glass

produced by me
hope you enjoy <3

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lyrics:

And I’m so sick of always fucking up
Always apologize, it’s the last time
Blame it on me, i’m never good enough
Lost my peace, now I lash out

Cant get rid of the taste out my fuckin mouth
Carve out my tongue, said too much, bleeding out
Doesnt matter what I do, it’s way too late
Screaming out and procrastinate

I can’t
Stay here
Mental
Dread and
Pain gets
Stronger
Isolated

I can’t keep it up, nah
Throw me out, leave me to rot
I think it’s easier that way for me
You have no say in this, so just leave me

I dont care what they say
I ignore, most of dms
I don’t know why it’s so hard to
Keep a convo, maybe laugh

Caught myself staring at the ceiling
Everyone pretends they know the feeling
7 years has passed and I’m still healing
You will never know what I’m concealing

Caught myself staring at the ceiling
Everyone pretends they know the feeling
7 years has passed and I’m still healing
You will never know what I’m concealing

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stream

I hope u love it, enjoy <3

prod. me
https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free on guitar
collab with https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes
shoutout to both of them for real


lyrics:
i've been trying to fight off this gravity
can't have shit in this life its fucking comedy
seems to be i worked up on my honestly 
were still stressed, nothings left, somethings gotta be up
tell me that you don't give a fuck
i said, "okay see you in bit" 
crushed my hand with a mallet
ditch all my attachments and bring the fucking damage

keeping me up on a late night 
in deep, no sleep in my damn eyes 
you said you missed me i said, "damn right"
can't rest i'm stressed till the daylight

i could use a little bit of closure
fucking up my mental i've been distant and colder
they're so judgemental it sucks my composure
all i have left is what i should have told her

break me down to see myself
i've lost my mind
don't need your help.

now i get it
synthetic how they act around me tryna be my friends its pathetic.
i keep waking up to panic 
suppression locked in, i cant stop it.

gravity.deprived

spotify

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

@imgeist
@prodjpjp

pretty little light
how my worlds dim now
oh, had me hypnotized
with your gold eyes love
i don’t want to fight
but it all went down
got out of your sight
guess it’s over now

lost deep in the night
how you move so sound
oh, you know i stay quiet
when the rooms too loud
i can’t tell who’s right
but it’s over now
so when i said goodbye
felt my heart drop out

you know that i love you
even when it’s all blue
i know that we hurt each other more and then it falls through
holding on to love that i can’t let die
but it seems like i’m too late, well at least i tried

the silence speaks in volumes
i hold on to thorns too
cause sometimes they grow these pretty roses that look like you…
and if i told the truth now my hearts so cold
i don’t want to show any other soul

it's over now

MORE PLATFORMS

i'm geist - it's over now [jpjp]

prod hira

If I disappear 
nobody would know

I used to think i was important 
Buried in a cage I’m getting nauseous 
And the smell inside his ribs is getting potent
Leave you both together in a forest

Screaming out for help and no one noticed 

Then maybe you’d know how it feels 
I gave you the world that you’d steal 
So you can go fuck him instead 
I’ll cry till I know you’re dead

Disappear 
Nobody will know

So please don’t let it
Go to your head love 
I’ll be fighting after the war 
Do you not feel the regret from all the  blood that you’ve poured 
Psycho little bitch should be assigned to a ward 
Ruining yourself downing bleach on the floor

You don’t wanna talk to me 
You never even had to
I’d break another bone but
I just can’t seem to fight for you
But I’d die for you
Down another bottle and I’ll lay with you

Why you gotta be so far
Put another s into the side of my arm
You could never be more wrong
Tryna let it go but I had nothing to start 
Why u tryna prove me wrong
I’m such a lost cause bitch u did it again
Drowning and it’s all your fault 
Fingers getting cold wrapped my hand round her neck 

I used to think i was important 
Buried in a cage I’m getting nauseous 
And the smell inside his ribs is getting potent
Leave you both together in a forest

Screaming out for help and no one noticed 

Then maybe you’d know how it feels 
I gave you the world that you’d steal 
So you can go fuck him instead 
I’ll cry till I know you’re dead

after the war

PRODUCED BY @Sinxi 

LYRICS

I crash in the night just a little bit
Black eyes empty space yea I sit with it
Love life ain`t the same when you live with this
Cold eyes empty space yea I sit with it
Take the pain I never had a way out
Wish I stayed I really want to lay down
All the same I'm bored until the next town
All the same I'm bored oh what a let down
Don't need no one else for introductions
Got my blade I'm hanging out inside the dungeons
Might just cut out my liver so I can function
Take out my feelings I don't need no one

Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)

I ran in my mind I never had plans
But your wanted after my hands
Broke the problems at the door
But the problems multiply and they make more
I don't want to love you
I don't want to trust you
I just wanted fate
I don't want to break down everything you say now
I'm not a detective keep me up awake
Leave me on the facetime
Staring at you topless smiling at my face
I don't want to face mine
Can't be fucked dishonest lying next to me

Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)

SPOTIFY

FEELINGS

@decayinganyways @tnvr555

// decaying
break it down, all to the ground
and one day now, you will be proud
of the things I’ve done, all over round
and I’ll try my best, and hope I don’t drown

and i, i don’t wanna die young
guess i’m feeling like i haven’t done enough
wasted all this time so now i gotta catch up
but everything i’ve done it never feels like much

i was so fucked up in that year
and ever since then now, it’s so clear
and everything i fear now, i hold dear
oh no

so is it fucked up
i been feeling like i haven’t done enough
and i been feeling like i haven’t tried enough
tell me why i always gotta mess it up
fuck it up
so is it fucked up
i been feeling like i haven’t done enough
i been feeling like i haven’t tried enough
tell me why i always gotta mess it up
fuck it up

// geist
oh oh
so they all listen now
guess i’m on a roll
do i make u proud?
you’re the sweetest ghost
knew what i’m about..
now i’ve lost the most
can i make it out?

aha
sit back
watch afar i swear i’ll make a change
it’s sad that
that our paths will never cross again
it’s all love but we have to go our separate ways
cause i can’t follow you if we don’t see the same

there’s music in my veins
i bleed to numb the pain
if i die young
i’m grateful that u knew my name
if i die young
just know i’m in a better place
so promise you’ll remember i gave everything

// geist & decay
i’ll dream tonight
hold it tight
hope my life
turns out fine

hope my life turns out fine w/ DecayingAnyways [Tnvr]

you could get somewhere if you shut your mouth
six shooter spinning lately let me down
in too deep you dont want me now
in too deep you should pull me out

aim for my throat girl
i dont even choke love
give me some more
im a ghost when im inside of you
we rot on the floor
dont stop
gimme it all love
i shouldve know
my friends all told me that youre going out and talking alone

i dont feel much better after all this time
you should let me choke and pretend you tried
you should fill my throat with some morph and wine
so i cant feel a thing i feel like nothing else is going right

stab me to watch me bleed
youve taken all that i am
my friends are leaving me
dont know how long i have left

i shouldve know what youre pulling me for 
dont stop now
i feel like i could do more

is your father not bored
youre dressed like a whore
everytime you go out you fuck 5 or more
alcohol 
theres no alcohol
you swear you get pissed
no you dont at all

and you can try to change me
ur time is wasted 
you might be deluded need a milli to persuade me
my bones are breaking
harvest wasted
drop me in the shit so you can flush me vacant

vacant

Produced by @hiraethsry 
Check out @hiraethsry and @sinxi
Lyrics

You don't need a lot to get me fucked up in my head 
I barely keep a lock on anything I hold 
You wont know the things I really feel 
When I been up inside my bed 
I swear theres shadows in my room they keep me warm 

So I fuck up my room 
Throw your clothes all away 
I'm as toxic as the day 
you were cheating on me 
Put a ladder to your problems 
Cuz your tryna relate 
Kick the ladder while your climbing 
Falling down to your fate 

Call up, I don't want to love you anymore
              (stop,ok)
I don't want to do this anymore 
Had me fucked up even when we never talk 
Call up, I don't want to love you anymore
           (throwing fire)
I don't want to do this anymore 
Had me fucked up even when we never talk

I can’t relate 
To mistakes you seemed to make 
My hands are tied
My heart unwinds 
               
Sorry i’m late but these days 
I find it hard to make up for mental stains 
It ain’t you oh i promise love 
It’s just life drive for pinnacles
               (run)
Run I needed more I needed more I needed more time 
I know my patience is running on a thin line 
Leave I gotta leave I gotta leave I Gotta decline 
My body’s aching 
You can bring yours closer to mine 
Oh I 
Wont lie 
I’m getting sick of being just another guy 
Oh I
Wont lie

Call up, I don't want to love you anymore
              (stop,ok)
I don't want to do this anymore 
Had me fucked up even when we never talk 
Call up, I don't want to love you anymore
           (throwing fire)
I don't want to do this anymore 
Had me fucked up even when we never talk

RUN w/ sinxi & hiraeth

1st song off my album "pity", out september 25th 

@lilskeleskrrt @bitekivibes @ytstatic
produced by me, guitar @ikarinan @tnvr555

lyrics:
i started running from you
too fast
n i fell to the ground
spilled out blood on the grass
you said you needed me
like you could never leave
and i fell for it dreaming
made it easy to breathe

but you broke it all
paper walls
you were supposed to be here
but you’re so good being gone
and i felt it all
8 missed calls
hit me up when u need me
and leave me hurt when you don’t

don’t act like you’re so innocent
like it’s not what you want
i gave u all that i had
while u were holding the gun
oh god
it was everything you said from the start
i was waiting on it falling apart

oh oh
what a waste of my time
but if it’s all with you
i’d gladly waste my whole life
oh no
i wish i didn’t say goodbye
the paper walls are burning down
our home is gone..

god damn
i feel my heart tear on every beat
the silence is deafening
truly it’s killing me
u try to forget who i am
i try to forget how your eyes were like thousands of galaxies..
oh, consumed i’m so lost in your stare
comfort i felt like i wouldn’t have fears
writing you poetry wishing you were here
if i held on longer would i still be scared

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

imgeist [red]

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