debut track! hope you guys enjoy this as much as I did recording it. much love & can't wait to hear yalls feedback!!<3

monday

peach ft. Jiles (prod. Jinsang)

Yo, for whatever it's worth, I’m the last man on earth,
Who’ll ever love you the way I love you, that’s my curse.
We both done our dirt, yeah, we played in the dirt,
But I don’t want you to hurt, don’t think I’m not sure.
I still do, girl, believe me, it’s true,
But you frontin’ like you love me, then the wind blows through.
Now you don’t know, you switch up like a thief,
Changing your mind for no reason, it cuts like a leaf.


One day you’ll want me, but I’ll be long gone,
And I won’t be here when that breeze comes along.
I don’t really want to end this way, I’m sorry,
But it’s hard to stay when you actin’ so shoddy.


Got me feelin’ invisible, damn, I’m inferior,
Your beauty’s exterior, mine’s lost in the interior.
Toxic like poison, we boxin’ like fools,
Sippin' on drama, yeah, we both break the rules.
Nervous wreck, man, I don’t deserve this,
Respect’s out the window, I’m just hurtin’ to exist.
I lay awake at night, shakin’, can’t fake it,
Pure hatred inside me, I wanna break shit.

One day you’ll want me, but I’ll be long gone,
And I won’t be here when that breeze comes along.
I don’t really want to end this way, I’m sorry,
But it’s hard to stay when you actin’ so shoddy.


My self-esteem’s low, I ain't shit,
Ate shit for too long, I can’t even taste it.
Ain’t shit changin’, so I’m outta here,
Standing at the door, coat on, shed a tear.
You scream, “No, wait, don’t leave, I’m lonely,”
But nah, baby, I’m gone, find another phony.
You scream, “No, wait, don’t leave, I’m lonely,”
But nah, baby, I’m gone, find another phony.


You say you love me, but then the wind blows,
One minute you want me, next you don’t even know.
I’m breakin’ up for the last time, watch me fly,
Packin’ all my bags, lookin’ back, not a sigh.
Look, I don’t want to end this way, no cap,
But baby, it’s too late, I’m done with the trap.
Look, I don’t want to end this way, no cap,
But baby, it’s too late, I’m done with the trap.


So I hope you find somebody out there who’ll treat you right,
But I’m the last man on earth, and I’m takin’ my flight.
One day you’ll want me, but I’ll be long gone,
And when that breeze comes, I hope you hear my song.

Yo, for whatever it's worth, I’m the last man on earth,
Who’ll ever love you the way I love you, that’s my curse.
We both done our dirt, yeah, we played in the dirt,
But I don’t want you to hurt, don’t think I’m not sure.
I still do, girl, believe me, it’s true,
But you frontin’ like you love me, then the wind blows through.
Now you don’t know, you switch up like a thief,
Changing your mind for no reason, it cuts like a leaf.


Honest [Demo]

Overdub instrument at Home Recording - 8/23/2025
Performed on Yamaha DTXtreme III Drum Kit with a Yamaha M12 Percussion Drum Pad

Disfunctional  -  Vocal n Drums.wav

produced by @kayinm
mixed/mastered by @kayinm

love me love u (prod. KAYIN)

A boquet of SUNFLOWERS from the upcoming project #THEFEELGOODTAPE slated for Fall 2016.

SUNFLOWERS (2016)
Release Date:
August 10, 2016 (in honor of my sunflower London JoAnn)

Cover Art/Photo by Dr Sol 

Handpicked by: E. Williams, Bethel Solomon
Grown by: Theo Parrish
Trimmed by: David aka I-Nine at JTB Recording in Los Angeles, CA
© House Of Renji, LLC; Lost Boys Collective; Emmitt James 2016

handpicked = written x performed by
grown by = produced by
trimmed by = recorded/mixed by

SUNFLOWERS is a remix of the Theo Parrish track "Lost Angel"


The Feel Good Tape 

SUNFLOWERs ft. Bethel Solomon x Youngest Pope Eva (single')

Love Language of choice, a mix by Eimaral Sol.

Yuna - Broke Her (Dayfade Remix)
I’ll be alright (tonight) mix - Donald Glover 
Salome Pieris - Me, Myself, & I (Prod. Ka-Yu)
SonnyMoon - Houstalantavegas
Chiara Noriko - Don’t You Know
Pearl - I Know (Dpat Remix)
Lowkey Remix- ROJO Ft JMSN
ELHAE - Drive me crazy
Tora - Jaigantic (Galimatias Remix)
Yoko Milan - Need pt.2
Ciscero - Stay ft. Devin Tracy
Tell Me - Zayland
Parisalexa - Gardens ft. MistaDC
Jack Red - TTH ft Sherren Olivia
Abrahamblue. - good vibe.(freestyle)
James Bambu ft Flower Chyld - Succulent

Love Language

It's Not You, It's Me

Acrimony

Written by Jada N.E. Henderson
Produced by Jada N.E. Henderson
Guitars: JNE
Bass: JNE
Graphic design: JNE
Photographer: C. Crawford
©2020
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Lyrics:

Feeling homesick lately
I’ve been thinking maybe
I can book a one way flight 
Back to familiar faces
Comfortable spaces
Where I don’t even have to try
Living dreams imagined
Dying to be old fashioned 
And just leave it all behind
Think I’ve finally made up my mind
Decided for myself
Gotta leave cuz going home feels best
And I

Wanna go back to Georgia
(Take me back)
Wanna go back
Wanna go back to Georgia 
(Take me back)
Wanna go back
Cuz I can’t stand to stay here

Losing focus lately
Having thoughts of maybe
Giving up to call it quits
Packed all my shit this evening
My midnight train’s soon leaving
And I don’t think that I should  miss
Counting all conflictions
Uncompleted missions
Do I dare to try again
Seems I still can’t make up my mind
And I don’t wanna give up yet
But gotta leave cuz going home feels best

Wanna go back to Georgia
(Take me back)
Wanna go back
Wanna go back to Georgia 
(Take me back)
Wanna go back
Cuz I can’t stand to stay here

A runaway with no delight
There’s something missing
(There’s something missing
Where can I find it)
Far away from southern skies
That used to hold me 
To make a stormy mess of my dreams

Wanna go back to Georgia
(Take me back)
Oh yes I wanna go back
And I think I'll be leaving soon
Wanna go back to Georgia 
(Take me back)
Cuz I wanna go back
Wanna go back to…
That’s what I wanna do

Wanna go back to Georgia
(Take me back)
I’m leaving right now
Know it’s too soon 
But I don’t know what else to do
(I wanna go back, yeah)
I wanna
I wanna
I wanna
Cuz I can’t stand to stay here

Georgia

vocals, etc
Inquiries: notebookpmusic@gmail.com

peach ft. Jiles (prod. Jinsang)

Notebook P