NotOkGhost - Girl in My Dreams (acoustic demo)

I finally got my audio interface and now you can hear the bass!

Kombat Kitchen (Gee Tee Cover)

I have nowhere to be, nothing to do
I can’t believe I’m already hating you
I’m empty, I’m hollow 
You ripped out my core when you chose to go

(Chorus)
I hate myself but I hate you much more
Thinking about you and I makes my mind and eyes go sore
I would kill my self before having your company 
I want to jump off a bridge and take you down with me

I have nothing to do, nowhere to be
I can’t believe you would make me feel this empty
You made me think I would never lose you
I should put myself in a noose and so should you

(Chorus)
I hate myself but I hate you much more
Thinking about you and I makes my mind and eyes go sore
I would kill my self before having your company 
I want to jump off a bridge and take you down with me

i hate myself but i hate you more

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Tired of the trees and all the lights
And I've had it up to here with the baby Christ
This year I've got something special for ya
I'm going to temple to buy a menorah
Grow my sideburns wear a kippah
Make sure my dinner is kosher
Some might say it's none of my business
But I think I wanna be Jewish for Christmas

Think I wanna be Jewish for Christmas
Think I wanna be Jewish for Christmas

As I watch the candle burning down the wick
I think about chopping off my dick
Wanna show that I'm committed
In the IDF I'll be enlisted
I don't even wanna be subtle
I'm in my backyard digging tunnels
Some might say it's none of my business
But I think I wanna be Jewish for Christmas

Jewish For Christmas

Nothing I say will ever get through that thick skull of yours 
It’s almost like you never cared
I guess all the times we had they don’t mean nothing anymore 
All these wasted years going nowhere

But now that I think about it 
I don’t give a shit 

I don’t need you anymore you’re nothing but a massive bore
I’ll be fine all by myself 
I’ve got way more going on 
And I’ll be here long after you’re gone
Live your useless life with someone else

What was I thinking trying to make sure you’d never leave
Dragging us both back straight to hell
Now that you’re gone I can’t find it in myself to even grieve 
I think this might just turn out well

I really wanna leave 
I know I can’t stay
But if I do I’ll be just like you
Another run away

CAN'T FEEL A THING

Thought you wanted me to be there you were the one telling me I should go
But I ended up looking like a fool and having to leave alone
Empty handed yet again we didn’t even get to speak 
Anything with you could have made my entire week
Now I wish I never met you or anybody else
When I hear the things you say to him I wanna be by myself
Now I can’t go about my life without being forced to think 
Every time I picture it I want to throw up in my sink

Get out of my mind
Get out of my mind
I wish I could get rid of your memory
I don’t want you living inside of me
For the rest of my lonely days
I was better off myself anyway

Hope you understood my message cuz I understood yours 
Should have known exactly what you were and what you had in store
You think that I can’t tell when you are laughing in my face
I don’t know what I did to deserve to be put into this place

Don’t know what to do maybe I’ll keep my thoughts inside
That way we could still be friends and go about our lives
Even if you’re a psycho I still want you to be mine
Exclusively for the rest of time
Truth be told I don’t think I hate you as much as I should 
Part of me wants to keep trying and do all that I could 
I know this is probably wrong I just want you so bad
Even if you’d never love me cuz I'm a giant fag

Get out of my mind
Get out of my mind

Because of you I get no sleep
And I don’t even wanna eat
You’ll be in my head for the rest of my days
Even though I don’t even know your name

You’ll be in my head for the rest of my days
Even though I don’t even know your name

Not missing the friends that you’ve got 
Don’t care it if they make it or not
Now I don’t know
I’ve always known 
I see the way you talk to him
And how always let him in
Can’t it be me
It can’t be me

What's this guy got that I don't have
Bet he don't even know where you're at
You don't really think that he'll ever stay
How many songs will ever be enough
Before you realize I'm desperately in love
I'd do anything to get just a day

Can you tell how I’ve been feeling
All this time I’ve spent third wheeling
It must be obvious 
It’s not obvious 
Are you doing this on purpose 
Making me feel all nervous 
I think you must know
You probably don’t know

What's this guy got that I don't have
Bet he don't even know where you're at
You don't really think that he'll ever stay
How many songs will ever be enough
Before you realize I'm desperately in love
I'd do anything to get just a day
Maybe you’ve already noticed
And you’re laughing at my lowest
Don’t know why I expected you to be so cruel 
Now I’m stuck staring at the ceiling 
Paralyzed by my own feelings 
I don’t think I’ll ever get to win this duel

Ignore It

Feinden ist einfach bringt kein Geld!.

Released on October 29, 2025

Nate Pizano - vocals, guitar, bass, samples, synths, lyrics, production



Ignore It

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