you could have made my entire week
Now I wish I never met you or anybody else
When I hear the things you say to him I wanna be by myself
Now I can’t go about my life without being forced to think 
Every time I picture it I want to throw up in my sink

Get out of my mind
Get out of my mind
I wish I could get rid of your memory
I don’t want you living inside of me
For the rest of my lonely days
I was better off myself anyway

Hope you understood my message cuz I understood yours 
Should have known exactly what you were and what you had in store
You think that I can’t tell when you are laughing in my face
I don’t know what I did to deserve to be put into this place

Don’t know what to do maybe I’ll keep my thoughts inside
That way we could still be friends and go about our lives
Even if you’re a psycho I still want you to be mine
Exclusively for the rest of time
Truth be told I don’t think I hate you as much as I should 
Part of me wants to keep trying and do all that I could 
I know this is probably wrong I just want you so bad
Even if you’d never love me cuz I'm a giant fag

Get out of my mind
Get out of my mind

Because of you I get no sleep
And I don’t even wanna eat
You’ll be in my head for the rest of my days
Even though I don’t even know your name

You’ll be in my head for the rest of my days
Even though I don’t even know your name

She’s twice but she still wants me to call her daddy’s kitten
And tells me how much she wants to make me dinner in her kitchen 
I’m just glad to have a girlfriend 
Even if her eggs have come to an end 
She don’t got very long on her life
But I still wanna make your mom my wife

I don’t care that she is twice my age
(These nights go on and on and on)
I get to see her muff on my Facebook page
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)
And even though we haven’t even met 
(These nights go on and on and on)
My Colombo role play gets her really wet
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)

I love her face
I lover her hair
She's hit the wall but I don't care
She talks to me, she takes my hand
Calls me a handsome young man
So much better than any old e-whore
Got her in a skype call, she don't use discord
Yeah it may be weird it may be wrong
But I'm still having e-sex with your mom

She says that she’ll pack my lunch
And lick on my dick a bunch 
I’ll get to finally see her flaps 
Never mind the huge age gap 
(These nights go on and on)
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)

SUCK ME GOOD

E-Sex With Your Mom [feat. Loser64]

Brain is fucking up
I have had enough
I can’t tell who is on my side
What am I doing here
Why are they steering clear
Is all this built on top of lies
I don’t know what to do 
I don’t know what to do 

Don’t know what’s going on 
Hope it’s not too late
All of this feels wrong
No one can relate
Just want to be fixed 
But I can’t think
I can’t think
Can’t think straight

Stuck inside my head
Acting like a sped
Is this where I’m supposed to be
Now I’m freaking out
Not sure what about 
It’s why I can’t get in can’t you see
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do

CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT

Say that you’re coming over 
And that you wanna be closer
Can’t tell if these are signs
Or if I’m just thinking out of line
Don’t think that I’m prepared 
Shaking, nervous, and scared
Is this really gonna happen 
Or is it something I just imagine

You’re sitting right there
My hands in your hair
Somehow I still don’t know what to do
I know what you’re feeling 
This deal should be sealing 
But I still can’t seem to make my move

I still can't seem to make my move
I still can't seem to make my move

Now you’re sleeping on my couch
Not sure what this is about
Guess that I’m just retarded
Cuz I don’t know how to get things started 
Now even after the act
Still wondering if we’re a fact
You’re right but I can’t stop staring 
At the hole in my bathroom ceiling


Make My Move

How do I make sure that this whole thing will last
Are we moving way too slow or are we moving fast
Do you get all weirded out by everything I say
Is this endearing to you or do you find all of this gay 

Still don’t know how to get all these feelings off my chest
Should I say them all aloud or just give it a rest 
By now I’m pretty sure you like me like I like you
But if things took a turn for the worse I don’t know what I’d do

Let sleeping dogs lie
I don’t want this thing to ever die
But I know that we’re gonna make it 
When I look down and see your bracelet 
Now I’m not gonna lie
I still can’t get you out of my mind 
But that’s okay cuz you’re here
And I know you'll never disappear

Everything weird seems like it happened so long ago
But the memories filled with fear they drift away like snow
I was just so sure that I’d never be in this place
But it’s all okay now that I get to see your face

Bracelet

Who will be there at my funeral dancing
Who will be stealing my cake
Change with the best of them without my getup
I'm not an angry body

I'm just so sick of it

I'm sick of losing my head at the table
I'm sick of thinking of it
Change watches me
Change watches empties
I'm not an angry body

You're in red land
You're in pain
(I've been away for too long without red land
I'm not an angry body)

Time

Guess I really freaked you out 
Guess I really am that creepy
By putting words in your mouth 
Hoping it would make you like me
Didn’t think you’d ever notice
Didn’t think that you cared
Now I see it’s my fault for all of this
Thinking I’m the one who should be scared

Thought this whole time you had your eyes closed
But it was me who was going blind
Feelings have been juxtaposed 
Ever since I fell out of line
Cuz you don’t like it when I crash out
Maybe it’s giving you the ick 
I know exactly what you’re thinking about
That I will never be fixed 

How did I never realize I was scary
Too scary
Thought I was only pathetic and you wanted to laugh at me
Laugh at me

Whoops there I go again
Thinking I know what’s in your head
But you know it’s really over when
I finally apologize for what I said
I don’t know what’s gonna happen 
After all of this comes out
It’s probably worse than I imagine 
Getting rid of comfortable doubt

Now I see this whole mess was my fault
My fault
And after this we’ll probably never get to talk
Get to talk

Stuck here I don’t know what to think
Now I know we’ll never be in sync
It’ll be like this for the rest of our lives
I know I’ll never get it right
Where did all of this go so wrong 
Was it when I wrote those pathetic songs
I should have thought about my words
Before I said something so absurd

Comfortable Doubt

Babs Seed (My Little Pony Cover)

Wanting to live some sorta rockstar life
Gotta give it up for the kids and wife
It’s always been just what I needed 
But giving up leaves me so defeated 
Didn’t know it would happen this fast
Thought I’d still be alone sitting on my ass
Gotta pack this up leave it all behind 
Hope it’s for the best and ot all just turns out fine

Thousands of hours hundreds of nights
Now what do I get
Forsaken for a couple of fights 
And people who won’t give a shit
Don’t have to live an endless bummer 
But I still gotta put up a front
Cuz aside from her I’m alone this summer 
But at least I got what I want

Couldn’t have asked for a better ending 
But it still feels like I’m just pretending 
I didn’t enjoy being down in the gutter
Making new friends not being an other
But I fucked it up I don’t have an excuse 
And I can’t stop wishing that I didn’t lose it
Everyone thinks I’ve sealed my demise
But it’s them who scoffed and decided to say goodbye

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