MUSIC BOX

walking to a place i’ve never been

li.sten.to/stillalive
feat. @yvesxtc
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

to make a song with my fav artist is crazy, hope y'all enjoyed this here's a tune from the deepest of my schizo mind

lyrics:
Back then, I'd say
You're way too far away
Hello kitty dagger in my hand
About to stab myself right in the chest

She be like, heh, I'm a slut for romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that I ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

Just sick of all the lies, don't apologize
No need for apologies, cuz you ain't ever see me cry
And don't you sit me down, I'll send a hundred round
You gonna ride around the town, cuz ain't nobody around

And your a sight for sore eyes, look between the fault lines
Here my fault lies, why cant you look me in my eyes
Please don't wait for me, this hate you see
Shows I'm aching please, don't help me please

Notice where your body feels most relaxed
Let that feeling of relaxation grow with every breath
You can choose to focus on counting
And become more relaxed as each number passes through your mind

I'm a slut for romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that i ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

Back then, I'd say
You're way too far away
Hello kitty dagger in my hand
About to stab myself right in the chest

She be like, heh, I'm a slut for romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that I ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

Just sick of all the lies, don't apologize
No need for apologies, cuz you ain't ever see me cry
And don't you sit me down, I'll send a hundred round
You gonna ride around the town, cuz ain't nobody around

And your a sight for sore eyes, look between the fault lines
Here my fault lies, why cant you look me in my eyes
Please don't wait for me, this hate you see
Shows I'm aching please, don't help me please

Notice where your body feels most relaxed
Let that feeling of relaxation grow with every breath
You can choose to focus on counting
And become more relaxed as each number passes through your mind

Romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that I ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

still alive

slut4romance (feat. moodyriley)

other platforms

slut4romance (w/ yves) [shinyy]

suffer for purity is out now, everywhere

prod. @prodbykori & me

share.amuse.io/qfXny2hrXbtJ

sufferforpurity

colors

out everywhere at midnight. its my bday tomorrow 🥳

[lyrics]
sitting at our spot in the afterglow
trippin over shit that we dont know
they say as above is so below
u know if i could id let u go
x2

i said some shit i wont soon forget
that look on her face when shes upset
i kinda miss the way we pretend
i kinda miss not feelin so dead

so i guess this is goodbye
cant talk cause my tongue is tied
i had a feeling u lied
i hope u know that i tried
i got too much on my plate
thousand new thoughts in my brain
i hang on every word u say
sonder as she walks away

sitting at our spot in the afterglow
trippin over shit that we dont know
they say as above is so below
u know if i could id let u go
x2

(afterglow afterglow)
(u know if i could i'd let u go)
x4

[prod me]

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if i could

this is very different from what i usually do but i hope you guys like it anyways:) this yr ill be trying to post more but i make 0 promises bc i know im not always good with keeping my word. 
love u all

stop talking to yourself (michael harrison)

lyrics:

i wake up everyday ,
In existential crisis ,
Told my mom , 
I’m adding up ,
I dont know shit about no minus ,

If its mine then I’m gon get it ,
And there aint no way around it ,

You keep talking all that shit ,
But deep inside I know you love it , 

Ill be waiting for it , 
I dont wanna be inside ,
I’m walking round like im a tourist , (taurus)
Only place im smoking gas ,
Is deep inside the forest , 
This is foreign fabric ,
deep inside ,
I know you cant afford it , 

I said fuck you and your life ,
 cause mines just getting good , 
Im so sick of being right ,
I feel misunderstood , 
Like they don’t take it as I say it ,
like its not enough ,
I don’t want to , 
so don’t ask me why im giving up ,

misunderstood (prod.drma x 1heyrick)

out now, everywhere: https://discxrdia.fanlink.to/longinus
prod: @prodbykori & me

lyrics:
I'm not enough for them
because I'm way better
if you don't wanna rot right there
let's scape toguether

it's self destructive
how we teach ourselves to hide from eachother
I'm self assured that I'm not made for that kind of life
and i'll take my decisions and take another path
lead my way angel in my back
fuck so vicious and don't get used to their lives
i wanna cut their tongues and then run away

i need your love 
I'm a broken rose

i need your love
I'm fucking tired of this world arround me
people tryna drown me
and it's so fucking hard
to keep my moral high enough 
so i don't sink

as time passes i need to think in a way to leave this fucking city
as time crashes in our minds i stare at you and

i need your love
I'm a broken rose

i need your love
I'm wating for you
even though i have no clue of what to do
realized it was you
the one who stayed by my side
the one who kept me from losing my mind




kingslayer coming soon!

longinus

HOOK:
Over the edge, over the edge I tried 
(and I don't wanna say goodbye ; I don't wanna say goodbye)
I've been done, done with life
(yeah, i just wanna die, i just wanna die)
you just want waste my time
(so I won't reply, I won't reply)
I can't take all these lies
(i just wanna fly, i just wanna fly)

VERSE:*will be updated asap*

Over the edge

Over the edge w/ Evilmiku (Wixxy)

out now, everywhere: https://discxrdia.streamlink.to/discxrdia-slaveofmyrage

prod: @prodbykori & me


lyrics:
 i was born with the scars
and i don't know how to contain all my pain 
cause i'll drown in my own blood

and still by my rage 
i'm chained
forced to feed
my own pain

break up 
hold my hands around my neck 
and forget
that it's me

i'm waking up from a nightmare 
where the sun don't shine no more
it's so pretty i admit it 
because everyone was doomed

thousands of bodies that cover the grass
stroked by the thunder then turn into ash
everything was burning 
hide from the hydra

sons of forgotten memories
lovers that hide from eachother
the world's turning mad
i'm still here trying to keep going on
but sometimes it's so hard
cause ill drown in my own blood

and still by my rage 
i'm chained
forced to feed
my own pain

break up 
hold my hands around my neck 
and forget
that it's me

kingslayer soon.

slave of my rage

out now, everywhere: https://discxrdia.streamlink.to/discxrdia-obelisk

prod: @prodbykori & me

lyrics:
am i fucking up everything around me
and i'm coming for you
cause there's no one besides me
and i'm lost 
and i'm crawling
it's so raw
but everytime i start to forget

how you fell 
into my arms
the pain is so warm that i wanna stay
cause i don't know nothing better than this
and it's at my own risk
cause i'll stand like an obelisk

and ill cut you down the fucking throat
rip your head off
and get the crown
i'm not afraid 
to defy all this country
i offer my soul to myself
cause i'm my own hell

am i fucking up everything around me
and i'm coming for you
cause there's no one besides me
and i'm lost 
and i'm crawling
it's so raw
but everytime i start to forget

how you fell 
into my arms
the pain is so warm that i wanna stay
cause i don't know where to go 
i'm on my own
fighting those demons
that are always around
pin me to the ground
and i can't get up but i have to somehow

fighting is like a drug
as i don't know nothing better than this
and it's at my own risk 
cause ill stand like an obelisk

and you're always looking out the window 
wondering why we're here
and you have that innocent look 
i can't keep up with you

swords right through all my bones
and i'm still thinking about you

fighting is like a drug
as i don't know nothing better than this
and i'm fighting tryna keep going on 
but i cant
break me down cause there's nothing left

stay by my side at your own risk
keep on with me 
i don't know how else to say it
that i'm not good for you
obelisk

kingslayer soon.

kingslayer

obelisk

omg starboy shika this song is so deep 😫

prod 410 lucas & Noah Heffner
written by 410 lucas

Oh, so I get up again
And I stare at my reflection
And contemplate the end
Of the earth
Again
And how one day it'll all be lost
So why's it so bad if I
Play the bad guy
I could pretty much do nothing wrong

So I smoke what I'm supposed to live on
What can you expect when I know my soul is gonna be gone
If I could just take a 'lil wave of my magic wand
Then I'd make eternity something that I forgot

Hopeless source of my aura
I'm a legend reborn like Korra
Come to think about it might have got my hopes up
'Cause what you said to me back then got me so numb
In a world with no love
You wouldn't stand a chance, my dog
Magic man without his magic wand
'Cause I know how it's all gonna end
So does everyone where I'm from, it's nothingness
And it's not so hard to act heartless
When it's all 'gon be the same regardless

So I smoke what I'm supposed to live on
Lose control when they piss me off
If I could just take a twirl of my 'lil magic wand
I would leave it to the hands of the gods

But you want me to settle
Want me find my way without an angel or a devil
Even if I think it matters some level
I can't find a way to get all sentimental
When I'm playing with your life and you die in my sight
Iso say it's not right, but I think that it's fine
I'm emotionless, bland
It gets hard to pretend
I can't get past the end
It's not important when you're dead

Smoke what I'm supposed to live on
Maybe one day I'll experience a pain that's strong
Enough to make me take my magic wand
And make it so I never played god for so long
For now I'll smoke what I'm supposed to live on
And I only give a fuck 'bout running away with that bag, that marathon
My magic wand is gone, I turned it off
My magic wand is gone, I turned it off

I asked the magic man to solve my problems
And he laughed in my face
Told me I could just do it myself

magic man

kingslayer ✦

https://linktr.ee/discxrdia

longinus

discxrdia

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