9TAILS - healthy relief (without poppy tears + lyrics)

I’ll stay awake I don’t understand 
How the hell is it 5 am
I lie and I try 
Yeah 
Shut tight , my eyes 
Yeah 

Staying up late helps me understand 
I’m only doing things that make me mad 
Cause my life has no drive 
Yeah 
Sitting  tight on my island 


I only like to do it cause Im lacking ur affection 
I only like to do it cause Im yearning for attention 
I only like to do it cause at least I get reactions from it 
Looking in the mirror and I’m mad of what my reflections  showing 

I’ll stay awake I don’t understand 
How the hell is it 5 am
I lie and I try 
Yeah 
Shut tight , my eyes 
Yeah 

Staying up late helps me understand 
I’m only doing things that make me mad 
Cause my life has no drive 
Yeah 
Sitting  tight on my island

how the hell is it 5am (prod.harvest x killedmyself)

torment w/ notcursed (neverforever)

one phone call away

out of my mind

Baghdad (lil uzi flow) [prod. GeoGotBands]

lyrics
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i go home n close the door
somethin takes over me
this aching feeling of dread & uncertainty
death been on my mind 
for what feels like eternity
i feel like hurting me

& i don’t deserve to be here
i just wanna take my life & go away
lemme jus make one thing clear
don’t cry when i’m gone
i’m alive thru my songs

i still remember
the last time that we spoke
now when i see you
on nothing,  i just choke
..the silence, it always
seems way too loud
i need a distraction
another relapse swear that i hate myself

i still remember
the last time that we spoke
now when i see you
on nothing,  i just choke

one phone call away

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