V tubers are a plague and annoying af 
(lyrics)  
(Verse 1)
 I dream of anime girls who tell me I can escape this world 
They know how much my life sucks, They know how hard I got fucked.    
(chorus)
You say that I'm killing myself 
I say that I'm escaping hell
point the trigger directly at my brain 
blast away at the source of my pain
(verse 2) 
I know it won't be painless 
it sure as hell won't be easy
but once I join them 
they'll do anything to please me. 
(bridge) 
you tell me not to kill myself 
your words are emptier than this broken hell
my only true support wants me to blow my fucking head off
one shot is all it takes , one shot and everything will be okay

Kill Myself

i feel like im in disguise
im wearing all my lies
but i cant 
escape from you

trapped within my head
the guy i was is dead
and im the only thing thats left

i want you to be 
the last person i see 
everytime i go to sleep

i went right into my head
ripped who i was to shreds
and im the only thing thats left

im the only thing thats left

there is a hole
inside my soul
i dont mind
whether or not im dead or alive

its not fair its not fair
that you're gone and im here
all alone
im all alone

lifes so tough i cant get off the couch
only time i do is when im still in the house
i am wasting my time
i really fucked up my life

havent felt like this in so long
i cant stand it
whats the problem
oh my god im fucking lost
my life is gone

my life is gone

Been locked up again
I may have lost my mind
And you go out everyday
With your fucking friends

Oh yeah
Fuck you
I'd rather stay in bed
Than see Again
Your stupid fucking face
Oh I'm
So ashamed
I wish to die today
I can't Belive
That once we were friends

I wonder if they listen
'cause you're talking all the time
And there's one thing I want
I hope that you shut up

Oh yeah
Fuck you
I'd rather stay in bed
Than see Again
Your stupid fucking face
Oh I'm
So ashamed
I wish to die today
I can't Belive
That once we were friends

Fuarrrk Off

my contribution to the basement tapes comp...

she’s got a cottage-core profile picture on twitter
she’s gonna tell you her opinion on Israel
crucifix between her cute collar bones
pretend to not like her but I really wanna kiss her

cause she’s so based
she’s so based 
she’s so based
she’s so based

her portfolios all in on crypto
she’s gotta a big network yeah she’s really in the know
cigarette burns on her shooter tshirt
smoking outside the show on the patio

yeah I know, I should probably say no
but shes even read notes from the underground
haven’t felt this way in forever
cause I think we’d be so cool together

cause you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based

cause she’s so based
she’s so based 
she’s so based
she’s so based

she's so based...

Got something in my pants
Its shaped just like a gun
Ill turn it on myself
When i fuck my future up
The internet
Has made me stupid
The internet
Stunted my growth or something
The internet
Made me laugh at bullshit
The internet
Made me a fucking husk
I got something in my head
Its shaped just like my life
Ive warped it all to hell
Cus ive learned just way too much
Got something in my hand
Looks just like my cock
Ill piss you all away
Just like ill piss away the clock
Youre not even real to me
I cant justify my rage against
The internet
Has fucked me sideways
The internet
Made me stupid pilled
The internet
Made me laugh at bullshit
The internet
Made me a fucking husk

Yeah, Im Fucked

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

Zoning Out Ruined My Life

Cover art by Rykuii

Sometimes when I'm all alone
I catch myself staring at my phone
I see that you are still online
But you're probably talking to that other guy
Maybe I should say something
But no amount of words could ever get me in
You don't seem too keen on speaking
But I know exactly what you're thinking

Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't
I saw you message me first I don't know what you were on
I don't think I'm gonna respond
There's nothing that you could ever do
To make me want to be with you

Can't even say I even disagree
My feelings for you aren't a mystery
Sometimes it seems I know what I want
But I bet you wake up thinking I'm a cunt
Now I don't know what to say
I'm still thinking of you everyday
This all feels like a sick game
That I'm losing with only me to blame

You don't realize what you're messing with
It's enough to make the both of us sick
I think it's best that I go on not knowing
So we can both make the things we love showing
Just cuz I like a little attention
Doesn't mean that you need to mention
What probably a hundred other people feel
I've got what I want and it's not something you could steal

(Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you)

Don't Text Me

Shoutout to nil for helping learn the chords to this song 🐸🥂

OoooOoOooo

“If you don’t put in more effort, you may as well kill yourself"

Well I started pulling the trigger as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
Matter cause by now it’s not gonna matter to me
I shot myself in the head I was never gonna be happy
But at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
Hoping fragments of my skull
Impale into your eyeballs
And that the last thing that you see
Is the end of my suffering
Now that it’s all over theres a lesson to be learned
To anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
And I can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
Because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite! (preripped cover)

Music: Micke Brenkman
Git Solo: Andy Meyer 

Jag sa det många gånger
När jag gick där i dina skor
Att jag kände mest en ångest bland
husen som ni bor

Jag föll ner utan vingar
och jag stog där i formation
det var där o då jag såg den
röd' av blod o stinkande krom 

Aaahhh
Min Chevelle den kommer läka sår
åååååhhh
Min Chevelle en sån som vill förstå
Inget blir mer än så
än min Chevelle från igår

Jag har sett hur natten sliter
i din kalla, stumma stad
Där tystnaden den viskar om
en längtan som inte blir av 

Jag har vandrat genom askan
från dina drömmar som brann för fort
O jag lyssnar på när du skryter om
sånt du egentligen aldrig fick gjort

Aaahhh
Men Chevelle den kommer läka sår
åååååhhh
Min Chevelle en sån som vill förstå
Inget blir mer än så
än min Chevelle från igår

Jag föll, där ni föll men
Chevelle tog mig upp igen

Aaahhh
Åh Chevelle du kan läka sår
Aaaahh
Du är en sån, sån som vill förstå
Inget blir mer än så
än min Chevelle från igår

Aaahhh
Åh Chevelle du slickar mina sår
Åååååå 
Då när du sjunger…. gå på, gå på
Inte mycket mer än så
än livet som man får

Don't Text Me

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